This is real bad.- I cant sleep but i working at 9am later!.

I was ready thru sms-es from my old phone (again) and i have finally left nothing to say. All i can say is, everything is over and i must move on before i get myself into shits again.

Anyway, readers, I will be MIA for a week or so.. Please kindly contact me via sms if u need.... you see, holiday now..
Im going to work NON stop OT!

=D

Quick entry, 214th posting.


"hahahahaha! why are guys like that? you always say this. but when we ACTUALLY do it, you'll get scared and then, run away"

Indeed, i was reluctant to answer that question.
Good sentence made, i think.

Am i really ready to take anything now or am i just have nothing much to worry that makes me who i am and what i think now?

hmm...

*emotional posting. Pls ignore.
213th- I'll start this entry by quoting a sentence from shidiq.blogspot.com-
"Companionship - something that i tend to sought after every now and then."

I indeed had so much to say when we were talking about this topic yesterday. I met up with shidiq, Joseph and Fu ming for a footdrill course and we had lunch together after that.

What is love? How long can sweetness last ? Jospeh said "diq, enjoy this moment (woo-ing period) you may not have this momnet again. " I thought was so true. We have different prospect about this topic at different time of our life. (Even the name changes)

From young,we were taught to love our steady/stead with all our might. We thought that we need to keep him/her accompany every now and then. We wanted to buy everything for our love,hence, we asked alot of money from our parent just to buy something for him/her.

Then after that relationship, we tend to look for our next partner. At least someone we once know very well to keep us accompany and make us forget our the past steady. For this relationship, we wont tend to forget about present.

Then after that relationship, most of us will decide to hold back till we found our Mr/Ms right. With the past experience, this relationship we are looking for is more to campanionship. We look for people who are more mature and who understand us more. We don't give much promises to each other.
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As for me, I am currently happy in my singlehood. Life is so much easier without the need to worry so much on other partner. Sometime i will tend to look for care and concern from my buddy, gals n guy. I'm glad that most of my friend willing give me care and concern- thankyou.
But i will say, Im not a flirt. Im true to all my friends because seeing my friend smile, it makes me smile. Afterall, everyone deserve a smile!

Anyway, i read again messages from my old phone. hmm... i miss you, my friend.

It time for me to give my 212th Posting for this blog.

Cool! today is Saturday and was woken up early by my scouting brother to help them up in the footdrill. During the footdrill course, I learn quite alot. Learnt how to make the scouts learn and how to make them understand. Lots and Lots. But im Just too tired to mention.

Anyway, ihad a great laughing session with shidiq, joseph n fuming! I must say, they never failed to make me laugh(or was it i never failed to laugh).

Is time for me to go back to wk and start my overtime (if any) Im getting poor!

hmm... i wished i had more to update but i really don't! =D

readers, something to share!- Everyone deserved a smile! So give everyone a smile, afterall a smile increases the value of your face!

Wow, Blogger changed their layout =X. Just show how long have i not log in here already!.
Maths is tml and im still know nuts about everything.

Anyway, Im here just to mention something deep in me. I putting it here temporary till after my exams... - I miss you, my friend. I miss you really much. I miss your smiles and your laughter over my simple yet lame joke. You had gone far and im glad you did. I just you smile more and laugh more! take care.

ok, guys... im not going to mention who. No pt asking me, if you planning to =D

till here! =)

I just got BETTER!
After Many MANY complaints on my Email address, Please take note that i've changed my email address from d3ch3ngz@hotmail.com to Please stay Tune! There will be more changes!
=D

DechengJason.