HELLO EVERYONE!! FIRST, i would like to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR eve.LOL!!

okok.. yst, i went to kbox with man, hao and keng.It was really damn damn fun as it was the first time, after about 6 months? the last time i went is during my birthday. i still remember i went with my mcd friends.

ok. we sang alot alot of song -.-(who dun) lol.. but one highlight is that, we sang 'superwoman' for 4 times. WHY? cuz of man stupid idea- wanted to who can finish the whole song without any problem..

know wat? huiman, we gave her till #3 then she can sing without any problem-.- LAME! okok. that is that. During 'get high' chenghao also get high and break the cup there. IT COST HAO $12 for the cup. lOL!! then we tell hao, next time we bring our own cup and then leave their cup aside. lol!lame lar. that freaking hui man wore chenghao jacket. We told her that she can actually used that after she bath. CUS IT IS SO LONG FOR HER...!!!!

ham and hao got high durin the whole kbox. me and keng just normal...lol!!

after that, we decided to go to a nearby area to have some chatting there. Then we went home. ok.. we decided to walk home.. we sent hao home and then walk with wee keng. at plaza, wee ken went home. THE HUIMAN say 'teckseng, i dun care u better sent me till myblock. 'reason? her house there too dark. she scare!!! arg!!

okok. sent her home and stroll home. =))

that all =)) i am working tody 3. so after work i think i will be late to wish everyone happy new year already!!

so here wishes all, a happy new year!! =))

msg. to angel. heee. i teaching u how to spell =))

hey yo guyss.. =))

here to blog. really nothing to do so jsut come here for an entry.I promise all my readers, right after this, i will be uploading some pictures to the photo alumb since the internet connection are kinda back to normal.

all right. was suspose to blog yesterday about some of the events i had yesterday. BUt my computer was angry with me and show me her temper. ARG!! i'm going to replace her soon =))

okie. anyway, like i say in the last few post. Life start to turn to the better with all the sucker around me, gone. But yesterday night, i still see some unhappy or dark side of people's life. I saw a couple hugging each other, crying. I walked away. While moving off i flash back alot alot of things. How we used to hug each other, how we used to cry to each other... etc...

one of my friends was in need a few days back. He cried to me and told me how good his gal was.i tot to myself, if only she would be like her, we dun need to have came to this point. Till now, i still must admit, i miss her. I miss talking to her, miss hugging her.....etc... do she? Do she remembers me? Still hug all the thing i gave her? Am i still in her heart? Am i forgotten? i went to her past blog and read through alot of our past happiness. I switch on my computer when i was alone in the room, that day, i view again those pictures we took, those video we had. i am sad. I think my parent saw it but choose to leave me alone.

I read liting's blog sometime back. I seriously feel sad for her. "why didnt u treasure me when we are together" I tot back, did i treasure her? if i say i didnt, that a lie. If i say i did,tat is another lie.Few days back, i took a cab and past by her house. I saw the road we used to walk together, tears drop. Just a year n plus but memories for it, left imprinted on to my heart.FOREVER.

i told shan some of my problem and i told her all my requirtment for a gf. All i need is her to accept my friends, scouts, family and how i lead my life. I dun need comments nor command. i just need susport, trusting and sweetness. That will then make this gal, a perfect galfriend =) Shan only gave me an answerr ' ALMOST TO IMPOSSIBLE' Ok. fated to stay single for life.

U are not forgotten but so wat? I am, in your heart. where u go, i miss u so.

ok enough all this unhappiness. Anyway, had not being working for a while and i returing back to my post tmr!!! hee.. i really hope to work more, earn more. so i can change and replaced my lagging computer. ARG!!ok.. copy something from liting blog..My 2007 wish list.

• A new, custom-make labtop.
• A new life with lots of $$
• A new group of friends with not betaryer or hypocrite(angel. this is how u spell it)
• Able to pass my Os, at most with a 17 point
• World peace( no joke about it. life in the other country are suffering.)
• All my friends to stay trouble-free
• At least a Venutre scout standard
• Her, to be happy for her life.

Ok. that all. im i greedy? nope! i noe =)) i have more =) hee..
OK, readers, that all for today, no tags, no msg.

THIS MSG IS FOR THE FOLLOWING:

• Ee Jie Ying, Jennifur
• goh hui man
• chia weekeng
• ho chenghao

Our countdown celebration was changed to tml, 30/12/2006, instead. Sorry for the repeating changes. Below is the detail.
Time:6-10 (if the kbox timing never changes.) *
venue:cck,Lot 1
place of meeting:infront SMRT Control station
MEETing time: 5, for dinner or 530, no dinner.

please call me or msn for further detail.=)
thanks.

NAH!!. internet connection too slow for me to wait.
this is the first time i blog using NOTEPAD, then transfer to the blogger's system..
OK. i had a rather fun day yst and i get to know another friend. hee. gal.. =p=p
ok.. yst was my 'all-day fun' day.i woke up at about 2 plus in the afternoon by a called by venture chenghao.did all the daily ruotine and then moved off to to west mall for my baobei's show - Death Note 2.
death note 2,compare to death note 1, a little bit more touching and more shocking sence. sence that you will never expect. Honestly, i feel like crying as i feel so sad for light's dad. In this show, you can see how a normal yet powerful note book can bring about unhappiness and the evil side of a person. In order to win, Light even do some inhumanactions. there, there, i wont tell u wat!! go watch it yourself..
this show also shows ' with great power come with great responsiblity.'
Ok. that for the show.
After death note, we went downt to bbss for another show-GANGSHOW. Gangshow, for the scouts, it is kinda like a campfire, butwithout the campfire. It was done indoor. I CAN TELL YOU, the heat is unbearable. =)) But it is all right. cuz.. that for scoutings.=))
Ok. the gangshow was kinda fun with chenghao they all trying to entertain themself and with, but of cuz, scouter ben lame. -.-one highlight of the gangshow is the 'thousand-legged worms. ok. the whole group of our venture unit went up the stage to had the emcees.LOLi earn alot lar.cuz i was the leading person and right infront me is one of the gal emcee =x. ops.. lol!
after the gangshow, we did our usual post-campfire-activity, gal haunting. LOL! ((we are scouts =pp)). chenghao and me actually wanted to get the emcee(the one which i hold just now) number. (lol, i know, i broke my principles of life) but much delay lar. cuz we dun dare mah..lol!..then her friend shouted her number out which was clearly heard by fuming who keep on repeating and memoried the number.
we had our dinner at a coffee shop near west mall, tried out the number given by fuming. POSITITVE! lol!.. it is the gal emcee's number. LOL!..
okok. enough of bastard... eh.. today, wanna go bath le.. meeting shan 10. i wanna go back zss to collect my EAGLES award.hee.need money urgently!!lol!!

okok, the internet connection couldnt let me read my tag but i know the 2 tagged me.

to sab.yaya. you always bluff me de.. =(( lol!! but ok since you are here this time, i treat you eat sweet be =)) loL!!! take care man!! and your fire is big in you blog.
to gina. i never insult you lar.. when did i do that?? lol!!! =p=p


ookk that all folks. =)) muacks.

OKie.. i think i have not being blogging since 2 days ago.

hee..internet connection are damn slow now. so everything also cannot do much.

BUT anyway, 28/12, offical release of death note 2 ((this is the main reason why i never work :p)) i will be catching it in west mall, due to the next event after the movie- BBSS gangshow.

i have never being to gangshow for all my scouting years. This year will be nice one, i think.Okie. i hope that death note 2 dun disappoint me too =))

had being working hard this few days for myself. =)) actually eddy was asking me to extend till 11 o'clock but i jio joel le.. so.. i rejected. If i didnt, i may work for it. Tired. BUt, hee, for$$...

during work yst, i learnt alot of thing from the security guard there and yes, i am treated well there =) of cuz with all the tips as well..

anyway, life for me are gradually going uphill from where i fallen. alot of my friends are bucking me up, pulling me through the hard time. Alot of them are doing their very best. My life are much better now. =)

okie.. i was thinking of uploading some pics to my alumb.. but due to the internet connection, it cannot be done. so just stay tune of the updates..

ok. msg to gina.sorry gina =(( i used to be like u too, so stupid!! BUT I NEVER TRY IT!!!! loL!!! =)) SORRY LAR!!!**zipp**

YO!. i think it is only fair for all my reader, to re-blog my last entry.

Happening yst.
okie. yst was a fine day, weather fine also. Yst was my first day at Trader's Hotel at the baggage department. i woke up early in the morning or infact, i did not sleep lar=P. just cant get myself to sleep..yar... but i decided to get out from my bed kinda early cuz i hungry, wanna cook food for myself.. but anyway, after my self-cooked breakfast, i bath and went down awaiting for the bus. Was kinda scare when the bus apporach the destination. yar.. it is normal, i think..

thing wasnt as hard as i imagine, i learn the basic quite fast and kinda learn those "INTO-IT" stuff. my baggage master, eddy was a damn nice guy. He passed all the tips to me even if i am not the one who do the stuff. he brought me around the hotel and show me some of the lounge. I seen the lounge i actaully going. Kinda a high-class lounge.

ok.. skip the center part, kinda bored. but i know, i learn alot and earn alot. LOL! thx to eddy for his help and patience. =))

3, i clocked out and went home. bath and was about to go take a nap but was disturb by joseph. i was then remember that, HEY, ZENGDECHENG, you have a IT department meeting today.-.- so i changed and went down.

Ok, that's all for yst..

HAPPENING TODAY
i woke up, ea early as 0500hr.Today, my lovely mum cooked my breakfast for me. hee. i ate the breakfast and as usual lar..

i reach the hotel 20 mins earlier. but was still late for the breakfast there-.- But anyway, today job was kinda boring, cuz i kana bullied by the @#%!-er. suan le.

ok.. i think my day today, was kinda boring lar. cuz.. yar... and my day ended today, kinda early. Think not going out anymore,cuz tmr working morning.7. same!..

okie.. re-msg to those who tag.

To stars, i think till now i only call two ppl star. one is HANISA, one is TAN HUI SHAN. since u are not TAN HUI SHAN, i think u should be HANISA. LOL! HANISA=HONEYSTAR. STAR TAN HUI SHAN=STORE ACTIVITY REPRESETIVE, TAN HUI SHAN. lol. chim?

to SABRINA GOH!. lol! not crap wor.. the first i tot of is u!! and i seen your blog. HAO TING HUA HOR!!.. lol!! thanks for participating =)) is is my friend who asked me to do it.. hee. =))

to MISA MISA, identify yourself please, MISA is with me the whole night, last night. she was sleeping soundly and hugging my tight =ppp. LET ME GUESS, you are either fuming or nigel. LAMER!!!

to PURPLE. see, touch le. even the text i use purple. lOL!. dun think too much. i used purple is cuz my tag board text is purple. hee. eh.. u scolded me loh!! haa. anyway, thanks for the chat yst.. haha.. make me think backk so much so much.. all sweet memories =)) SMILE, IT WILL MAKE YOUR DAY!!! and mind your words =ppp

to HUI MAN, hao ting hua.. lol!! you better be think hard. if it turns soft, rub it.. it will become hard de.. lOL!!. NC16. sorry, readers.. loL!.. WU HUI MAN!! ALL WE WANT TO SEE IS YOU TRIED YOUR BEST, that all. REMEMBER THIS!!!=))

To HUI SHAN. it is all right lar.. dun worry =)). hee.. just dun forget me. i doubt so lar.. it is really pity to forget such a cute guy,isn't it? lol!! you ar.. better take care of yourself.. dun because of saving, this dun eat, that dun eat.. ook?? ((Sound like ur daddy. come.. call me dadddy!!))loL!! take care lar!!..

to JUDY.. THANKS FOR CREDIT my name on ur blog !$@#% lol..!! i also kana. so dun worry. it is your turn now.. and i saw it in your blog le. thanks for participating =))hee..

to ZZ n ALL READERs, some may find my blog kinda wierd, please kindly adjust the window or the screen. BLOG is still under beta test, more to upgrade, more to change. sorry for the inconvienent causes.lol! zz, thaanks for visiting anyway. =)) muacks..

ok, till here k.? long entry. thanks all for visiting. =))hehe..

i still can forget you. i read all the testimonial i used to gave u, all the emails we used to sent, tears still drop down,eyes still wet. where you go, i miss you so.... you left me now you are happily leaving. Do you konw it hurts me, everytime i went to ur space saw those prom night pics. i try, i try. but i still fail. till now, im still hugging on those thing u gave me. do you know that, I MISS YOu.but of cuz, you dun cuz you r living in happiness. =)) im happy for you. continue to be like this ba.. cheers.=)).. WHERE YOU GO, I ISS YOU SOO!

hey babiees.. im sorry, im just too tired yst.. so. yar.. forgive me...

anyway, Yst was my first day at traders' hotel working at the babbage department.For those who know me, i was kinda on training before i can go n work at their lounge. KInda a high class lounge, i saw it.. yar..

yst, i woke up eary or infact i never sleep. Tried to msg alot of ppl but came to no avail.. hee... then woke up, cook a breakfast for myself and then bath and then went down to the bus=stop. I was damn scare when i almost reaching there..

hee.. scare? i dunnoe why lar.. but just that i am damm scare.. loL!!.. nothing could describe the feelings... hee...
ok.. i worked till 3 plus and then i got my pay, then went off..

ok.. reach home, wanna sleep, joseph called 'seng, i reaching plaza in 5 mins.' i was like, yar.. so..., BUT I SUDDENLY REMEMBER, THERE WAS A IT DEPARTMENT MEETING!! crap!!

i changed and went down to plaza.

afer meeting, went home and resume my actions- SLEEP!!..woke up by a call from angel, so kinda chat with her till late 2am... ok..

OK!! so now i am awake.. the time now is....540hr. DAMN!! early then i wake up for school!!!-.- BUT IT IS ALLRIGHT, for money.. anything i possible..he.

OK!. i saw alot of tag!!! yar.. so happy to see all k.. replying time!!!

To:star, so far, i only called two (if i didnt remember wrongly) as star. ONE IS HONEYstar, which is hanisa. One is star, which is store activity represetive, TAN HUI SHAN!. yar.. i think u are HONEYSTAR!! hee.. she wont confuse de..

TO sab, the first one i thought is u.. so u better do it..

To MIsaMisa, you must be fuming..

to purple:you didi loh!!!..hehehe!!

To hui man,, thx for visiting.. hee... okok think harder!!

to shan; it is allright!! heee dun worruy =)))

i've been tagged do this survey by HANISA.=))

01. Your name plus "poo"?
ANS : IPoo.


02. Two feelings at the moment?
ANS : confuse+Lonely.

03. What are you listening to right now?
ANS : The sound of the slience.


04. A part of a song lyric that is in your mind?
ANS : 我会学着放弃你，是因为我太爱你。

05. The highlight of your week?
ANS : Out with the JAWS TO GEYLANG


06. What are you craving to have for right now?
ANS : FOod. im hungry..


07. Any unforgettable childhood memories?
ANS : me chasing n got chased by my childhood love. hee..


08. A not-so-good childhood memories?
ANS : our family's history.


09. What are your nicknames?
ANS : decheng, jason, seng, eh..


10. Your three plans for tomorrow?
ANS : start new work, out with the jaws, sleep

11. Are you thinking of someone right now?
ANS : hais. HONESTLY YES.


12. Are you single?
ANS : yes, freely. but missing.

13. What do you want?
ANS : Her to be happy and me to forget her.


14. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers .
ANS : hello =))muackss.

15. Are you feeling hungry?
ANS : Yes. Haven't eaten yet.


16. Who do you miss right now?
ANS : dunno.. her? maybe..


17. Last friend you talked to online?
ANS :the person who called me to do this, HANISA!!

18. What do you like about the night?
ANS : Thinking and relax in my cool n nice room. Going out with friends.


19. If you visit a farm, what would you like to see?
ANS : animals!!

20. When you were a kid, what would you want to be till now?
ANS : fireman.

21. Last gift?
ANS : a word of true =(


22. Do you like it?
ANS : NO. iT hurts and killed me.


23. Do you play an instrument?
ANS : nah. no talented


24. What song did you last hear?
ANS : DAo DAi.


25. People you hate most?
ANS : The people who have been backstabbing me from behind.


26. Who makes you laugh the most?
ANS : yong chuan, jj, The jaws, Scouts (fuming,especially)


27. What makes you smile?
ANS : lame jokes and lame expression


28. Who do you have a crush on?
ANS :THE FOXSCOUT GROUP

29. Name 10 ppl to do this .
* SABRINA GOH.
* ELIANE.
* JUDY.
* YVONNE.
* DONALD.
* HUISHAN.
* LITING.
* JOEL.
* LINYIN.
* ALL.

hey hey let me blog an entry.

Today is christmas. AND I WISHES EVERYONE A MERRY CHRISTMAS.

hee. eh.. this year, i spend my christmas alone. NOT BECAUSE I ISOLATED but is cuz i isoalte myself. Dun really feel like going out or going out to town cuz too crowed which make me really no mood upon thinking. heee..

ok.. today was Jia Jie dear-dear.hee.. he treated me like his dear lar. lol!. went to cafe catel to have our dinner. It was Jia Jie's treat. OK.. kinda nice dinner.. hee. thank you..

like i say, i spend my christmas lonely with my pillow..

i jsut want to say, i kinda miss my life 2 year ago.. but i know i cant go back again... so.. yar...

yar.. blog till here, just want to say that i will be updating some photos, jia jie n yong chuan birthday's photo.

hee.. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. but i know that u are no longer mine. you no longer my part of life...where you go, i miss you so..

yoyoy!! dui bu qi, yst forget to blog agaiN!!

hee... ok.. happening yst.
early in the morning, i went for venture meeting only to out it was cancelled.. due to.. hee...:P never mind, because the day before, i promised hui man they all to join them for a morning exercise, me n hao called hui man and met them at the badmiton court.

had a few games and it start raining. So we went to greenridge mall to have our breakfast and then start chatting htere. waited for that gina to reach. went to kfc and had her lunch.Then after, went home.

i went home, bath and took a nap. JAWS jonathan called me and wanted me to join them for dinner.
dinner was 2 rotiprata from a coffeeshop near klassic..
ALAN SIM had a $5 hor fun + 4 rotiparta.!!!OMG!!

Ok.then that stupid jonathan wanted to go geyland to eat the dou hua. [[i noe, that is is excuess, he bloddy bastard!! loL!!]] ok. then after that, we went around having our eyes fed. (hee. u ppl should now what i mean lar!!) heee..

NIGHT OUT WITH JAWS sometime make me so hiGH!!. damn theM!!! loL!! then we went down to jon house to torn.. but in the end, i fallen asleep. Cuz too tired le.. hee..

then went home early with liam n alan!! =))hee. ok.. yst, till here. today is yap jia jie birthday celebration!!

This is for him!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAP JIA JIE!!17th years old le..U OLD LE!!!wahahah!!!! take care!!! and enjoy today to the fullest!!!

=)) muacks to all..
msg to hui man!! WU HUI MAN!! U DID!!! U DUN DENY!!!

till her =))

hi baby,hehe..
First, i want to say, dui bu qi!! i yst too tired le.. so never blog about yst.. hee..
im rushing for venture meetting now but think i gave a post first about yst. okiee..

ok.. yst, i slacked whole day. slept till later afternoon , got woken up by angel's MORNING CALL. lol!. then wake up le, i slacked again.

i decided, since my mum going for dinner with her sisters plus no one is cooking at home,to meet up with hui man, wee keng and wei liang. BUT!! wei liang yao chi ma ma de fan -.- so never come out lar...

met up with the super blur hui man at my RL (in the phone she told me,'meet you at RI.) :p. then later she called me, 'teckseng, where u? wo mi ru le."i was like....-.-....

okok. then hui man accompanied me to the laser fair to return the disc i borrowed. arg!! it cost me 5 bucks for the fine!!!.. damn korkor....

ok.. met up with weekeng, that super lamer lar. went to LJS to have our dinner. We talk alot alot lar. Talk about the past, the present.... alot alot....

was there, till the shop closes....

ok.. went to the playground to continue our chattings, jia jie met up with us....

me and huiman sent wee keng home and then i sent that hui man home cuz i want to tok to her something. hee.. ok.. damn her, keep asking me to sent her till half-way if not she dun want to consider my proposal. damn her lar.. bo bian, stop at 103 and then bought my daily dessert-coffee..hee. then went down to RL for yong chuan's cake cutting..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEO YONG CHUAN!!.. hee... ok... same, chat chat, talk talk.... till 130.. i cant stand it le.. too tired le.!!!..hee..

ok. post till here bah.. this is for hui man: WU HUI MAN, YOU PROMISED ME TO THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING I TOLD U!! U BETTER BE!!! I SERIOUS, I JUST HOPE THAT U WILL TRY YOUR BEST FOR THAT. =))

ok.. anyway i learnt a new word from that super lamer-chia weekeng. the word is ji ke, horny in chinese. heee. will remember de!!!

hee.. ok.. msg..
to jia juan.. i am living well!! i hope u too!! hee... must be missing me very hard right, so long never see me le!!! lol! take care too...

to angel.hee..u scolded me loh!! scared me!! lol!!! okok.. i learnt your name le! devil!!! lol!!!
to hanisa.hee. will take the survey soon!!!lol!!stay tune at my blog..

to sab, hee.. i also can see ur tag le!! hee.. u once promised that u will be my regulart reader!! u better be!! it is u the one who ask me to change to blogger. hee. want to see that sms?? lol!! take care!!!!


till here, babies..hee..muacks to all!!!

raining night. not outside but deep inside me.

冷飕飕的风拼命塞满
遗失了你的眼眶
宇宙无声剧烈的摇晃
震碎了我的心房
谁按掉这世界的开关
没有颜色没有光
你的背影变成一面墙
挡住幸福的眺望
Goodbye my love,goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在 也要快乐起来

不确定我是否有力量
度过这一段黑暗
但你一定别像我一样
对爱还是要渴望
Goodbye my love,goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在 也要快乐起来
Goodbye my love,goodbye!
不要枉费了这段爱
我唯一的期待 是你灿烂盛开

生命既不让我拥有你
会有更好的给你
Goodbye my love,goodbye!
前面是汹涌的人海
如果应付得来
请记住我的爱
如果应付的来
请记住我的爱

This is all i want to let you know, no words could describ me. I have to smile, i need to cry. Tears wet my eyes once again, tonight. Just as i tot, everything will be fine, everything will be all right. i went back to the past me. you, all i hope is you to know what u really wants. If you think i am happy i am leading my life well, well, i lied. I am not. All i want is u to remember me, good-bye my love, goodbye.

yoyo. im back. I miss raining nights. =(

Anyway, i manage to wake up for my mum for breakfast. i woke up as early as 7 oclock.

bath and then met up with my. Unsure of where to go, we went to look for my gu-ma.

Breakfast was at the foodcourt nearby, a bowl of prawn soup noddle and a cup of hot coffee + 4 sui mai.hee.. quite a full breakfast.

so we went over to my gu ma shop and starting chatting.soon, my long lost cousin came, sharon and ester (spelling error to be forgiven). so chatted with them till 12 plus den this two cousin of mine went out to have their lunch.

Open thanking : Thank cousin sharon for her lunch. Yar, she bought me something to eat too...

Ok. then we took 960 home.. den.. hee. honestly, i slept till late la. have my dinner at home and then slack again..

totally no life =))

ok. went down to have my regular gathering lar..

then went home again.

ok. FOR YONG CHUAN, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!! old le hor!!haha!!.. shen ri kuai le =))

Im tired, till here =)

msg, to shan.. heee. stars.. thanks...
to ANGEL!! correct le hor!! dun scold scold like that hor..hee..
bye,babies.

3rd entry of the day.

today, i broke the promise to my reader alot of time. this is the third entry. Raining season= my thinking season.

For this entry, it is more to my personal life again=)
NEEDLESS TO SAY, read rNr first before reading this entry =)


needless to say, im went scaning the sms i have before. From the time when we were not together to the time we were together and then to the time we are not together again. less than 1 month, everything changes.during this one month period, i kinda know alot of people especially from those i used to blacklisted. (xue'er should know why)

I get to know sabrina better and have more topic to tok on.I must really say a big thank you to her for being there durin those critial period-Os level exams.For being there to encourage me to study and put everything aside first. Sab, if u are reading this. Not sure if u still remember the sms that u filled it up with 'jia yous'. sab, i really like to thanks you for all that. not forgetting your effort taken to keep me accompany even your bill are bursting. yar, my bill burst last month. =) but i dun mind, cuz i get to know this kind and sweet gal, sabrina goh. ((hehe. sweet leii))

Not forgetting, Ma xue'er. I wont forget your ' Go study, if not u cannot be a good scouter.boo' sms. and the 'dun give up, you are loved' sms. Ma xue'er, i really like to thanks you for all that too. it really motivated n push me forward alot alot =)

and most importantly, the one that i hate to the core last time (u noe why!!:p) star, hui shan. she was there throughout the period. Can say that she know my problem quite alot. Motivation and encouragement was also given in ample quantity.Hui shan, i am really glad to know you well. Yar. all thanks to the attachment from kap to bpp.=) knowing you well make me feel so gulity in wronging u in the past. i really hope that u dun mind =))

yar. tht is the 3 USed TO BE blacklisted gal i wan to tok about. the others, yar, i never forget you.! Chenghao, Joel, Xu Zhi Yang, Teo yong chuan, Yap jia jie, lim liting, jennifur ee,Wu Hui man, Chia weekeng, wei liang (sorry forget ur surname), jaws members, sharon, scouts,venture....etc. This is is by no means completed!.. i love all my friends. NOT FORGETTING THE MOST FORGIVING, COOL, NICE, LOVELY FAMILY MEMBERS OF MINE!!...

i am leading a new life now. a life without any other restrictions or another burden. I will try my best to change my life, to a better one. LIM LITING! U MUST TOO =))

cheers, babies!

SORRY READERs I lied.

my day did not stop after i finish my entry. lol. i went down for our daily gathering with my friends. =))

chat kinda alot lar.. =)) hee..

ok.. i saw alot of tag. =)) thx for visiting =))

eh.. ok.. to jen first... JEN, i never forget u, i miss you to core. hee. but.... i forget ur blog address =))

To liting, eh.. i am going to claim the money before the presentation, money in need =))heee...

to HUI SHAN!! lol.. i thinkk star sound nicer.. hee.. ok loh.. u not happy then i call u shan loh!.. =)) remember what u should do tmr..

To angle.. hee. thanks wor. i also like that think =)) my blogskin very nice.... heee. =)) nice chattign with u just now =)) hope to chat with u more. haha..

ok till here =)) really going to sleep le. promised my mum for breakfast tmr morning!! must be able to wake up, if not she not to nag at me le...

hey yo.. i think i will be sleeping early... so blog an entry firstt.

today, i woke up early cuz is a "chi-zai" day for me, half day of course.
STAR, PLEASE REMEMBER TO eat vegterain food tmr. cover up for today's sin. heee..

Ok. i went to bugis to look for my mum, cuz the whole family only me and her will eat it.so.. yar..

actually want to give her a susprise. But in the end, she gave me a susprise. She told me ' oh! i am now going home le ' when i just board the bus. -.-

ok.. anyway, we went to the temple first to pray then went haunting for vegterain resturant. we den decided to settle down in this resturant. DAmn!!! they serve us a bowl of noddle without any side dish and told us, 4.5$ each.. damn. DAMN　EXPENSIVE!!!

ok..then we went home to take a rest. cuz we decided to have our lunch at pizza hut with my sister. so.. yar..

rested till 2 plus then we went down to lot 1 le...

eat, shop abit then go home le..

hee. then i sleep till now=pppp

hee.. ok lar. that all for today entry.. =) dinner time !!!hee..

STAR, last reminder. TMR, CHI ZAI!!! :p:P

p/s i found out that alot of ppl also same as me.. hee..

jeaslousy filled up my mind. i love u but i hate u. arg!!

ok.. did i blog yst?

hee.. ok. i am tired, lets make this a quick entry =))

yst, or isit this morning? i had a night-mare. it is not really that scary but it is damm like a haunted trail. hee. eh.. i think i shouldnt say anything about it here, because.. hee... kinda racsit dream.. so.. ya..

ok... anyway, i didnt really go anywhere except accompany my bro to BPP. haaha! damn him and his freaking ideas, he decided to play with the rain with me. needless to say, i am kinda wet when i reach BPP. ok. it is kinda bonding so i wont be too mind about the results.
reach bpp, bought some stuff and then went back home.

ok. think my day ends here. anyway, i rented a few shows. One is the haunted apartment.
Story-line. ok. some may had watched it be4.. it is about this haunted apartment that had a curfew. all resident who are not back before nightfall will be killed by this student ghost. AiMi, the gal who moved in decided to break the crused after alot of unforseen happenings. yar. the story ended by showing that AiMi, together with the student ghost killed her own dad. reasons? because both the ghost and AiMi went through the same thing- being rape by their own father.

sad isn't it?

next was a M18 movie- the hills have eyes. yar. kinda disturbiing to watch. it is about a few person who was affect by radiation of nuclear warhead so their way of living changes- the became human haunted.not much of the story line but a very nice show. Do rent it to watch =))

ok. anyway. would like to specially thanks to Ms Linda Yeo, i had received my eagles award. 150 bucks!..

ok, msg to those who visited.To Dong, i dun care, u better be in venturing for everymeeting =pPpp or at least be presented in all camps. ok?? promise me. =)) hee..
To sharon thanks for your concern.. i will be all right de =)) thanks, jia lao po!!..hehee

ok, till here baby. hee..=)) muacks, a goodnight kiss to all.

again, i dreamt of u. but this time, seem to be the last time we been sweet. cuz, you told me the true in my dream. yet again.

ppl. the following entry have nothing to do with my daily life. So if you people think it boring, sorry.
Raining nights, totally no mood to do anything. Those who know me well will know why.

i read litings blog. yes. 1 year ago, so many thing happened. the promise we make, the thing we done, the thinkings we have.Right now, everything changes. We now have different targets, different thinkings.
i played again songs that will make me think of you,i read all the emails we used to sent. read all the letter we used to sent...feelings are still there but the sense is no longer there. evrything u used to promise seem to be fading off. everything we used to do turn into history. Where you go, i miss u so.
dear diary, i broke free.But everything seem so wierd.Everything seem so fast. you seem to have forgotten me and in your world, it seem that my name never appeared before. Are you happier this way? are feeling better? are you spending your life and leading it to the fullest? tell u, I AM NOT.
everything seem so cold.the weather, the temperture, my pillow, my floor, my body. even u, seem so cold to me. leave,i wont mind anymore.because, leaving this pronblem are made compuslary. i must do that inorder to exchange for your happinese. for that, i will then tell myself, it is needed.
dear diary, i am once again, sinlge and i will not belive in love anymore. trust me.

dear all, this entry wasnt for you people neither is it for anyone. just a shout-out entry. if by luck, you see anything, i dun wish to have any comments from you people.Tag or personal, i wont care.

oK. smile d3ch3ngx.

anyway, today the crew of mine told me something intresting. she told me, Jason to her equals to upright and cute =)). ok. thanks. i will remember it and i will still use the same name in traders.

anyway, i got my job. it will only start next week. so i have a long week, to settle all scoutings matters. especially webpage. hais.

anyway, something i found it quite real and acculate. =) enjoy.
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/655545285

ok ppl. long entry today. shall end here.
OH YA!..Congarates to all who passes their N level. ESPECIALLY TO HANISA!!!!!=)))


msg. eh.. to liting. i taged u le!!! lol. thanks for your visit. liting. the only thing that dun change in this world is changes. JIA YOU!!! we can do it de!!!! =))

dui bu qi!!.. i never blog yesterday =))
ok let me do the blogging today =))

yesterday, was a no-life day. so i wake up quite late lar. around 6pm the day before, i went down,around 2am, i went down to causeway to find my friend. yar, we met up a long-time-no-see friend. chat till about 6 plus and went home.

This explained why i woke up so late. So i wake up, play with game for a while and then prepared for our family gathering. yar, jsut a dinner at the teck whye coffee shop.

after, went home, bath and then come out to meet nicole they all.

called jia jie and ask where him he say he is with his friend, which is actually a bluff lar, cuz yc told me that he is with his gal.

part of the conver.
jj: eh... me at home
me:really meh? *in a soft tone*
jj: really.
me: THEN WHY YC TOLD ME U WITH UR NEW GAL!!!
jj: hee. ok lar. with my friend at 171.
me:oh.. ur friend boy or gal.?
jj:boi.
me:I GIVE U ANOTHER CHANCE TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION. IF U SAY BOY, I SURLY GO DOWN AND VISIT YOU!!! BOI OR GAL!!!
jj: hee. ok lar. gal lar. =)
me:izzit rinse (spelling mistake must be forgiven=))
jj:eh..
me: u better think carefully before answer.
jj:yes lar!! lol!
me: ok suan le. byebye!

upon putting down the phone, we pack our stuff and rush to 171 =)))

saw jj and the gal.. yar..
after that, we went home le.

ok. that all for yst.

anyway, today, i am going for the interview again. So, yar, wish me luck, readers!!

ok.. =) that all=))

to Elaine.sorry =)) my chinese name not for sharing. stop falling inlove for it!!loL!!
to Ks. you stuned me with ur lam-est.
to judy=). i wont dare de lar. u treat me so good, orh. cousin...
to dong mei you know how to steal mah? lol!! dun come and ask me how hor!! loL!

hais. i dreamt of u again. this time we are even sweeter than the last time. where u go, i miss u so...

Okay Me blog a entry before I ended today.
woke up early be Ho Cheng hoe's morning call.

today was actually the zoo trip for all ventures but due to unforeseen circumstance, we went to some countryside instead. It was kinda hot weather but was cool down by both fuming and bing quan's lame jokes, so was all right. LOL

Ok.Then we walk a very very long road. We have no destination all, lOL, because fuming keep on telling us that,'yes we are reaching' we was like, ok. but after 15 mins, we still not reach. Again, fuming say, ' yes, we are reaching, '

then we reach to this particular bus stop which reads ' kanji express' -.- we was like damn.the people there tell us that the bus is reaching in around 5 mins, so we waited.

Ok, fuming and bing quan went over in the bollywood to buy drink. The moment they went in, the bus came. so we board the bus.

KNOW WHAT? the bus took us to the road we walked past for the past 30 mins and the bus only took less than 5 mins.

WE ARE SO LAME!!! hha fuming told us that, if we see anyone walking, then we laugh at them. !! lol!!. ok. then we went to the fish farm. see see look look.we took hell alot of photos lar. will update soon.

yar. so we see see look look, then settle down to eat.
FuMing: if jonnane sees, surly kpkb
hao: why?
FuMing: cuz, the time we took to eat is more than the time we look at the fish.

-.-

ok. then we went over back to the bus and reach kanji MRT station, took a taxi to the Jourong bird park but we didnt go in lar. very ex. loL!

then we took bus home. Bing quan, saw a bus and ask the driver " this go where? how much?"
the bus driver say" free, to jp."

then ok. we board. when we reach there, the driver told us, each 70cents. We was like!-.0

okok. then took bus home..

home.. sleep till now.=)

ok. msg to elaine. lol! u seem to like my chinese name alot lol!.. sorry, no sharing!! loL!! =)) and i forget your blog address =))

to liting, liting, your blog not working? lol!!. sent me ur link soon =))

day ending soon... let me summaries my day for all my reader =)

ok. my day today was late. i woke up, same old thing, computer-ing and then lunch.

then kor called, i went down to kimage to cut my hair first before i meet him.

took 75 to traders.

waited kinda long before the manager told us to come back on monday.

then went to tanglin mall mcd to eat, i saw charmaine. of course, she was kinda shocked..

then took 75 back to bp.

then meet up with chuan..then backhome. loL! boring lifee.. i know..

NEVER MIND!! tmr, i am going to some farm with the ventures. with 3 jokers, confirm it will be lot of fun. BUT of course, it will be EDUCATIONAL TRIP!! -.- bullshit, i know. lol!

okok. some msg, to JUDY,Lol, luckily u never call, otherwise, i sure curse u!! lol!! thanks for visiting anyway!~! loL!

okie. my day, today, offically ended and after this entry i am going to hug my pillow and sleep =)

Ok. happening today.
Today, my day started as early because i wasnt able to get to sleep the whole night until all my family members left the house for their work and NS.It was then, my body give a green light to me for sleeping. i was awoken by my mum who jio me down to the coffee shop for breakfast. but was rejected by the tired me.

So my mum bought the food up and we enjoyed our breakfast at home. Ok. after breakfast, i then went back to sleep =PpP

woke up again and prepared myself to go to work.

During work, some of the idiots there really make me so boiled up. I really can't stand him. He is a crew of mine anyway.

ok. so after work, i got hungry and jio nicole and buddy out to have dinner. after dinner, was out usual chitchat session. ok. chat till now. reach home, really to sleep.

ok. my day gonna end soon. oK! anyway, i will not be replying via my tag anymore. i will do all in my daily entries. SO READ IT!

ok. to sab. dun ask me, why my my text is green. I dunnoe. just know that sab make me think of green. LOL!.okok!. sab. DUN NOT LAUGH AT ME FOR HAVING DIFF IN READING CHINESE. we are all on the same boat ok? CLBers. lol!! take care, sab. thanks for visiting.!!

ok. the time now is 0325hr. good night, ny dear friends

ok.. the day gonna end le so gonna stop by to give a entry.

ok. the day started early with a sms by one of my friends and so i woke up and had my breakfast. later, only to find out that i not working. but that is a Crew leader meeting coming 4p.m.

ok.. did some search on the Uwants which juko intro me and guess wat, I FOUND MISA's handphoen theme. I love it!

lol!. the website is all chinese, so have some diff in searching but never mind, i tried my best. ok. so i bath and i went down for the meeting. the meeting ended at about 5 plus, so went to kopitieam to have my dinner with titus.

done with my dinner, i saw dongs at mcd, waiting for the exco meeting. So i decided to join her in her waiting. YEs. i still need to wait.

Receive a sms by SITTING BULL, FUMING that the meeting will be held in delifrance so went there and saw only bing quan and fuming!!-.- so went in, get ourself some sit, only to found out taht, this is the few people for meeting. This week, we are going to zoo for our venture meeting. lame. but that the only plan because, we had only 4 PEOPLE!!!

lol! ok. after meeting, had my DESSERT there and then start toking cock. we tok till the shop almost close, so we bang jia. then we go mcd to tok.

went down mcd, bing quan say want to play with the puzzle i got, for the coming children party of mcd. so take out everything and start to fix.YES!! we do it in mcd itself =))

ok. took aboutr 1h30 mins to finish the 500 pieces de. =))

then i was here blogging. maybe, going out to find chuan to tok. maybe not. depends. ok. it is not raining. so.. take care, guys..!! =)))

venturing rawks my life =))

ok. ppl, i am tired!!! lol!!!...!!1

photos for gpday 2006

ok. pictures for gpday are available upon clicking on the "PHOTOS"

for viewing pleasure.

it is late now, i wanna sleep le. =) thanks all for your visit =))

OPs. i forgot! thanks hao for accompany me just now despite being sooo tired. Thank shan for being the one who keep asking if i am all right and staff. thanks cyrstal for picking up my phone yesterday night!! thanks thanks thanks!!!loL! =))

ok. while waiting for all the photos and video to be ready, i shall blog a entry. the following entry will be abit more to my own personal life.

**Please refer to rules and regualtion, 9th and 10th before reading this entry **

christmas is coming, indicating that a new year is apporaching. my life changed so much after this two year. from happiness to anger and then to sadness.As for my lifestyle,from a free and easy, to a tied down and now to a busy lifestyle. My thinking also changes. Trust me, i thought alot yesterday night. tear flow like nobody business till today, the moment i open my eyes. My first thought will be over the same problem.

Betrayed and cheated is something that i always thought that i can bear and heck care about it. But when thing reallly happened to me, i have sudden lost of speach and i really got nothing to say or act upon it. Yes, thing which i longed predicted it will happen, happened. But i still cannot accept the true, the fact. I am a guy who uses sense to conculed things and all the happening just tell me and confirmed to me that my sense is almost always right. I really dont't how to describ my feelings now. Yes, apology are made but that does not make me feel better at all. I rather that i know nothing of you from now onwards. That may not make me feel any better but it does make you two feel better, doesn't it?

I am leaving from the problem and i hope that i won't bring my self to this step again.

relationship and true love are all fake.I promise myself, i won't fall into this trap again.

out.

2D1N at batam.

Ok. ppl, i am back from Batam after my 2d1n trip with the scouts for our group day. i promise you people, i have lot of fun and lots of laughter.
some introduction be4 i start my story.
My bus for to and fro the country is bus 2 with my, damn lame and funny tour guide, jugo. with us is almost all the year 2 venture and also scouter john.
Day1
i never sleep the night be4. instead, i called chenghao to join me at my house. stop all my activity at 0530hr by CHENGHAO COMMAND. lol!. bath and went over to BPP mcd to have out big breakfast.dongs and yang arrive at about 5 plus then we waited for them to finish then procced over to Fajar secondary. We was all chased back by jonnane because of XU DONG MEI's COLOURFUL shoes. take a cab to dong's house to change. then back to fss.
bus 2, like wat i mention. i will skip the part on the bus de. cuz... i fallen asleep.
not long, we reached the custom like always, quite a fast process. ok. then took the boat. waited damn long for the curise to move.don't really know why. ok. skip this part. nothing intresting. But we tok to ms yeo alot alot of our childhood thing.
soon we reached. went over to this resturant which serve seafood. so had our lunch with the local scouts. Posted to our table is this two scouts, a gal and a boi, 14th and 15th respectively. ok. alot to tok about. this two scouts damn PS.so i keep standing up to get the dish for them and kinda served them. lol! till they say they are full. they dun really understand english so we get jugo to translet for us to malay. so we took alot of pictures lar. guess what they gave us a badge each. so in exchange, i gave the gal a woger the normal de, cuz i never prepare at all. all right. took alot of photos with them i will upload. so no worries.
Done with the lunch, as usual we went out to have our group photo with the local scouts. after the photo, chenghao and me decided to take picture with the gal who we have our lunch with. REASON? haha cuz this gal is damn sweet looking lar. (we are scouts. so think you people should have expected that.)Ok. So those scout gave some present to our scouts. so we went off lar.GUESS WHAT? when i was about to board the bus, one of the gal scouts, called for me and then pass me a present.LOL! i was damn damn Pai sai.i really dunnoe what to do.. like i say, i really dun have anything for them. So, i turn back and gave this gal my METAL woger. yar the metal one which i like it sooOOo much.. but.. guess that the only thing to show my apprication. dun think that this gal will be able to read this, but still i really like to thanks her for the present. that was a note attached to the present. I open up and ask jugo to translet for me.but Jogo, have limited help lar. he say he dun really know how to explain. But from what i know, this note is a kind of poem. like sweet one, of cuz. it ended with " may u will never forget this" or something like that. okok. i type out the message. anyone who can help, help me to translet.

Mata hariku
mata hari yalag kemarin
ku genggam jengan erat
jatuh berpendar-pen dar
diujung Cakrawala
menyislhkan bayang-bayang
kesunyianku
kuharap kau menangkap
cahaya yang kuberikan
Untukmudan
selair bausim oandihati.

from what jugo told me, it is about" you are my sunshine" thing. eh. sweet leiii.. hahah. Ok, i found her name. aci lostari salam kenalan from SMP of batam.yar. so..BIG BIG THANKS TO THIS SWEET GAL HERE. her present was two note book and some pen. but i really really happy about that. =)). anyway. readers who can help me to translet, please do so, ur help is greatly appricated.=))

ok. so we board the bus and went over to our hotel.during this trip, alot of jokes lar.like i say, jugo was a lame person. ok. i remember him telling us how much is a car, a motor. he told us a motor cost about 120o$ then there is this guy from our bus asked. " it is rupia?" i was ... LOLX!! know what i say? " if it is 1200 rupia, i will buy it and then travel around with it and tmr morning, ust leave it outside the hotel when i leave for singapore" -.- =pP
Our hotel is a four stars hotel. room was big with every equitment. chiller, safe, tv and everything else. NOT forgetting the bath tub =)).
ok. so we changed and went for our shopping. i didnt buy anything. so i save alot. nothing there is for me. yar.. so.. Linyin suggest us to go game shop. at first, was rejected by after much thoughts, we decided to go. cuz nothing to do. ok. then went playing drum and all. saw this K-BOX thing ok. it is a singing box. and i promise u, IT IS REALLY A BOX!!! lolx!

ok. then back to our hotel, our hotel and then to the grand dinner.guess who is the MC. it is me and shidi -.- lol. but i really hope we did a good job last night. yea? tag me with ur comments n tell me how i scored!. lol. alot of videos lar.i will upload it.. and view it, i promised u again. IT IS VERY FUNNY!!!!


ok.. so do watch it ok? it is damn fun lar. last night. ok. went back to room to sleep. linyin, dongs, yang and norman joine us at our room. BUT VERY sorry. both me and hao fallen asleep (too tired. cuz we never sleep for the whole day)

Day 2
ok. morning call by hao and also by the hotel. went down for breakfast.TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS. we got no food left. But, there was refill so was all right. eh.. i tell you, i really have a full breakfast. BECAUSE OF FUMING!!lol!!..
ok.. next, went back hotel to change and then to this floating houses. kay-long.(it is spelled this way?) ok.. i took alot of photos there too. of course. not enought memories. so took out my HP instead. lol!. ok..then we saw alot of fishes and this stupid zhiyang, everything also tell us is " hong ban yu" damn him. lamer!! OK before that. I FORGET! DONG got herself a present by the kaylon. The Local's dog poo! LOL!!! she actually stepped onto it!!! XU DONG MEI!! lol!
ok. we went together with jogo to look at fishes and crab and this zhiyang, whatever fish or carb also call them " hong ban yu" lols! then we saw this very big fish. Jugo told us is the most expensive. 1kg or 100kg can cost up to 100$ singapore money. Then he asked the in-charge if the fish will bite. negative. SO HE PUT HIS HAND INTO THE WATER! less than 1 sec, the damn big fish JUMPED UP. imagine! damn him, my leg was all wet!!!..-.0. ok. done with it, we took some photos and went off.
before, we went off, it tot hao a lesson " never throw rubbish as and where he likes"
ok. then we went for lunch. almost the same food we had yst. then went to shop again.
this time i again, never buy anything. cuz i really dunnoe what to buy.
I obeyed this law" never take anything but photo. never leave anything but footprint " i never buy anything from there at all nothing but drink and food lar...
ok. very damn long entry i will be loading up all the photos after this. so just stay tune =))

1st entry.

Hi n welcome.

thanks for your support.

anyway. it being long since i use blogger. i have more to blog.

ok.. i not going to blog today, cuz later im going to batam with the scouts. so just bear with me.!!! =))

i will be back!!!


please give me more comments on this skin.. and i never add in any link. so... just twll me ur address on my tag, i will add u de =))