Friday, August 17, 2007

all right.. since i have this little time to blog about myself. Why not?

all right! 99th post!- left unsaid. So many thing. But what can i do?
never mind. Lets talk about the happpening today.! i didnt sleep much today. I slept at 4 am. was suppose to study with MR. Joel Tan who promised me to study. BUT this crap,webcamming with me till later 4 am and crap with me. We even played the online puzzle. I was like, hey joel! we quite romantic! =))

ok.. i wemt to sleep at 430am. sined! i didnt study for the whole day. Received nudge from chenghao asking me to meet up with him. So. i met up with him and gang. Studied at MCD. I PROMISE YOU! I did study and quite alot! but i went borign when all my device battery low. Handphone, laptop!! argh!
tjh1so crap with him till late 530am, today!1 now he wan me to reach zss at 730am! argh! i havent bath =x

ok!
that all for the day! I just want to say. eh..i am both happy and kinda disappointed. Happy because, i feel appricated by this emo cheexin. cuz i make her smile and laugh! =) i feel so happy myself =)

Disappointed. Those who are really close to me surly know what happens and why i am disappointed. I just wan to say. The day when u dun start loving yourself, i cannot help u at all. U kept telling me that you wan to lead your life happily. But did u? from surface, i can see, you are happy in your school with all your school mate cheering you up and making you smile. That day when u came to my house, you are even msging your classmate! dont everything seem happy and wonderful for you!? why must you everytime tell me that you cannot make yourself happy. Like i say, make yourself busy! make yourself not think of anything. That what i do few months back too. But, why are you always wanted to do silly thing to yourself? Is that what you call you love yourself?... i really dunnoe what to say, But i wan to tell you right infront of all my readers, if you think you are really going into depression and require professional help, call this hotline, 1800 221 4444, 24/7- anytime for you! Please, love yourself first before you wan ppl to love you!

many thing still left in my heart unsaid!

99th entries. Before the arrival of 100th entries, you guys will see something different in this blog. So Readers, STAY TUNE!!!!!!!


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