176th entry. i skipped my 175th cuz that was placed as draft. Reason, i couldn't get myself to carry on in that entry as tears flow down and got myself emotional when i talk about everything that happen for the past one month especially the last camp i went to.

I have lots to say but no one i wan to go to. I can laugh, smile and even make a fool out of myself to make other laugh but deep inside me, i know, something is still not right. Something is still short of. i must admit, i am envy with something or infact jealous about something. But everynight, i can also make myself sleep with white lies to make myself feel good.

God, would u make my life more easy?

174th entry. No mood to blog. but still something caught me...
check this out:

FOLLOW THESE RULES:
1. You can only say Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explainANYTHING unless someone messages youand asks!
3. DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BESIDES YES ORNO!!!

Over 18?` yes
Kissed someone on your top friends?` yes
Ever told a lie?` Yes
Been arrested?` No
Kissed a picture?` Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school?` Yes
Held an actual snake?` NO
Totaled your car/motorbike in anaccident?` No
Been fired from a job?` No
Sang karaoke?` Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?` Yes
Laughed until something you weredrinking came out your nose?` Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?` No
Kissed in the rain?` yes
Sang in the shower?` Yes
Sat on a roof top?` yes
Thought about your past with regret?` Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all yourclothes on?` no
Broken a bone?` No
Shaved your head?` NO
Slept naked?` yes
Played a prank on someone?` Yes
Stayed up longer than 24 hoursstraight?` Yes
Had a gym membership?` No
Felt like killing someone?` no
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?` yes
Been in a band?` No
Shot a gun?` Yes
Liked someone with nobody else knowingabout it?` Yes
Loved someone you shouldn't?` yes

173th entry-Guess what! I wake up and on my computer just TO BLOG!;)

It have been ages since i last blog, at least to me, cuz i know i am so lazy to blog. I have alot of thingS to mention and i believe my last post talks a little bit already.

It is half-way through my poly holidays. I must admit, i am kinda scare for the results releasing this coming wed. I just hope everything will turn out fine and i wont fail ANY (X-Finger) module. POly holiday, to those who really know me well, they should know- holiday means working days for me. This time, unlike the past holiday, i am working two jobs. 1 at traders hotel (club floor), the other at m1( customer service officers).

Let's divert the attention to my working life. i will be working in traders club for another 2 weeks and then i'm goona say bye bye to traders hotel, singapore. Life in traders hotel- we can call it CRAZY. first, i get to know arul and all the baggage people. I can say, they really teach me alot of stuff and how the real world is all about. These people really take care of me and really treated me with respect. For at least, i know, they wont talk bad stuff behind my back. i worked in baggage for 1 month and was posted to Traders Club. Changed to a new uniform (fo-35) with long seeves n smart dressing. I was first greeted with fomarsita's " welcome to the lounge!" and i know, from then, i am part of the Traders Club Team. Soon we started to crap and every work hours are filled with joy, laughter and angerrr (to guest only) Harlim was then bought in to lounge by marsita. First impression of harlim - funny joker! and soon, he became the brother of mine and we started to share stuffs. we started to bond during the days when i was put in charge! Traders Club was a crazy place to stay with marsita and gang~ i will also not forget my birhtday where this TC stuff celebrate for me.!

Soon after all the fun, thing changed! EVERYTHING.... i don't wish to mention anything but i just wan to say, i soon lost my committement in that lounge. Then all the old batch starts to leave and that when i started to plann for my future!-

ok long enough for TC. and M1, i just started. So far all the staff are good beacuse we are all trainee staff. More intresting stuff to come about, i hope;)

that's my job part. And for scouts part, this friday, we are going to camp AGAIN!! survival camp. It is a training camp for all the ventuers. Im keep telling myself this cuz i know, is time for me to get a little serious with the new ventures!-

that all=D

readers! stay tune @ my blogg=DD MUACSK!

anyway! thanks nyssa for the personal msg in her blog! IT is sweet=D

ONE HUNDRED N SEVENTY-TWO ENTRIES!

I was bathing till half when i suddenly got the urge to blog! (Don't worry, i'm not naked now and i had finished bathing!)

yea! as i was saying, i got the urge to blog because i have got alot to update my readers about my life andstuff! the most recent big event in my life was job week and now that it is over, i have so much of tots and feel, as a head IT and as a OPS Rover of ESV.

Firstly, i think i learn alot during this jobweek and i know quite alot of stuff and why and how things are done!- Now that i know so much, i hope that i can bring a better system next year and ease liting job as much as possible!.-

Next, as a OPS Rover of ESV, i want to say, i really want to thanks the ventures for the jokes and laughter they brought me. it is something money cannot buy. But i know, i must be a evil OPS Rover real soon. ESP when survival camp is coming.!-

And i 've got a new job!- M1, customer service officers! hahah! i hope i wil love the job! today's first day of training!

k till here! =D

171th post, (:
Well.. It's obvious I'm not the blog owner.
He is so busy that he doesn't wanna talk to me online, ):
He's busy with Scouts thing, & JobWeek is up next week.
He kinda busy. I understand lah Buddy! :D
Hahaha. It's now so late & he's still busy.
How sad right? Cos' he'd devoted to Scouts! (:
He's scarcrifing(?) his sleeping time leh! How sweet!
Lol. Okay. It's kinda late.
Tomorrow is Zhenghua's Annual Sports Day. Gotta go off to my dreamland..
Good night Readers! Come tag often uh! :D
I'll update whenever I'm free. (:
Guess who am I? Easy.. His friend's list! E Biggest is me. :D
Buddy.. Take care hor~ Don't tired yourself! I love ya! Miss ya too!

Xoxo.

170th pOst- Was doing some research with regards to my poly stuff but end up viewing friendster and stuff. Something caught my attention and i decided to further view. I saw this group " i hate my DM" n the group owner was someone from ym secondary school, of course.

I got a stand i have to make. I think, some of the comment left in the group are really to a extend where there involve in 'personal attack' and such stuff can actually bring one to court and stuffs. But have those who really left nasty comment tot about it?-Whatever it is, i still think, this people really need to think before they act especially when they enter the real world to work.
Okie. i got to go back to my studies before i got myself kicked out of POLY!. haha! stay cool!..


OH yar, BTW, i will be in camp from 8th to 11th of march!=D