222th

DEarest all,

I just got better!
I have moved to : http://dechengz.wordpress.com/

Keep yourself updated over there!

221th posting!
Is another weekend and soon school is starting again soon.

Had a super no life holiday as i need to work, work and work.
Went to charlet at downtown east and im just back! Im going to supper again b'cuz im super hungry despite the many many food in chalet!
=D

IM Going tochange my blogskin soon!
Stay Tune!~

Decheng.

220th.

I know it will show the world my weakness if i were to blog thing here today. But i have really ran out of space to go to for all this.

I realised, no matter what we do and how much we have put in, it is never enough in the eyes of your clique. What the hell wrong is with you guys!? How much have you guys actually learned since the beginning of the year!? What is with the mindset of you guys!? And what do you guys really wants!? I seriously have no fucking answer about all this!-

I may not have the skills to lead but, at least, i have the positive attitude to learn to lead. You guys just fucking show me this kind of attitude. WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU GUYS!?

Many said, what they do are reflections of yourself. But i swear, i had never done that before.

with disappointment and anger, i wonder how much more can i move on....

Energy Level Of The Week:


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2 Days To Friday!

THANK GOD IS FRIDAYY!!!
I saw my time sheet today and i smiled! Because pay day is coming real soon!!! =DD

hahah. LALA! i've been working hard for myself this few weeks. After the wakes of my late auntie, i contiune to complete my overtime. I was biding goodbye to randal on wed when i told him," see you on wed." To my susprise, that day was actually wed and the time just past without me knowing.

Good Good. Today was kinda tiring. Afterall is friday and is the last day of the week.
This coming sunday, i am going out with my m1 colleagues. I hope it would be fuN! =D

Kbox... hmm... Just hope that mee hun kuey and randall will wan to go. BECAUSE, i am missing those kbox time!! =DD

hahah!
Scouting Tml!=D
Let's hope i wont be late =p=p!!

Dearest readers,
I wan to tell all my friends who are taking their exams, BIG BAD Os LEVEL- GOOD LUCK TO THE JOURNEY OF FREEDOM!!
Dun give up!! gogogo!! =DDDD

dear reader. allow me to request a little moment of all of you for my late auntie who pass away peacefully yesterday.
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Thankyou.

This is real bad.- I cant sleep but i working at 9am later!.

I was ready thru sms-es from my old phone (again) and i have finally left nothing to say. All i can say is, everything is over and i must move on before i get myself into shits again.

Anyway, readers, I will be MIA for a week or so.. Please kindly contact me via sms if u need.... you see, holiday now..
Im going to work NON stop OT!

=D

Quick entry, 214th posting.


"hahahahaha! why are guys like that? you always say this. but when we ACTUALLY do it, you'll get scared and then, run away"

Indeed, i was reluctant to answer that question.
Good sentence made, i think.

Am i really ready to take anything now or am i just have nothing much to worry that makes me who i am and what i think now?

hmm...

*emotional posting. Pls ignore.
213th- I'll start this entry by quoting a sentence from shidiq.blogspot.com-
"Companionship - something that i tend to sought after every now and then."

I indeed had so much to say when we were talking about this topic yesterday. I met up with shidiq, Joseph and Fu ming for a footdrill course and we had lunch together after that.

What is love? How long can sweetness last ? Jospeh said "diq, enjoy this moment (woo-ing period) you may not have this momnet again. " I thought was so true. We have different prospect about this topic at different time of our life. (Even the name changes)

From young,we were taught to love our steady/stead with all our might. We thought that we need to keep him/her accompany every now and then. We wanted to buy everything for our love,hence, we asked alot of money from our parent just to buy something for him/her.

Then after that relationship, we tend to look for our next partner. At least someone we once know very well to keep us accompany and make us forget our the past steady. For this relationship, we wont tend to forget about present.

Then after that relationship, most of us will decide to hold back till we found our Mr/Ms right. With the past experience, this relationship we are looking for is more to campanionship. We look for people who are more mature and who understand us more. We don't give much promises to each other.
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As for me, I am currently happy in my singlehood. Life is so much easier without the need to worry so much on other partner. Sometime i will tend to look for care and concern from my buddy, gals n guy. I'm glad that most of my friend willing give me care and concern- thankyou.
But i will say, Im not a flirt. Im true to all my friends because seeing my friend smile, it makes me smile. Afterall, everyone deserve a smile!

Anyway, i read again messages from my old phone. hmm... i miss you, my friend.

It time for me to give my 212th Posting for this blog.

Cool! today is Saturday and was woken up early by my scouting brother to help them up in the footdrill. During the footdrill course, I learn quite alot. Learnt how to make the scouts learn and how to make them understand. Lots and Lots. But im Just too tired to mention.

Anyway, ihad a great laughing session with shidiq, joseph n fuming! I must say, they never failed to make me laugh(or was it i never failed to laugh).

Is time for me to go back to wk and start my overtime (if any) Im getting poor!

hmm... i wished i had more to update but i really don't! =D

readers, something to share!- Everyone deserved a smile! So give everyone a smile, afterall a smile increases the value of your face!

Wow, Blogger changed their layout =X. Just show how long have i not log in here already!.
Maths is tml and im still know nuts about everything.

Anyway, Im here just to mention something deep in me. I putting it here temporary till after my exams... - I miss you, my friend. I miss you really much. I miss your smiles and your laughter over my simple yet lame joke. You had gone far and im glad you did. I just you smile more and laugh more! take care.

ok, guys... im not going to mention who. No pt asking me, if you planning to =D

till here! =)

I just got BETTER!
After Many MANY complaints on my Email address, Please take note that i've changed my email address from d3ch3ngz@hotmail.com to decheng@live.com.sg.

Please stay Tune! There will be more changes!
=D

DechengJason.

is been long since i last have a little time for myself. - I saw liting's blog and was glad she finished the hike. Liting, come one! a few more to go.Towards PSA! =DD

OK, people.. it is true when i say, i really need a break from everything. School after work is something you dun really wan to try. My mum asked me to give up but i am not. Many people have something to achieve in life, what's mine.? To me, i just wan to be happy and be worries-free. i Want my life to be as great as it is now...

Work's rather stress this few days. Tho i may say, i forget the calls after i hang up the phone. But i believe i dun.. Not long ago, when i closed my eyes that night, i dreamt of customers shouting me and ask for manager. Thanks to mee hun kuey, she really make me smile after that scary nightmare... We may be taking high pay, working behind everything. But the stress is far more any other part time job....

As for school, tml -infact later , will be the last day of the sems. With all the common test results, Im preparing myself to fail mircoprocessor. As for the other module.. ihope everything will be fine. OH ya, mee hun kuey gave me a 3d star! is a luckily star for me to work thru the exams period! Thanks!

Scout, venture wise.... have been busy with the upcoming big event- the arrival of the taiwan scouts.!! arghh!! dun blur dun blur!! Anyway, another meeting this coming tuesday.. hmm.. how!? .... IT meeting this saturday.. what else can i do...

yea, that's life.- Anyway to those who really miss me and people whom i really kinda lost contact with, PLs pls pls allow me some time to clear all my task on hand and i will contact u guys/gals soon!=D those who i have pending promise, i still remember.. will return u after this busy period!!=] till then, pls pls pls take good care of urself, people! =D

ohya.. the yearly hungry ghost festival is here.. ppl, pls go home be4 12am! =D hmmm.. tis year, is really so different.. is it becuz of my busy timings?

lastly, TGIF!!!-thank god is fridayy=)

I was going into details of the trip with Joel. it was when i realise we are special for the unique brotherhood bonding among us.

what else can i say, u bring smiles to me.

i wan to blog blog blog!!!- i want to say, i am missing those moments already!!

for those who have not yet to know. I made a trip down to KL for a campfire invitation by friend of xiang hao! i dun wan to go into details of the trip cuz im lazy~ But i wan to said, i had fun and is really fun n laughterSSSSssss-

Hmm!- k, till here. I need to study for the labtest tml!

Ok! I am here once again for blogging. I know i've been missing in action and i am so sorry for that!

Anway, some updates of my life.
I am very busy with alot of stuff especially with work and school. It is almost everyday. I am really sick of it so sick that, i went out to have fun almost every of my off day. Things are settling down especially on money wise. life is improving. Smiles is everyday!

Scouting wise, I am starting to go back to venturing after a long long break. I am starting to act like what i should be doing and i am starting to pull myself back to normal from the last break down. I just hope you guys won't disappoint me again. Zhao yi gave me a " aids to scoutmastership" book. HmM.. im really glad to receive it.. thanks, zy. AND THIS COMING WEEKEND, Im going for msia campfire!! hahah!- just hope it turn out to be fun!

Took chenghao's car home on sat. We went for lunch at lot 1 then back home... which reminds me..My mum keep asking me to go for driving licence which she wants to fork our half of the payment... hmm.. i am still considering.. I am afarid to be poor again.

School is as usual boring.. with lesson that you don't even know what is the lecturer talking. hmm.. but still i will try to understand. My teacher told us this, when the common test results wasnt that good for our class, " disappointment don't bring you anywhere. it just take a LITTLE effort to move on"-

hmm, that all! OH ya, Happy birthday, lorraine! i know you are overwhelming with your new lappy!LaLa, admit you have a good boyfriend- My Kor! =P

later!~

YOYOYOYO!!

teckseng is a lazy bum!
so im here to help him to update his blog!
wahahaha! and! seng is a LIAR! he promise
to slp at 1.30am everydae... but he din!
anyway. he is alwaes lidat.. haha!

at last! he is goin to bcome ah fat liao!
lets wait and see!! BYE!

ENOUGH! enough of my two sentence bloggin~

Recently had been skipping schools due to whatever reasonss.. but i didnt regret going for the last friday lesson. To all my NYP friends, you guys should know i hated the last lesson of friday to core. but i really got to say, i learn alot that friday... learning is fun!

Anyway, for updates! Life's good the whole month except some minor time when i tend to listen to emo music... other than that, life is still fun..

Last week,was fu ming's birthday.. im glad that i went out with them becuz i had fun laH!!- Next destination, MSIA CAMPFIRE!! =D SOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT =D

And, i promised myself to sleep as early as 1.30 every night! + i promise to attend school everyday except my off days in work! =p

Last but not least, to all readers. Thanks for reading!=D

Ok. done with all the emo!
just here to say, i am not as emo as my blog says.=D

after all, im a happy person!

dx'

I'm trying hard to be one. - the very fortunate smile.

for those who knows me well. Everyday is a nice day for me.

I hate to be negative. But i have to be todayy!!

I had a real bad bad day! From school to work, from work to personal! all turns out uglyyyy!!!!

I was reading my own blog entry and found out something, I need to ZOOM IN before i can read some of the text, so i decided to put it to medium mode, so everyone can see!! =D

199th posting

Like i said, i read alot of my blog entry. From a MCD crew to Jack's Place. Then to traders hotel (BAG) then to Trader Hotel,(traders Club) then lastly to M1 CSO.

Alot of thing had happened since the very first i opened this blog or even much earlier in MSN Live Blog.

Fu Ming was talking to me yesterday online. He said," i read Fox Scout forum. I found out that myself so childish to say everything in the forum, LOL.". I read my MSN live blog and i found out that what i said is so childish too.

ANYWAY...

My life is so much better as compared to the past.

So....

no worries about me, ok?

I always like the tune of this song. REaders, enjoy..

ohyea, forget this..!!

i am sick n tired of my way of living!! arghH!

Hi Everyone, Im back t my own blog.

Actually, i have alot of thing to share with everyone. I have thing kept inside me and damn, it is really deep in me. I wish to tell someone but i've yet to find anyone to talk to. Damn, thing made worst with my cousin going into army. The only person who i can talk heart to heart !!

Was looking at blog of others (after many rounds in HL2). Something bad happened to my friend recently. I dunnoe, i think it just sucks to get in love.

hmm..

Different stages of life. - Have you ever find it hard to adapt?

I have so much to say, especially after the group camp.

but everything can be sum up with one sentence -
I'm seriously need some appreciations to move on.

Buddy! Hope you like the cake! -.-
(Although you only ate 1 piece, -.-)







Will pass you your present next week! :D Love ya!
Happy sweet 19th birthday! (:

With Love,

Nys.

HEY EVERYONE!

i will update on tues!

before that, just quick thanks to everyone!!

191 entry. IF U HAVENT REALISE, let me tell u this!! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING REAL SOON AND GUESS WHAT? THIS YEAR IS REALLY A NICE YEAR FOR ME!!

1st my birthday falls on friday! which means it is weekend!
2nd, monday, which is 3 days after my birthday is Pholiday. which means, more time to rest!
3rd, 4th day of my birthday which is tuesday , i have no school becuz steven cancelled his lesson!
4th. my lunar birthday falls on the same day too!

cool righhtt!! im sure to be damn happy this birthday! im not talking about present, i just hope i can have alot of friends to greet me on that day!! =DDD

im sorry readers, i always get excited for my upcoming birthday!!
counting down....

4 more days...

SOMETHING TO SHARE!

> > Subject: Attitude
> >> >> >> >READ THIS
> >> > LET IT REALLY SINK IN - THEN CHOOSE .
> >> >> >> >> >> > John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"
> >> > He was a natural motivator.
> >> > If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.
> >> > Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!
> >> > You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"
> >> > H! e replie d, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood.> >> > I choose to be in a good mood."
> >> > Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.
> >> > Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.
> >> > "Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested.
> >> > "Yes, it is," he said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.
> >> > You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life."
> >> > I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.
> >> > Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.
> >> > After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.
> >> > I saw him about six months after the accident.
> >> > When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?"
> >> > I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place.
> >> > "The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter," he replied. "Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live."
> >> > "Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked.
> >> > He continued, "..the paramedics were great.
> >> > They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action."
> >> > "What did you do?" I asked.
> >> > "Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said John. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity'."
> >> > Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to li! ve. Oper ate on me as if I am alive, not dead."
> >> > He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude... I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.
> >> > Attitude, after all, is everything .
> >> > Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34.
> >> > After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

i was borrowing thru some of my past entriess... 188th entry.. and i saw alot alot of my unhappiness entry i used to have.. Things are so different. Now life is so much easier. not to mention about my new job but thing just seem to be changing..

Life is improving. No more tears, at least. I flip thru some tarrot cards that my colleauge bought that time, she says, "your life- you have a very simple life now and is good to see that you are easily contented in life... etc.."

yes, is kinda true for many thing she said. But all i know is, at least i dun feel any sadness currently. I am proud to be in my life now and i wan to make it even better in terms of my living standard. That's my next step! twd a better life=D

YEA! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING THIS COMING MAY 16. GREETING AND PRESENT, ANYONE?-

d3ch3ngz

is a tiring day yesterday. i don't know why- monday bluess maybe~
187th posting. Blog gonna TO HAVE IT'S OWN 200TH POSTING SOON~

ok.. i must say, is kinda a bad day yesterday especially with the call from this china FRO. don't wan to go in deep but she makes me level up! =D

ok. like is busy this aday but why am i so free today? because i never go to school!!=D hahah! i cannot wake up for school and i couldnt make it for the autocad lesson! Ok. I know i shouldn't be doing it but hmm, i promise i will not switch on slient mode for my phone tonight so i can go to school tml =d

Scouts wise, we are all preparing for group camp and all the camp development stuff. Saturday are tiring luh but looking at all my ventures trying hard to go for this camp, it really motivate me to move on.

School & work & school & work is all my life now.. i cant wait for the arrival of my next pay day so i can go for a movie or something!! arghh! i need some relaxationnnnn!!!!

hmm, that's all updates i can give, hmm.. i wan to change my blog skin soon=D custom make or not, i dunnoe.. hmm just stay tune here=D

oh ya! i was talking with chee xin that day and we chat about this topic ' if you were left with 24 hours of ur life what will you do?' from there we come out with alot of ideas on how to make our friends happy and stuff. then i came out with a idea, which i think was cheap and really meaningful. i told her, i would buy a lot of majong paper and start drawing a smile on every piece of it. Why!? so my friends will smile even when we are not around them and when they need a smile so much.. hmm idea hur=D

what about you? if you were to left with 24 hours, what will you do?

d3ch3ngx

186th entry. (Posted by Nys!)

This is a very very old photo of us! I think it was last year. You know why. We haven't been taking photos for a longggggggggggg time. I'm like so not nice. Haha. Yupeeee. Buddy is loved! (: You know he said that my food looks nice eh, & even taste nice. I'm like so touched. Becos' I think that it's not nice -.- thankyou eh Buddy! Hehe. Smile everyday like me! We're both happy person okay! (: Say no to EMO okay! Anything i'll be right here for you! (:

Here you go to work.. Haha. Jiayou & work harddddddddddddd ah!

Well, wanna say to you again.. "Jason is a nice name!" Hehe!

With Love, Nys.

185th entryyy!!!
i wan to say " TGIF!!!!"
To those who dunnoe what it means, it means " thank god, IS FRIDAY!!"

which is to say, tml is saturday and it means REST DAY for both school and work and yes(!!) is my scouting dayyy!!! IT IS ALWAYS THE MOTIVATION FOR MY WEEK TO ATTENDING SCOUTING AT SATURDAYSSSS!!=d

HMM.. i don't if i should say this," I MISS YOU!!!! =( " i don't who should this goes to but i know i'm missing someone... hmm it is rather random but yea, is something that hides inside me for the past one week.

Work and schooling really keeps my life feels more 'full'!!
hmm.. i think i ran out of ideasss to bloggg!!! but erhh!! that alL!!!=D

d3ch3ngz

I CANT SLEEP!
I CANT SLEEP!
I CANT SLEEP!
I CANT SLEEP!
I CANT SLEEP!
I CANT SLEEP!
I CANT SLEEP!

hey all!

since I am a little too early for bed time, let's blog blog blog=D

overall for the past weeksss i've been busyy.. busy with schoolss work n everything in my life.. but but but but!!! i am bacK!! i will be blogging more!! hahah!!=D

stay tune!

182th entry.!



BEFORE ANYONE REPORT TO THE POLICE FOR MISSING CASE! I WAN TO TELL EVERYONE!!! IM STILL HERE!!!=D I'M JUST A LITTLE BUSY FOR THIS WEEK DUE TO SCHOOL START AND WORK.!! PLEASE BEAR WITH ME!! WILL BE BACK REAL SOON!!!=DD



D3CH3NGZ

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

hahahah!!!

180th post. I woke up half way from my sleep and found out that i can't get back to the dreamland of mine. So i decided to give a blog entry to this half dead blog of mine!

School re-opening in around 7 hours time! And yes, i have not been going to school for the past 2 months or so... i think i had enough rest during this two weeks. At least, i don't look like a dead man walking ;) i promise myself to attend school regularly! I promise myself to listen in class. I promised myself to not sleep in class! I promise myself to score well this sems! PLS GOD, help me in all the promises! ;)

New start! i wan new start!!=DD

Anyway, i went out today to have dinner with one of my friend. Yea, this long lost friend again=) glad to be out with her ! -

till here, readers~ Take care and for those who are going to school tmr, please have lots of fun in school!=D

d3ch3ngz!

179th entry.
Something hidden in me. something disturbing in me.But life still goes on.

Anyway, 4 more days to school reopen! and 5 more days to fishtank training. Which is to say, offical CSO!! i am hapy with my new job adn i hope iwill be like this as days pass!=

my birthday's coming. anyone still remember?

16.05 i hope, i will smile that day!!

d3ch3ngz!

178th post.Was asked by cheexin to do this~

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- not sure, but not any time before i have a proper career.

2. What I want the most now?
- hmm, maybe to get out of my poly fast?

3. What am I doing?
- this survey?haha-

4. Do you think you have enough confident?
- in? i think i have in everything except, EXAMS and RELATIONSHIP!

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
-hmm... i never had any nice dream this few days.. maybe, something sweet to come true?

6.what are you afraid to lose now?
- hmm... my family, my friends? everything!

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
- maybe? but it haven happen to me yet.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- yes. but it will take me hell lots of time to do that.

9. How would you spend the 200 bucks if you have to?
- HAVE TO? can i save it? or maybe on somthing i like?

10. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
- hmm... just be herself?

11. Which type of person do you hate most?
-those who hate me.

12. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?-
-of cuz!.

13. Do you believe in God?
- OF CUZ!.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- PLESAE REFER TO QUESTION 6

15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- not a need. but life is will be sweeter with it.

16. What do you want your friend to be like?
- i wan my friend to be happy people...

17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends eyes?
- funny guy? hahah i dunnoe... ask my friend!

18. If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
- hmm.. maybe the funny part? hahah. but i'm good alre. SO NO NEED TO CHANGE!

19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
- JOEL TAN, CHENGHAO, JAWS, FU MING AND GANG AND MANY PEOPLE. SO MANY THAT I DUNNOE! HAHAHA. CRAP!

20. If today is the last day you will be living and you have a choice and that is to bid goodbye to someone, who would that someone be?
- THE ONE BESIDE ME AT THAT TIME?HAHAH!!

TILL HERE! GOING TO M1 SOON! BYEBYE!!

D3CH3NGZ!

177th posting! i'm sorry for the emotional posting last entry!

yea! i'm back to the happy me! i wanna blog blog blogg about kite flying!=D

I wanna say a big thank you to fu ming for organising this kite flying thing for all the scouts for their investiture. Being a venture Ops rover, i have nothing to do but to watch and play! =D SO!! when the scouts fall in to sew their emblem, joanne, me and siew decided to modify the kite done up by one of the patrol!.

Just as we wanted to start with our modification, this uncle came to us and suggest us what to do!!! hahah!! his method really works!

The kite was in a bad shape alr.. so, it didn't fly high but it was already very good job for me to bring the kite all the way up above the treess ,at least=D

i had lots and lots fun, of course=D yesterday, i confirm, it is always scouting that makes me happy and laugh non-stop even when i think back!..hahah!

Ok, next event, group camp. I was posted or infact i requested to the operation side. haha because i only got two choice, f&B and Operation! hhaha! i knoe Operation gonna be stress but f&b is just not my type. hahah! i am so lookin forward=DD

ok till here! goona go out with my parents alre!..

d3ch3ngz!=D

176th entry. i skipped my 175th cuz that was placed as draft. Reason, i couldn't get myself to carry on in that entry as tears flow down and got myself emotional when i talk about everything that happen for the past one month especially the last camp i went to.

I have lots to say but no one i wan to go to. I can laugh, smile and even make a fool out of myself to make other laugh but deep inside me, i know, something is still not right. Something is still short of. i must admit, i am envy with something or infact jealous about something. But everynight, i can also make myself sleep with white lies to make myself feel good.

God, would u make my life more easy?

174th entry. No mood to blog. but still something caught me...
check this out:

FOLLOW THESE RULES:
1. You can only say Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explainANYTHING unless someone messages youand asks!
3. DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BESIDES YES ORNO!!!

Over 18?` yes
Kissed someone on your top friends?` yes
Ever told a lie?` Yes
Been arrested?` No
Kissed a picture?` Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school?` Yes
Held an actual snake?` NO
Totaled your car/motorbike in anaccident?` No
Been fired from a job?` No
Sang karaoke?` Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?` Yes
Laughed until something you weredrinking came out your nose?` Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?` No
Kissed in the rain?` yes
Sang in the shower?` Yes
Sat on a roof top?` yes
Thought about your past with regret?` Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all yourclothes on?` no
Broken a bone?` No
Shaved your head?` NO
Slept naked?` yes
Played a prank on someone?` Yes
Stayed up longer than 24 hoursstraight?` Yes
Had a gym membership?` No
Felt like killing someone?` no
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?` yes
Been in a band?` No
Shot a gun?` Yes
Liked someone with nobody else knowingabout it?` Yes
Loved someone you shouldn't?` yes

173th entry-Guess what! I wake up and on my computer just TO BLOG!;)

It have been ages since i last blog, at least to me, cuz i know i am so lazy to blog. I have alot of thingS to mention and i believe my last post talks a little bit already.

It is half-way through my poly holidays. I must admit, i am kinda scare for the results releasing this coming wed. I just hope everything will turn out fine and i wont fail ANY (X-Finger) module. POly holiday, to those who really know me well, they should know- holiday means working days for me. This time, unlike the past holiday, i am working two jobs. 1 at traders hotel (club floor), the other at m1( customer service officers).

Let's divert the attention to my working life. i will be working in traders club for another 2 weeks and then i'm goona say bye bye to traders hotel, singapore. Life in traders hotel- we can call it CRAZY. first, i get to know arul and all the baggage people. I can say, they really teach me alot of stuff and how the real world is all about. These people really take care of me and really treated me with respect. For at least, i know, they wont talk bad stuff behind my back. i worked in baggage for 1 month and was posted to Traders Club. Changed to a new uniform (fo-35) with long seeves n smart dressing. I was first greeted with fomarsita's " welcome to the lounge!" and i know, from then, i am part of the Traders Club Team. Soon we started to crap and every work hours are filled with joy, laughter and angerrr (to guest only) Harlim was then bought in to lounge by marsita. First impression of harlim - funny joker! and soon, he became the brother of mine and we started to share stuffs. we started to bond during the days when i was put in charge! Traders Club was a crazy place to stay with marsita and gang~ i will also not forget my birhtday where this TC stuff celebrate for me.!

Soon after all the fun, thing changed! EVERYTHING.... i don't wish to mention anything but i just wan to say, i soon lost my committement in that lounge. Then all the old batch starts to leave and that when i started to plann for my future!-

ok long enough for TC. and M1, i just started. So far all the staff are good beacuse we are all trainee staff. More intresting stuff to come about, i hope;)

that's my job part. And for scouts part, this friday, we are going to camp AGAIN!! survival camp. It is a training camp for all the ventuers. Im keep telling myself this cuz i know, is time for me to get a little serious with the new ventures!-

that all=D

readers! stay tune @ my blogg=DD MUACSK!

anyway! thanks nyssa for the personal msg in her blog! IT is sweet=D

ONE HUNDRED N SEVENTY-TWO ENTRIES!

I was bathing till half when i suddenly got the urge to blog! (Don't worry, i'm not naked now and i had finished bathing!)

yea! as i was saying, i got the urge to blog because i have got alot to update my readers about my life andstuff! the most recent big event in my life was job week and now that it is over, i have so much of tots and feel, as a head IT and as a OPS Rover of ESV.

Firstly, i think i learn alot during this jobweek and i know quite alot of stuff and why and how things are done!- Now that i know so much, i hope that i can bring a better system next year and ease liting job as much as possible!.-

Next, as a OPS Rover of ESV, i want to say, i really want to thanks the ventures for the jokes and laughter they brought me. it is something money cannot buy. But i know, i must be a evil OPS Rover real soon. ESP when survival camp is coming.!-

And i 've got a new job!- M1, customer service officers! hahah! i hope i wil love the job! today's first day of training!

k till here! =D

171th post, (:
Well.. It's obvious I'm not the blog owner.
He is so busy that he doesn't wanna talk to me online, ):
He's busy with Scouts thing, & JobWeek is up next week.
He kinda busy. I understand lah Buddy! :D
Hahaha. It's now so late & he's still busy.
How sad right? Cos' he'd devoted to Scouts! (:
He's scarcrifing(?) his sleeping time leh! How sweet!
Lol. Okay. It's kinda late.
Tomorrow is Zhenghua's Annual Sports Day. Gotta go off to my dreamland..
Good night Readers! Come tag often uh! :D
I'll update whenever I'm free. (:
Guess who am I? Easy.. His friend's list! E Biggest is me. :D
Buddy.. Take care hor~ Don't tired yourself! I love ya! Miss ya too!

Xoxo.

170th pOst- Was doing some research with regards to my poly stuff but end up viewing friendster and stuff. Something caught my attention and i decided to further view. I saw this group " i hate my DM" n the group owner was someone from ym secondary school, of course.

I got a stand i have to make. I think, some of the comment left in the group are really to a extend where there involve in 'personal attack' and such stuff can actually bring one to court and stuffs. But have those who really left nasty comment tot about it?-Whatever it is, i still think, this people really need to think before they act especially when they enter the real world to work.
Okie. i got to go back to my studies before i got myself kicked out of POLY!. haha! stay cool!..


OH yar, BTW, i will be in camp from 8th to 11th of march!=D

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yea! This is the 167th!
Dear Readers, I am back soundly from Ubin Trip (Night Hike + exploration). Before the hike, i had a bad dream and it kinda scares me because i never had bad dream before any of my hike/camp. But everything is all right now, cuz im back to sg already.

Anyway, This camp was really a tiring one for the ventures, i think. This time, i am as a operational rover but more to toward a observer because i don't really know much thing plus, i too not serious to the ventures. To me, i think i can only give them encouragment and motivations. But i thought back, if they were in aspire camp, who will be there to do what i have done to them?- I seriously need to do something to stricten myself from playing too much with the ventures/ act as a senior exco chairperson, as defined by Zhaoyi. Being a observer, i see alot of thing. I see some of my venture almost gave up for the camp.. i heard words that are so discouraging and i saw actions that really boost the morale of some! From good to worst, worst to good. I see it all. Much to say and think about..But anyway, Much things to learn from all my seniors, chung guang, joanne and zhaoyi!-

Now that i am back to SG, know what?- i am goin gto investiture hike this coming saturday with the venturess=D jobweek are also coming and all the system must be ready by this coming friday!! and then will be survival camp by the venturesss..and yea, i just love venturing and scouting!!

Btw, T.c called me. wanted to ask me to work full shift tml. i wanted to help but was pulled back by alot of thoughts and of course by the exam on tues, digital electronic- i just hope i do really well. Im going to study with my a2 gals tml hopfully it will be a fruitful one!=D

do i really still belong to you guys?- how many of you will actually miss me like how i miss my old batch? ho many of you are happy for my leaving few weeks after? how many actually cares about me? and how many of you are true in teaching and coaching me.? and lastly, how many actually respect and love me? you guys
set me thinking..=(

ok. posting till here. Wanted to thanks NYSSA for her care and concern throughout the camp i had yesterday.. and for all her sweet sms-es =D thanks nyssa buddyy=DD

i hold on to that hand i once let go. The feeling of it with no words to describe. i wanted to ask you, how have you been? how was ur life without me? im guilty with the past. i could have gave u more but i choose not to.. you should have deserved more but u didnt't. i should have told u more, but i zipped. if ever i got the chance to tell you what my heart have always wanted to tell you, i want to tell you,
" i am sorry for everything will you forgive me?- "

Till here=D good night readers! =D!

166th post. I decided to take this little time to blog before i start to pack my bags for tml camp.
Something to share with my readers:

I think everyone know about this guy, edison chen and all the pictures leak to the net. ( Ok wait, add joy make me so high! with her lamesstttt) Ok. Was toking about this guy.. I seriously and personally thinks that he is damn brave to face the music.. i mean, yes, he need to do that but i think it is really not easy for him to come out and admit to his doing. Anyway, add joy make me lost all the tots i wan to blog! LOL!

nvm! tilll here, yea, HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UYOU!!! TOADD JOY!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES ( she said she wan one thing- EVERYTHING) come true! and may your smiles never leaves ur cheek=D stay sweet n funnyy!=D=D

165th entry!

okie. im suspose to be studying but i think i have something to say!- I MISS GOING TO K-BOX LUH!! It have been ages since i last went there!!!! WHO, just who can treat me there for one time!!!??-

Oki. This saturday while the others OPS rovers are booking into fajar secondary for the OCamp2008, I am booking into Pubin camp for some exploration with my venturesss. I think it will be fun with all the night hikes and all the ideas of having a MOVING camp and sure enough, i am looking so forward to this camp and hopefully my ventures are too..=D BUT, i know i still need to worried about all my exams first before i can go and concentrate on this event!!!!OH yar, i had found someone to help up in editing the system. Hopfully, he does a good job. Im sure, he will!!!

ANYWAY, some big big set-back in my life.. and i know i dun wan to share to ALL my readers.. i have already told one/ two of my very good friend luh. i dunnoe if it is a good idea anyway.. but i hope whatever choice taken, thing will turn out pretty=DD JIAYOU WOR!

that all=D hehe! booking into camp on 23rd to 24th, anything just call me via my hp!=D

cheers,decheng-

165th Entryy! Gong xi gong xi gong xi!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! HEHE!! Boys and gals,i had uploaded chinese new year songs to my blog in celebration of the chinese yearly events- lunar chinese new year! I herby wishes all a happy new year! may all your dreams come true!!



okie. since i have nothing better to do =p let's give an update to all readers of ad3ch3ngx.blogspot.com! i've being busy for the past few days with new year clothes shopping, new year decoration,steamboat foods, exchanging money and many more... This year, i 'took part' in the spring cleaning and my brother and i start cleaning the windows.. while cleaning, i was laughing non-stop because of my stupid brother and some bomb bag thingy.. long storrryy.. WWOOO-This year new year was so much of like temple visitiing... i managed to catch the CJ7. It was funnyy and was kinda sad in the center part too- Anyway, like i say i visited quite alot of temple this year.. yar, i think i spend quite alot there too.LOL!.-



anyway, yesterday, i went to ms linda house and talk quite alot of our past history.. from the bad boys to a man.. time really flies and we are like all doing our own thing alr..haha.. ( this entry stop here and was continued only after 2 days =P)

Yea, back! i wan to jot down this!! =D i went to lynn house that day with niting and i have so much to catch up from them ARGH!! gulityy! IM GULITY FOR NOT ATTENDING NITING'S PARTYY!!=DD yea, she told me quite alot of her storiess lar. plus plus plus all the craps as usual! with lynn n niting around why would there be no jokes!=D

hahah!! boys n gals! would like to introduce a gal to all.- DORRIES! haha! i met this gal actually some time back in NYP. Of cuz, she was the first who greeted me with a smiles!.. Then time to time when we met each other in NYP we will start to say hi to each other!!=D OK. no more suspend. actually dorries was my primary school friend. If im not wrong we were classmates when we were pri3. AND GUESS WHAT, we are even from the same kindergarden!! whOO! 14 years and we met each other again in NYP!=D it really nice to see her actually=D at least she adds on the number of friends i have in NYP! ahhah! actually there's is chua si hui as well... we met, we chat.. all in nyp.. but i've yet to grab hold of her Email address. maybe one day=D

ahhah! Is a great feeling to get back to your primary school friends again. I feel that especially strong when lynn ang mentioned' takara tan' wahhaha! =D

btw!! happy new year guys!~=DD

Okie. Something new!!=D
Just here to said. yea.. venturing meeting is coming soon in around 24 hours time. and i am so looking for it lar!=DD wahah! this saturday. the senior will have a step down parade!! wwhahH! hope everything goes fine!=!!
hehehe!!

d3ch3ngz

162th entry.. Yea, im having ym dineer while typing this. haha!.

Dear readers, i think im suffering from insomnia. I couldn't get to sleep almost every night. Everynight, i will tell myself, teck seng, u need to work hard for your parents... teck seng... ur parents are waiting for you to work hard. Yea i know.. But.. what's more can i do. I just hope i can do just one thing in my life. Either work or school. But i know it is impossible. i need both the education and the money. ARGH!.-

ya, i was suffering from insomnia that i did something, silly, i think.. dun feel like mentioning it. But yea, i wont do it agian, i guess. Dun worry, i didnt hurt myself =D something that just make me sleep peacefully.=D

anyway... I really hope, someone will accompany me through this long and lonely journey...

ANYWAY!! TODAY!! 30TH IS NYP 美女's birthday!
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BDAE TO YOU. HAPPY BDAE TO YOUUUUU! HAPPY BDAE TO YOU!!!=D ya. it really nice to have this gal as my classmates. becuz she is someone who always encourage me to go on. I may not be very close to her.. but.. she's always the one that make me smile in nyp.=D i won't forget the encouragement she gave me during my AEP. yea, even though, huiping helped me in the end. she never gave up on me !!! thanks christine=D and also all the emails via our nyp mail =DDD happy birthday to you!! 19th year old kid =D i will soon be ur age =DD heheh!!

d3ch3ngz!

161th post. Ok. Im suppose to study my 1222 (creativity n innovation). But i think i got sick and tired with it so i decided to blog instead!.
Omg. im having flu=( and the feeling of it was rather not nice lar. i kept closing the lid of my lappy just to get tissue paper behind my lappy.
Ok. I think i so tired about the up coming exams and yea, cny. This year. because of my late uncle now my mum side cannot give angbao! how!? =( goona be damn poor this coming cny, i think... But anyway, i still looking forward to it because i hope the coming new year will be a better year for me =)) smile!!

Till here!
d3ch3ngz

160th Entries.
Music, when you are gone by Avril.L

HA.I thought it would be nice to share what am i listening to when i make this blog. This song caught my attention when one of my friend share the lyrics with me. Anyway, i read some of my past entries and are really gald that i posted an entry back then.
Because, i know, i am missing the old club lounge. The club lounge with marsita still around. The club that no one can replaced. I was talking to hafizah(one of my fulltimer @ tc) few days back and she talk something about anti social.I tot back, am i? - She was right, i don't have friends in poly (close friends, i mean) i don't have in club. Am i consider anti social or am i just too choosy on choice of friends.?-
I have a very close friend who i share many thing with him. Jokes, Laughter never stop when i met him. But somtime, i get rather pissed off with this friend of mine. Sometime, he/she always do things without the thought of how i feel. Sometime, i got rather piss off when he/she start rejecting my invitation, be it to town, to school...etc. Sometime when i tot back- why can i always wait for him/her, accompany him/her whenever he needs but whenever i request, thing is always differernt? - But of course, he/she never failed to make me laugh.

Scouts. Talking about that, i really miss my scouts buddy. fu ming, bingquan, nigel, chenghao..etc is it being sooo long since i last see them. Now that they are no longer in ventures and are busy with their own ops school. will we still meet up and stufff? when will be the next time i get jokes again?-

till here=D got to help joel with his C#~ oh yea!.anyway, i miss u- seriously. =D

LET blog something..

I seriously think a relationship couldnt go anywhere without trust a big heart to forgive and forgive. What is most important is, be confident of urself and ur partner. Believe that what he/she done for you and for others have different meaning. Even when both actions is the same, it just feel different. e.g care for a friend and care for a partner. it is still care. But it feel really different.
A relationship cannot go far with jealousy and anger with ur partner. So, readers, should you already got urself involve with a relationship or wanting to get one- think! - are u ready to be open that ur partner is a good guy/gal not only to you but to all ur friends and her friends! if no, consider again when u say u have confident in ur r'ship~.

d3ch3ngz

ok.158th Posting of @d3ch3ngx. One more week, this blog will be puting up it's new year decorations! So, Stay Tune!

Ok. Daily updates- I was late for school, yet again.This morning, i was really KNOCKED out on my bed. I wake up to pick up morning calls and replied sms and GO BACK TO SLEEP! OMG!-
But anyway, i reach school at about 2pm and i was asked to take LABTEST of eg1222. OMG! I couldnt get anything out except the G.u.l. WTH!
Now that i was release early. library was another place for me to rot~

Ok. Going to update foxscout.org. that all!=D

d3ch3ngz

OK.!! THIS ENTRY IS SPECIALLY FOR THIS MOST SILLY AND CUTEST FRIEND I EVER HAD!=DD!

THIS MORNING WHEN I FINISHED BLOGGING ABOUT THE PREVIOUS ENTRY, i believe she is the first to view that entry. She tageed me and i started toking on msn. At first, she wanted me to use webcam but i think nyp blocked the webcam funtions. not sure.. then she say ' never mind teck seng! accept this picture and see and SMILE!!! ok! readers, this is what she sent me :

Ok! i had her granted me the permission to post this online!=D

she said:
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
my cute image gone liao
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
*shake head*
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
haha
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
but still
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
can make seng happy
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
jenn don't mind no image

message to eejieying!

JIE LI MAO! i really donnoe what to tell you but i am seriously glad and very touched for this photo from you! Jie li mao, i will never forget such a friend like you. Doing everything just to make the one beside you stay happy. You are really a nice friend! a best friend. I never regret knowing you thou u sometime like to day dream alot.! Trust me, those time when you tell me about ur fairly tale, i still remember till today! and those days when we talk everything under the sun,moon...etc.. i'll never forget!!!=DD jie limao! im really happy and happy and arghH!! happy to know you!!!!

we are forever the yong qi!!!!-=DD

ok. this is not getting anywhere... I know it seem pathetic for me to blog all this thing out but i really got no where and no one to go to alr..
155th entry- One of my many troubles..

Today, as usual, i was late for my school. Lesson starts 9 and i reach school at 935hr. I decided not to attend lesson since he's going to not mark my attendance if i go late. I sat at kuofu alone trying out my C# project but it didnt bring me anywhere. I saw my ' Classmates' and i decided to move to library. On the way to library, I asked myself ' why do i have a fucked up life in poly? and why when everyone is enjoying themselves in poly and im here-left all alone?' I tot back, if i were to do well for my Os and get into a course of my interest, will i still be left alone like this? I kept tell myself to stay strong and continue my life in the course of study, i keep asking myself to study but i know, i admit-i didn't. What is wrong with me?-

Can someone guide me through this darkness of my life?- I was talking to my JAWS people. I was really amazed that one of them actually tot of settling down already and for the others, they already got the life-to-be in mind. And me?- my future is still so dark and unclear.. I'm really worried about myself.. plain worried are never enough, i know i need to do something even more.. but what?-

alot of people ask me why am i so into scouting? what did scouting actually do to make me so into it. I have no answer until recently i tell myself 'because i feel the sense of belonging in The Fox Scout Group.' Did i have any for NYP? For Traders? NonONO! =(
**
To the personal guardian angel of mine, you seem to be so far from me.. you seem to not guard me anymore like before. Everything seem so different now.. Where are you, guardian angel.? are you sill mine? are you still with me? can i still make a wish?...* this do not refer to anyone, it truly refers to the personal guardian angel of mine. I believe, there is one with everyone...*
**
dechengx-

154th entry. This entry, let me first congratulate the promotion of the the 32,33 adn 34th scouters of The Fox Scout Group. Scouter parry, Scouter Wei quan and Scouter kok yeow. I would also like to take this chance to welcome our new appointed chair and vice chairperson to Elite Seal Venture. Would also like to congrates myself for being the Ops Rover-to-be for ventures.
Yea, my previous entries was about me being ops Rover-to-be in Zhenghua. But this morning, my scouters break the news to me and i agree to it. My stand is, my dream is to serve the group when i can, i don't mind which unit im posted to.. it would be a new challange afterall...
Allright, everything aside. I have a small talk with joanne on msn now. she said"
i see ur fire for scouting burning too profusely, n i really got to wake u up from this" I stop for awhile and read the sentence, at least, 3 times again.. yea! where was i in nyp? what do i really wan for my life? am i managing my own course well? what about my life?... 2 sentence and so many questions for myself.. i seriously need to think this again!.-

Ok. Talk to lynn on msn and found out that niting goona have her bday chalet soon..haha, which bring me to this, I AM GOING TO OPEN A CHALET/BBQ FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAY ON MAY, IS FREE FOR ALL BUT I AM LOOKING FOR SPONSERS. IF YOU CAN HELP UP ANYWAY, DO LET ME KNOW. CASH, FOOD, TIME...ETC! THANKS!

OK. Since i am here waiting for my brother to finish his bathe, i might as well give an entry. _Ok. E N T R I E S ! !

Today was the first meeting i had with the zhenghua boys, didn't really talk much with the boys but instead talk a little to the PLCs/ Sec 4. Next year PLC Listing is out and yea, waiting for the day to be here. I have nothing to tell the zhenghua, just wish to say, i hope we will enjoy the year 2008 and at the same time move a inch up the level.

Ok. Life is kinda tiring for me not metally but physically. I don't know why either but i hope, i can have more rest and sleep without the need of thinking anything.

Anyway, according to zhaoyi, 2thFEB08 is our las meeting for the Venture. I have mixed feelings.. I don't know if i love to step down or i am not at all looking forward it. The feeling is so different from the last time i step down as a scouts. I don't know why. All i know is, i will miss it for sure...

BOY AND GAL!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! - okok. i know this come very late but i have no choice because i have no time to blog. So readers, Please forgive me =D-

AllRight, Never fail- Wishes and Resolution of the year 2008.(actually i already record it down just that im typing it now.)



Ok. wishes first!
- I wish that my family and i will be healthy and happy.

- I wish that my friends will be healthy and happy.

- I wish that i will not lost my intrest in scouts.

- I wish to smile and laugh non stop!

- I wish that my financal status can be stable.

- I wish that i can celebrate my 19th birthday as crazy and as happy as always.

- I wish for world peace N no more ill-treating of animals.

- Last but not least, I wish for 1 sweet yet simple love. EDITED! No, sorry. I don't need one. =D



Resloution!-

- As my name is up for ZSS OPS, I want to bring ZSS to greater height

- I was to earn as much as possible

- I wan to laugh and smile as much as possible.

- I wan to provide my parents a better life!

- I wan everyone to be happy when with me!

- I wan to lead a better n organised Life

- I wan to have a driving licence.

That all, Not many isnt it?-

Ok. Like i mention in my resloution, my name is up for zss ops Not confirm yet, i guess, but i really hope i can be. 2nd of feb will be my last venture meeting and i know im sure to miss it. all the days we had together, all the time we spend together. Venturing is a part of my life since 2006. Venturing, a two year duration i'll never forget.! -

I had found myself a tutor job now still waiting for job. I hope i will get a job soon so i can earn more!.YAr, i honestly think that i need to work more more more and more =((( lIFE would be much better then!.

Ok. That All=)

hahah! I believe some readers are getting damn bored on my blog with all OUTDATED Entry.- Nah! I'm just saving the good thing to the last.!

OK 151 entries.- If you ever were to read my blog entry stated, 020107, it actually sumarise my whole life for year 2006. I read back and found out that it is really nice to read. I mean, since the year 2007 is coming to an end within the next 6 hours, Why not i do it one more time =)

OK. LEt's start from Jan 2007. Jan 2007 was a NOSCHOOL month. While waiting for the rESULTS of the Big Bad Os, I changed my job from McDonalds to TradersHotel,Singapore. I remembered myself Chiong my way through in order to pay for my bills and all my debts and i wont forget the relieve i had had after clearing all my bills.. This Month was really a diff month as i had to spend it alone...

Month Of Feb.. I believe this is the month that we had our Os level results back.. and i remember myself being so scare while waiting for my own result. I still remember while waiting i see many ppl dropping tears.. Some were so happy about their own result. I can still remember when i saw Mr.Ong, his susprised for me passing My Os. HAha! yes, i pass but results was like *&^%*. But i know, i have to move on.. Straight after my results, i went home as i have no mood to meet anyone at all..

Month Of March.. That was the month that i started my school days in Nyp. I still remember the first day when i went in to schol with joelTan..the lost us, trying to find our way to our class. The main reason why i cannot find my class is, WE DIDNT BRING OUR TIMETABLE. Soon, I met with my new classmates.. They are nice people except that we don't really have much to say, as i am so busy with all my scouts stuff that time OH! ESpecially IT COURSE!!

MOnth Of APRIL, was Basically just another boring life.. Not Much Of a big event Except that we go back together and we became even loving that the past. I still remember the day when i bought her back to my home to show my parent the LONG LOST daughter-in-law(to-Be) My parent was happy for us to get back together....

Month Of May, I had my birthday day celebration with, as usual- 3 days celebrations. 1 day before my birthady, I went out with her to esplande-was suspose to get ourself in the river taxi. but was delay as SOMETHING happen to her.. whaha! ( I know, i wont forget that).. ON the dot of 12 oclock, i remember the first to call me is ALAN and the first to SMS me is Bettina. The First to greet me is of cuz, her!- We went down to sea side of esplande and that where she pass me my present- PSP n a chocolate cake(which she end up finishing up herself for she's hungry).. I must say, i smile non stop at that silly girlfriend of my, then. On the actual day of my celebration, I went out with Hao and ventures to marina for steamboat, Hao bought me a super huge loliipop!!=DD and not forgeting present from yang and dong and accompany from the other ventures.! I also remember that day, 16/may was a school day. So i asked janah to help me with the tabbing of admin card! 17thmay, as per marsita's request, i went back to work and gosh!! they bought me moca feb as my birhtday cake and they even put candle on to it! i WONT FORGET for i drop my tears that day.! Then we had our front office party.OMG! that was the best, i bet! We had fun throughout the night with mars, mel and jackson!!=D . My ex celebrated her birthday on that month as well. But I'm feel so gulity for her clebration, even till today...

Month oF June.. The month was so much of fast. Nothing big really happened.. BUT! Scouts went oversea for our group camp! and i must say, i really truely had fun and it was the most enjoyable time we had!=D

Month of July, One big thing happen.. I declare myself single again and i know that will be the best choice as i couldnt provides any more for her... Month of july is also my exams month which add on to the stress i already had... that time, bring me back to the OS level times i had!

mONTH OF Aus.I spend my national day alone at home watching parade. Halfway the parade, Dong and hao asked me to chill.. was like-.-!!! aus was a fast month as exams had ended and im starting to work non stop AGAIN!!

Month of sept.. The most memorial ones was i went out with my parents for mid month =DD tha day really bind me and my parents up!=D i just love the two of them!!=DDD

Month oF oCt. The biggest thing is !! i lost my laptop for 23 hours!! OMG OMG OMG!!! i was so so so so scare!!!! But luckily joel was with me all the way~!!

Month of Nov- The biggest event is my late uncle death. which bring so many tots to me!

And now to month of dec! ahahah! u can see that i arlready lost my heart in blogging! so til now!! tml! is a new day, a new year!! i wish everyone a happpy n prosper new yeaRR! tml i will blog ll my wishesss!!

d3ch3ngx

150th POST!. AND yea! I finished the dinner and such. Im a free man already But i don't really like it.. cuz i know, im miss it!-

Ok. The blog that gave me the inspiration to blog about is Scouter Xiang hao's blog. - Some feels and thoughts of the dinner. I never know that planning for a dinner is so much of a problem until the day when shidi call me up to be part of the committee. I didn't agree but i know, today, I didnt regret making the decision. This dinner made me realise that, it is not easy to get a event done up. We met with alot of challanges along the way during the planning. Budgets, programes,suitable time for meeting, rejections and outsiders' disagreement.. but all didnt bring our commitee down but it make us even stronger.

We had late meeting till 5am. We had stupid math caculations which consist- 5 brains, 5 caculator, 5 pens, 5 paper but only ONE question... We had 160 tickets to do manually number stamp and manually paper folding... We had ideas from zero to many on how to do the guest book.. we had disagreements but we didnt give up.. afterall, what is planning without problems.

One part to reply to xiang hao, Patrick was not the only one that i respect in the group so do you, zhao yi, ms yeo, scouter toh,scouter john, ...etc.. Scouter patrick was the one who approached me during group camp one fine year telling me he was scouter John's AVSL ( or something. Dun really remember) and told me stories about how he and scouter john was in the past. At that time, he earned my respects with his story. what really convince me was the most successful and joy and fun cf we had had!!!. Oh ya! which really brings me. I wanted so much to ask scouter Toh up on stage last night but was restricted by the time constrain! =(

Oh yar, thanks to xh also. Reminds me of the naughty scouts that i used to be. Naughty + cheeky. The Fox Scout group- The group that made me a better me. =) cheers.

LOng entry! But i want again to thanks shidi, fuming, bingquan, nigel, liting, chenghao and the djs for the making the event a successful one!! thank you!! hope to work with u guys agaiN!!!! =DD

dechengx-

149th posting.._ OMG OMG OMG!! GRAND DINNER IS COMING REAL REAL SOON AND I AM LIKE SO SO EXCITED FOR THISS!!!! PLEASE GOD, MAKE THE DAY COME FASTER AND HOLD IT THERE!! =DD

OK... Im back to normal with normal posting and all my wahahah!! Smile it will make ur day ~ NAh!. Im working in the morning tml.. and i can tell, everytime when i work in the morning, i feel like quiting!! arghh!!! don't wish to comment more. But i wan to say, u changed alot.. since the first day i meet you to the today.. you changed.. if u think u can do so much better than me then say right to my face.. i can jolly well give in and returns everything!!WTH!!.

Nah,that for work.. and yes! my school holiday begins today!! And i am so busy with work and scoutss!! but im more to be busy for scout :/ LOL!!

OK. that all =DD
D3ch3ngx.

148th entry. For this entry. I'm going to say something very emotional... i know it don't usually come out from my mind but come to think of it, which human being actually don't thought of that.? So, here it goes..

I hate my life.. i hate the way i spend my life.. i wanna leave the place but i couldn't. Responsiblity were there and many many factors that pull me back.. And why am i living in such a misery.? A moment of sweetness, a moment of loves... but everything end up to be nothing... i am still stucked at square 1.
Exams Exams Examsss How long do i need to get rid of everything!! I hate working part time.. i hate going to school and then to work... how i wish i can finish this course and get my cert and F**K off the school...

I miss scouting.. i miss camps.. i miss first aid duty throughout the nights.. i miss those time when i'm as dirty as a wild animals.. i miss those grass patch that i slept on, those tents that i sleep in.. i miss those moments when i tell myself- i belongs to The FoxScout Grp.! How much time have i spend in scouting... i miss them all.. I look at alot of my seniors.. how many actually lasted their passion of scouting till today... everyone left.. one by one... how i wish time stops everytime when im enjoying it...
Beside scouting, i know i miss u... those time we had together.. those laughter and jokes we used to have.. the friendship we used to hold.. but everything seem to come to a stop ever since the movie... is that really a wrong step to take or are we fated to be like this..
And beside all this, i know i miss being in love.. i know it is freak pathetic for me to post this out.. but who don't...Sometime i tot back, why would i have a failed relationship when i already know so much of a person?.. I came to know that recently.. Yes, i may know the inside-out of the person.. but how much am i willing to give in and how much more do she needs.... Relationship is something i missed but something i am so afraid of... like what i told Joel, Commitment may be vital for a relationship.. but financial wise is something no less important.... It makes one feel so useless when u cannot at all provides even more for the one u love...

I feeling lousy.. i feeling bad.. but i know, i still need to be in the life i am in now.. I finding ways to get rid of all the troubles... But i got one big question.. who will spend this xmas eve with me... and who will be there to fullfill my wish... santa claus, can i have a present for this christmas?- a kiss.... Many thanks...

d3ch3ngx-

147th entry!!
Ok. First Thing First. IM SORRY, MELLISA CHAN HUI LING!!!

Ok.and as promised,
Our nyssa turns 15th on,09/12. Happy birthday to u, nyssa. im so sorry, the last entry my mind was all on that paper,1008.. ok. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to nyssaa.. happy birthday to u!! =DD

NOW, I wan to tell all my readers. Dear Readers, I GETTING BUSY OVER THIS FEW WEEKS!! i will be coming online real less and will mostly at nights. Cuz my holiday is starting real soon and this friday will be my last paper! happy yea!! and as usual, im going to work and work and work!!!=D should u cannot contact me via my hp, call 68314280 and look for JASON=D

Anyway, grand dinner is coming real soon and yes, im getting more and more excited!! =DD Yea, im sure with all the efforts we putted in, the dinner will be a real success!! =D SmileS!!!
and the day after grand dinner will the yearly voting for ventures... let's see, who's in and who's out!=D

OH!=D to siew hui, meiting and jer.. thanks for your wishes!! im sure i will do slightly better than the last semes! =D whahah!=DD

that all!=DD

hahah! I always believe that an different way in bloggin spice up this blog so... Im going to try to blog in CHINESE. HAHA!

很快的，我就要出门了。今天是我的考试. OMG!! i cannot stand it. It just sucks and i really canniot think of any other words to add in. Trust me, i spend more than 15 mins on the 3 sentence!! argh!!-
Ok. translate! 15 more mins, i will be out from this house and get my butt to NYP lecture theater for my exams.EG 1008- Maths. Like OMG can! i just suck at maths (too!). but i just have to make it there and take this freak paper and pass it! I know i already tried my best in studying last night, at least. As for now till 2pm i want to have a good rest and pleasent journey all the way to YCK. -
BTW. i have so much thing left pending and mostly are scouts. :/ Grand dinner is coming real soon and we really need to get settle down and do all the rehease and such.. The banner design was rejected( some how) and i need to produce another one by tonight. And not forgetting the presentation that need to put in all the 19 gb (!!) of photos that boss sent me. We ( the committee) have had put our extream effort in making the event possible and hopfully, a success! We just hope everything turns out fine!!!

Oh yar, Scouts again!! As per zy, we need to ask all the new freshmen to confirm their decision on joinng ventures and also we are havin our yearly exco votting the day after grand dinner!!! argh!! i'm like so exxcited to see who is our new sitting bull! nevertheless, in me, i already know who to vote! =DD
OK! time are running out! Im leaving already!! Man! Wish me luck in my 1008 =DDD!!!

d3ch3ngxx!

145th Entry Posting.

Im so sorry for not blogging for such a long time... I so lazy to do it plus im busying out with group dinner. But, I never forget my other friends. I even MAKE A EFFORT to cancelled everything just for this lynn ang for a large scale production.

Ok. That is the one. The story is acutally a love story but was perform in a dance type. My friend, Lynn Ang was the girl lead. (the real reason, she ask me to go.) It was held at RP. I must say, it is a very well done production. Lighting effects, sound... etc.. Very well done! Good job, lynn. And i must say, that is the first production that i went and i truly understand the whole story without reading the book. Im impressed. =D But im gulity, i didnt get anything for her. LYNN, that my promise, your next production, it will be different ! =DD Touched yea!

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Ok. Like i mentioned. I've busying out with all my grand dinner things. and there are so many to do and so many to design... Some joke from this stupid OIC, sunny Zoro. HE ask me to do a chart on our committee memeberss. when i ask him how, he send me this:
OMG!! i was like pointing middle finger to my laptop when i see that!! JOKE Eh!?

Ok. that all for blogging!!=DD! i hope the grand dinner will be a good job done!!!! arghh!! and and and!!!!! i hope for this aunty of mine to get well soon =DD and i hope for my examss to end soONNN!! arghh!!

MUACKS TO ALL!! =D

OK! This is for MS YVONNE XU MIN YI! =)) WHO TURNS 16TH ON THE 26/11.
as ususal: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!-- =))

MY VERY BEST WISHES FOR THIS BIRTHDAY GAL. GAL, YOU ARE FOREVER SWEET 16, NO WORRIES.. PLEASE GET YOURSELF A BOYFRIEND SOON AND GET MARRIED!! =)) AWAITING FOR XIAO YVONNE'S ARRIVIAL. =)) ALL THE BEST IN YOUR SCHOOL WORK AND ALL YOUR WISHES!!! JIAYOU IN YOUR LIFEE!! AND I NEVER FORGET THIS USED-TO-BE GODSIS OF MINE! YOUR PRESENTS ARE STILL PENDING IN MY MIND =))

LASTLY, STAY HEALTHY AND PRETTTY =))) CHEERSS!!

DECHENG @NLINE

OK. over this few months of taking MRT to school, I asked myself this question.

" why do railway track have rocks?" - I believe everyone ask themself that before but was too lazy to find out. !!! SO !! i found this site and i get to know more about it.. It's intresting =)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Track_ballast

And the rocks are not call rocks but ballast. INtresting hur~
Ok. THis is a random post =) enjoy and good nights babiess! =_

142th entry
Imgaine this... you were walking home while is is raining cats and dogs. Feeling cold, You put on a jacket and move on... just right in front, you saw this little kitten in hiding behind a wall, hoping that the hard wall will give it some warm... it look at you and gave u weak "meow" What will u do?...
You see, i have so much to blog yet i have so much to hide. Dean was right. Im, afterall, a human. IF even a kitten needs love, why wouldn't I?....

it look like, i still do not put 100% trust in blogging my personal problem here.......

141th entry. I know im missing alot alot of entriess, im so sorryy! =))

Anyway, i have updated my sites with new music and also new style on LinkItUp. Ok and i just receive two warning letter from the freak nyp. I just hate going to school nowaday. I hope i can work more cuz i need $$ =((

Okie. Nowaday, im like so busy over lots of scout event. My school? I'm really so envy that my friends have so much project to do, yet i can only sit down and LISTEN TO CLASS!!! WTH!! I tok with my best friend for a while this morning. Know he isnt feeling any better as me. I'm like him, i feel like dropping out of poly. I just studying in here. =( but i know i have to, no matter what...

Scouts, dinner are rushing.. and we have got alot alot more to do.. i just hope the dinner turns out fine!! it better be.
erm. what else can i update u guys with?..
I suspose that all =)) cheerrsss =)) LOVES!.

I WISH THAT GOD PAINT YOUR DAY WITH COLOURS TODAY.

D3CH3NGX @NLINE

139th entry. Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEL CHAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =)) OMG, Mel Chan is official 2 years old from 19/11 Onwards =) Gave her a birthday celebration in service center that day, Just hope she loves it =))

And also...
祝你生日快乐，祝你生日快乐，祝你生日快乐儿。。。 祝你生日快乐!!. This song is specially delicated to Xu Dong Mei, Who is official 18th on the 20/11. wahah!. I wish her a happy happy birthday. Wish that she will find her very own happiness and also her love soon =)) Dong Mei, HAppy Birthday!! =))

Anyway...
Very long since i last blogged. And Right now, I just couldnt make myself to sleep. I dunnoe why. Im here to say,OMG, i've skipping class and lesson and all that i know i should stop :/ I keep telling myself to wake up early and go to school but (!!) i can't do it =((( School suckss~.

At Work...
my work place is getting more and more boring. All my ex-club had left me and im left alone with the new batch alone =( But my personal uniform have just arrived and i tell, Damn, it is really custom make everything seem so perfectly done ;/

At scouts..
Scouts was more relaxed as meeting was cancelled again and again due to unforseen eventsss. The last event i went was this campfire at a primary School. I just wan to say something about this leader whom i met at the campfire. Just because u r a VSL of the other venture unit doesn't give u the right to say something unpleasant about our group, our unit.

Tata! someone is chasing me to sleep =((

Ok. done with all updates.! stay happy and my blog =) and something to share =)) enjoy =)

138TH entry.-

Before i start, i wan to super apologize to YANI for the wrong TCA date =( Im so stupid to make a stupid mistake.

Anyway, i just wan to say, i miss going oversea very much! I miss taking long trip to oversea and enjoy ourself there!!! I miss checking into hotel. I miss sleeping in hotel roomss!! Yea, i'm not sick of hotel! Im just getting envy with my guest!!! =/

Ok. It is again another week of school tmr. A whole new week and IM going to install c# onto my computer before it is too late! argh!.. FRESHMAN FIRST MEETING reaching!! i think im goign to have headache soon!!! Group dinner im attached to gss. Yea, Im having another big challange!! And i need to update the site as well!! arghh!! AND NOT FORGGETNG MY NYP PROJECTTSS!!!!

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=)) before i start my entry this time, i wan to say, THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR UR CARE AND CONCERN!!! =))) im fine already...=)
Finally, After so many days, i ready to sit down at my computer desk and do a proper blogging-an proper updates of my life to all my readers.
what i can say is, my life been very busy with work and school but it adds on to my busy-ness with the sudden death of my late uncle. I would very much like to talk abit more about this uncle but i decided not, since there are something i shouldnt reveal to the public.. but i already told it to two of my very best friend, joel and alan.. oooo =))

Anyway, I went to school on moday and skipped the last lecture as i need to rush to my uncle wakes for some chanting and stuff. Tuesday was the last day of the wake, so i skipped the whole day and went for that... Wednesday, i went to school as usual.. But i know im freak tired!!.. i couldnt stop yawnking!!! After school, i call hotel and found out that my best bud, mel is working so i thought it will be nice to have her to work with me so i went down to work...

.. Life is so unpreditable... we dunnoe when the person beside us will leave us anytime. When the time is there, he or she will only be left with dust.. by that time, you will think back with alot of WHY & IF... One day, when i leave this world, who will be there for me doing all my wakes and stuff.And who will stand one side and look? Many says, treasure the one u have before u regret... but wouldnt it be more painful when the one who u treasured the most leave u... If it is... then what should we do to make the ending more beautiful.? LIFE- A unpreditable story. write every pages with a colourful pen...

D3ch3ngx'

136th entry. before i start this entry would like to request my readers to do a "moment of slience" for the death of my uncle.











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Thanks.. Life is indeed unpredictable. I dunnoe if my parents mind if i put this matter online but i think, it is a very good lesson for all of us. My uncle who i mention in my previous entry just passed away on saturday, early morning.



I was woken up by my mother telling me that her brother was in danger status. I woke up, bath and rushed down with her to the hosipital.



Upon reaching, the doc apporach us and told us, CPR failed- he is gone. At the momnet i asked myself, Why is this happen to me?

thing happened so fast and now is alr the second day of the wake. So many thing have happened. Looking at my grandma's crying hard. my mum tears, all my uantie's watery eyes and all the sad speach. I really learn that life is so unpredictable. Anything can happen anytime, anywhere....



my uncle had even make his own plan on what to do after his operation and where to go. he even told my mum not visit him as he will be out soon after the operation. But no one ever know, that is his last toks with my mum....



sigh.. im sad.. just hope he will rest in peace....



tages reply

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to KUKU, who u? call me call me...

to JAY, OK! NOTED! TYPO!!! =)
to CHEE XIN, reply via sms already. Sorry for not replying ur sms. When i receive ur sms, shortly, i get to know the big bad news.. soo.. im sorry =)

to SHAN, Who say. is u forget me!!! never call me somemore.!!

to HUI FANG, hey!! yea yea! u'll see me soon in venture freshman 1st meeting

to NYSS, eh.. no gf leii.. single =)) yeayea.. i miss u too -))

to Siew HUI, dun tell u!!!! LOL!! next time i show u!! bEST NYP BUD!~

to MEL, heee.. i knoww!! cuz im there =x=x



that all =) god bless. and treasur

something unpleasant happened in our family. Not really our family but one of my parent's sliblings. He was admited to hosipital not long ago for a operation. During the operation, his heart stop for 45 mins. Now, he is still in coma state...



We really need a mircale now. something to happen to spike him up.Nothing should happen to him... Now, we cannot do anything but sit back and watch him this way... nevertheless, praying for him is the best alternative....



This week, unlike last week, was a rather 'thinking' week for me. Seeing my uncle in this state i asked myself.. why is life so unpredictable?
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The above was a entry i make earlier. i stopped half way. cuz, i asked myself not to think any more. but......

I was asked to reply to tages by siewhui. So while i still got 30 more mins to my next class, Why not just give an entry to updates my life with my dear readers.=) Firstly, i wan to say that, My internet connection is back to usual and i am able to use my internet at home already! but i will still lodge a official report to Singtel with regards to this. Utherly disappointed with the service by them =

I went for my night hike on last saturday. It was a tiring night but i had lots of joy with my partner,harlod. I get to know more about him and also learnt alot from him too. Especially on CHIONG EXPRESSWAY!-- whoooo =D Sunday, I give my work a miss because i was too tired already.

Monday was rather early start day for me. As usual, i was late for my school. Nothing much, but i went home early. Cuz i was too tired alreadyy :/ Tuesady n Wedn, Nothing much. Except i really enjoy working with MEL. Yes! as usual. DIRTY DIRTY JOOKEESSS..

I really want to thanks mel for all the fun and joy she had given me during work. Honestly, workign can be boring without her.!!!!--

tag replyyy..arghh! i gtg!! i promise!! tonignt!!!!=xx

133th entry- Stupid Connection.

Ok. Just here to tell everyone that my internet connection at home is down =( i can see alot are missing me=x

will contact you guys once i got back ym connection. =))

132. posting.

ARGH!! I DAMN TIRED NOW BUT I MOST GIVE THIS POST TODAY. Reason, im going for hike this saturday, which is COMING SOON!- But, i want to say, i spend a very very happy week till now =)

MONDAY- I went to school with my lappy =). Monday although it was a long day, I've got someone to accompany me to chat via MSN for my 3 hours break!. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!-

TUESDAY- i SKIPPED two hour lesson because i've got a friend who came all the way from TP to NYP to accompany me for lunch ;) how sweet!- Then we went over to AMK hub and start shopping, REason- her friend said that is was a nice place. So walk around and shop around. Accompany her back to bp and took a bus to traders. Working was easier than i tot, reason being, it was very busy so time pass alot faster =)

WEDNESDAY- Went to School as usual! and to work. Nothing much! BUT I WAS NOT LONELY IN SCHOOL, I HAVE SOMEONE TO SMS and also joel to keep me accompany.-

THURSDAY- my this super sweet friend of mine gave me a alumb of stamp. This stamp is printed with ALL the uniform group in singapore. See picutre =) (FRONT AND INSIDE!)

FRIDAY- TODAY! I WENT OUT WITH MARS, YANI(YES!! YANI), DIN AND MEL!- WE WENT OUT TO CHILL AND AS USUSAL!! CRAP CRAP!!!=))

WHOO!- OVERALL. wELL SPEND WEEK =))) WEHHee.. WILL POST MORE WENT IM BACK FROM HIKE!! MEANWHILE, MISS ME AND MUACKS ME =))) TAG ME!! ESPECIALLY DIN AND MEL!! =)) I MISS U TWOO!!!! I LOVE U TWOO!!! =)) MUACKSS!

131 Posting- FINALLY!

Finally after so long! our site, http://www.foxscout.org, is back with us soon!! DNS POINTED!~

woff.. Anyway, i wan to thanks many many people=)) people who cares. esp this classmate of mine- Meiting.!!!

wahOO. you guys really touched me lar.whaha! thanks thankss!! i blogging using my class stead's laptop and class is starting real soon. I will blog more when i reach home tongight!! =))))


muacks to all... dechengxis a happy boyyyy!!! =))))

130th posting- sick and tired.

Suddenly, i feel so sick and tired of working after school. When u see everyone going home happily, the poor u got to go down to work. WTH. Hais. If not for my lappy, i think i would have stop working for the time being. -argh! whatever it is, im still owe-ing my dad, 200 bucks. damn!-

argh!. my school time is so long.! i'm like just stucked in nyp!!- damn! with my lappy alone. ARGH! WTH!!-I think i seriously need someone to keep me accompany in nyp. Cuz life there just, SUCKS. Having my 3 hour break as usual today. But today is all right, have a friend to chat throughout!!- SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME SOME MORAL SUPPORT CAN!!!!???-

MY 129TH POSTING WOULD LIKE TO WISH,
HUANG KAI LI & XU ZHI YANG, A HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY. =)) LETS' SING SOME SONG.
HAPPY B'DAE TO YOU,HAPPY B'DAE TO YOU~
HAPPY B'DAE TO YANG N KAI, HAPPY B'DAE TO YOU!!!! =)


YAP. IS Ms kaiLi and Mr. zhiyang 18th birthday, Togther with all my best wishes, i would like to wish them a happy and cool 18th birthdayy =)

woff.. finally everything ended. Not going to mention much about yangs celebration. It was really much. sorry zhiyang. Budget wise dun allow me to do much. hope u dun mind =)) Ok. basically, we catch a movie and then we go over 163 for zu cao..Yar. Then back to mcdonalds waiting for zhiyang's birthday cake. Met kai at mcd so ask her along.=)

ok. that all. !!- wooff.. Tml, 2nd week of school. I promised myself, being a loner student, i going to study hard for this sems. Lappy and handphone is the only thing to acc me. So yar. Jia you decheng.=))Recently. My mind was tired out. i can sleep for 12 hours. But it is always very diff for me to get up the bed on time. argH!. hope tml will be a better day =))

that all readers! =) i will reply all tages tml in school =))

cheerss...

128th posting/ I HAD 23 HOUR OF WORRIES LAST NIGHT.-

Yesterday, was the first day of school and when i wake up, i already missed two lecture. When i reach school, was another 1 hour of lecture before my 3 hour break. didnt listen much, i stonned all the way~-10am.

3 hours break. I spend my time on my website. AND YES! 'foxscout.org' is coming back to us, of course, with charges. So yar, spend time doing. Alot , alot sense of achievement when i do it =).- 2pm

Went for my 2hr lesson den to 1 hour break again!.- met up with joel. -5pm; 1more hour before my 23 hour started.

had my lesson which ends early left school.-6pm.
YES!WHAT IS THE 23 HOUR OF WORRY?- why walking to the mrt, i found out, I DIDNT TAKE MY LAPTOP WITH ME!!!!- damn!!- Immediatly, i went back to school and try to find. From blk A to N, N to S, S to E.!- BUT TO NO AVAIL. ARGH!!! Feeling restless and helpless, me and joel took cab to joel house (a promise made to his mum earlier that i will be joing for dinner).

rot at joel house till late!Cuz, i really dunnoe what i should tell my parents when i reach home.-

REach home @ about 3am. bathe and sleep. Woke up 9am, rush to school and went to all office but with no avial agaiN!!!--- arghh!!!..met joel @ woodland for lunch. I was damn worried and damn sad.

Joel said ' teckseng, you like just fallout of love'- damn!- but we crap abit. laugh abit. I know joel is trying to cheer me up. I laugh and start toking crap again. (till the gals beside us, starting laughing @ us, asp joel). Joel said he wanted to attended some of the lesson. So i kept him accompany till 5pm. From 2 pm to 5pm.-3 hours in the lecture theater. argh!. finally 5pm. i decided to try out at the admin office again. he gave me a suggestion- look out for the cleaner office.

Went to the office and he said ' oH!! you guys looking for the laptoP!!? YES!!! YES !!! IT FOUND!!!!!=))))!!!!! WOOOFOOO.. the first thing when i saw the labtop, i hugged it tight and said ' oh baby, im soo sorryyy'- whaoooo-

This event, i would like to thanks Mr. Joel for his accompany for the full 23 hours. never gave up looking with me. Even went around the school with me. from different blk to different blk.! JOEL, a BIG THANK YOU TO YOU!!!!-

i would also like to thanks sabrina Goh, for trying to console me for the whole night!!! thanks brina!! thanks thanks!..

to liting also for praying for me!!! =)) thanks thanks!!!
to all who know this before my blgo!! THANKSSSS!!!! =)))))

whofooo.. biggest event in my life..

tage replies...=)
marziee!! sorry =)) give me your link again can!?= heee

Yours in scouting.. who u?
nysss.. updated =)))
wy, bleah!! offline msg??

d3ch3ngx! =-)

127th entry post- yet another updates of life.

ok. nyssa's request- Updatingg!!--
Yesterday was the most unluckily day i ever have. I mean shift. Since morning, I was scolding by a guest who then complainted to my duty manager. My duty manager called me and i have to explain every single details!! damN!-

Next at evening, i kana another one guest who happily thought my smile are fake and say' i laugh at them' damn it can!!!-- arghh!!!

okoko! i got to rush! will be right back and update more.. arghh!!!

126th posting. Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you, happy birthday to chee xin, happy birthday to you!!! =))
AND i also like to wish xiao xin a happy birthday and not forggetting.. chun gung!!! happy belated birthday!! =)))

oko!..i was ask n rushed to blog to blog! what can i do?- Blog loh!!.yar, it suppose to be 125 th entry but because i save my last entry as a draft. Something i dun really like toshare =x.

Ok.! im deeply sorry to all reader! cuz i have been busy for the past few days! LOl. i'm just pure lazy. HAHAH! But i really wan to tell my reader!! My school starting soon! and F*** my school timetable simply suckss!!!!!-

hahah. i think i took 1 hour just to blog this entry. Why?- askchee xiN! LOL!!-
OK ! let me do some tage reply =))
TO WY, I BLGGEDD! DUN NAG! LOL!HAHAH!! AND STOP GIVING ME STUPID OFFLINE MSG OK!!!LOL!

TO AH BEE!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)) WHAHAHA!!!! -

TO NYSS-- I MISS YOU TOO =))))!~ WHAHAHA!!!!! HOW UR EXAM?

THAT ALL =)) ツ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENGHAO. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Yes YEs! is chenghao birthday on the -041007. =)

124th posting. today, i wake up late. Dress up and meet Hao they all at CCK station. we went to marina bay for steamboat. =) was fun and damn fun. it a guys day.wahaha.Then went to joel's playground to chill there =).

Anyway. I have alot to talk on actually. Since this is my blog, why not?-

First, i miss working in mcdonalds. Day when i rule the resturant with a name of crew leader. I miss those days especially when i have to work throught graveyard shift. I still remember the time when there was a live view soceer at the plaza garden- the night was especially nice =))-Which make me think back. though mcdonalds pay me lesser than what i am getting now, i am treated with respect as a all rounder. But it is a different case here. I wanted to be all rounder. But is abvious that i am not given the chance to be one. I don't mind scolding cuz i know-without scolding there wont be learning. BUt why? -

Next, friendship. Honestly, how to one weigh their friendship? Regards to money? love? time?-
I was so disappointed when i got to learn that plan had changed and the scene of you leaving that time. You have your choice of friends but won't be good to, sometime, return back to those who were with u in the past. Forget it. I think, time changed and this sentence still fixed it- SOMETIME, SOMETHING- WE CANNOT HAVE IT BACK.

Next. School reopening real soon. Which means i will have lesser time to work. OMG!! how am i going to repay my still owing debts!!? i just hope thing got better!!-

ok. till here =))

123th posts! =)) nice one.

Ok. Today, was not really a bad day as compare to yesterday. Had a morning call by traders hotel asking me to go early for training. But was cancelled. i reach hotel about 3pm. and went for measurment.

Cocktail session was kinda busy or should i say,very. After cocktail, went down to front desk to help updating reg card and checking in.

Home =) was watching IM not stupid. A show that never failed to touched me =) ok.. nice one. I am missing my secondary schoool life. I mean to have a teacher teaching and coming into the classs. Sometime, when we had problems, we can still refers to them. The feelings is closer than having a tutor as in poly. -

nah!- but is till like poly as in FREEDOM! =) whahha--

Enougth Bs =) till here =)) tata! =))

d3ch3ngx'

122th posting.

tml 3pm, i going for uniform fitting. Finally after 9mths plus. It really hold me back in leaving the place. Why?
Today was the most diff day i have had in traders club. Everything seem so.. argh!--- i dunnoe how to describ. I just now, i have no mood to work at all. I think before i get sick of the place, it is time for me to actually take a week off or so.
I really dunnoe what to do now. - hais. School timetable is pressing me through. so how.?

never mind. tages reply. =)

sorry lynn =)) changed =))
liting, the meaning behind the 'quiz' is, you wasted your time in life =)
siewhui ;))))))))
meiting. saw =)) see u in school real soon =((
wy, heee..replied via offline msg
christine. =)) ho! you!!? Heheh. see u in school real soon =(
ecc0702 linked =))
dong =)) mant misseessssssSSS wahahaoOOO!--

121th posting-A night out with JAWS.-

OK!I went out with my JAWS people for a night out. OF cuz, because it is william's birthday celebrattion, we went drinking, some where around Plaza sing? - not really sure of the place.

anyway, william was drunk=p LOL!= cuttie him we only drink a little. For me, at least. I still like my own make screwdriver through =)

ok!. i found this on web. Rather intresting =)

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119TH POSTIN. A VERY SPECIAL DAY TO BLOG =)

Though i am very tired to blog now. I think i shouldn't miss out this day to blog =)

Today is the mid-autumn festival. Needless to say, I promised myself to take a leave and went out to have fun.This year, I did not went out with any of my friends but someone who i love and dotes very much, my dearest parents.-

It wasn't much fun. But the feeling was ..... alot of thing to say. I think i really missed out my parents this few years. I somehow think that i neglected them in a way or another. And today, i hope they can forgive me for the neglects.

some pictures to share =)

Ok. Till here =)) Today, i have had alot of parental love =))

oK. is MY 118TH ENTRYS.

Some updates of my life.- currently, I am working, can say, non-stop. Today, I went to SiMaRu with jaws to pray. I don't know who's idea is it. But i think, we really had fun throughout the trip. Everything was well =) Oh ya, that silly buddy of mine was in love already. whaha! gong xi gong xi!. may u two found a new future together! God bless =))hehee..

Anyway after the trip, i went to work. Oh ya, during that, i found a watch- can say is very nice and it is oly about 108 bucks!.Ok. Not only. I mean that watch was discounted. So it was 108 bucks. **WHATEVER** allright, anyway i went to work. Attended briefing. Saw jasmeet. THe first she told me is, ' get a day freee, go for uniform fitting' I was thinking,' why at this time? im just like hold back!!'

Hais.I have something to say.But i arleday promise myself,i wont mention in blog. So. whahah!. go to give ahgal offline message.... whahah!- ok! till here =))

tages reply.
To dong.IM happy to see u last saturday =) we were just toking about u!.=)) whaha! venture unit are missing u =))) yes, dun worry. Venture unit will stay at it is.=))

To ah bee =)) hahah i joking de lar.. angrey pigg! whahah!!! -

Dun ask me why i blog now- i dunnoe.

whatever reason it is, i found something intrestin about myself


JASON
Gender: Masculine
Usage: English, Greek Mythology (Latinized), Biblical
Pronounced: JAY-sun (English) [key]
From the Greek name Ιασων (Iason), which was derived from Greek ιασθαι (iasthai) "to heal". Jason was the leader of the Argonauts in Greek legend. He went in search of the Golden Fleece in order to win back his kingdom from his uncle Pelias. During his journeys he married the sorceress Medea, who helped him gain the fleece and kill his uncle, but who later turned against him when he fell in love with another woman. This name also appears in Acts in the New Testament

nice one?- im proud to be named jason by my parents. TO heal =)

d3ch3ngx'

116th posting.I got so much to say. But mood isnt there. so let summaries everything up and make everything recorded.

things was kinda extrem today.

was kinda disappointed when rick say all those words. if you really dun wan to give all the pt a chance to learn, how to help? I told myself when i left meeting room just now. " when all the part timer become full timer, it is time for the part timer to leave." I think, is time. 5 more weeks.

today went out with my friend to catch a movie, which suppose to be 1 year ago!!!! LOLx. but is all right. RAtataouille. was a nice show. Make me laugh and smile and sad at the same time =)) whaha!nice one! =) nextshow, friend, the japanese show =) OK? WHAHA-

OK. I BOUGHT MY MOUSE ALREADY. IS A WIRELESS ONE AND IS VERY FLAT =) NICE.! =) THANKS FOR THE SUGGESTION TOO =))

THAT ALL. TAGES REPLY
TO JUDY, SORY LAR. HAHAH!! U LONG LONG COME IN READ ONE TIME. GOT ABOUT MY PERSONAL DE, ALSO SKIP LE! LOL! HAHAH! IM NOW WORKING IN A HOTEL.. WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME? MEET ME UP!!!LOL!!

jEN.LINKED ;P

TO NYS, U ARE PETTY!!AHAHA! ESP ON LIGHT STICK!!WHAHH! SEE AH BEE SO GUAI LEII STUDYING,.. U? LoL ( AH BEE REALLY STUDYING? lol! I DOUBT! )

TO WY, PERSONAL MESSAGE. REPLIED VIA OFFLINE MSG.

TO DONG, PERSONA MESSAGE. REPLIED VIA MSN

TO XUE YU! NO PROBLEM LINKED IT UP! =))

my 115th posting.-I'm missing you, my friend.

I am posting this entry mainly because i'm missing a friend of mine. Someone who left me to pursuit her own intrest. Few days back, she booked in into her camp. Yesterday, i sms her and the reply i get from her is the orginial msg i've sent with the name changed. At first, I thought, she was joking with me. But at night i think again- is she really very tired that she have no more energy to reply me? - worried.

all right. Im going to work soon. But before i go to work, i would like to share something with all my readers. I think im falling in love with this song. So yar, enjoy! =))

ok. my 104th posting.-



Im so bored can! damn it. I feel so restless when im not working. But when i'm working, i feel like i have got so many thing to do at home. wth..!!



ok.I feel so gulity today lar. I cannot wake up for meeting today. when i woke up already 9+ already. damn! sorry, brotherss!!- will make up for that de =)



today was indeed bored lar. I went to plaza to cut my hair and **ting** nothing else better to do already! wth right!-

nvm. let me reply to tagesss...

To teng! no problem!! ask nigel give u more ideasss whwhah! i miss disturbing! lol!!! anyway. sorryy. today didnt manage to join u guys for meeting +)

to bee,, repliedd! u ps me again!! bb. LOL!

to nys, geee.. kidding alr. dun petty lar =x

Okie! another entries of mine =)) finally finally!! it is friday already!!!- and my off day finally arrivedd!!

Dun say i'm mad. cuz if u see my working timing , you will feel happy like how im feeling now.
ok. i work from sunday, 10am to 11pm. then monday to thurday (today) 7am to 11pm.... but im still as active to type this blog now. maybe my mind is off already.. i dunnoee..

but i really did have fun and have, hee, money already!!!

ok.till here. will reply to all tages tml!! =)) stay tunee-_! whhwaooo!!-

d3ch3ng'

112th entryy =))

ok. a quick one before me to bathe and then to bed.

woke up late today!! argh! cannot already kana warn already =x k. time pass very fast with arul jokes and vjay stupid actions.ok..was damn touched when auntie pass me the paste when i say i backache. it was really nice.. and relieve =) Another touching thing of the day is, i met with a guest of mine who i always see during cocktail in tradersclub. He asked me when i am downstair. i told him i work 2 place. he laught and pass me 10 bucks then sayang me!! ... arghH!! damn nice can!! haha! i wont forget this grp!! gintonic, wisky soda, tiger and red wine! =)) wahhaha! VERY NICE GROUP OF PPL =))

baggage was so much of fun but was kinda tiring lar.

then, as usaul changed then to tradersclub. traderclub, if without dean, that kuku it would be much boring. yar! i had fun with him trying to shoot me down with words!whahah!! dean,dean. Im starting to miss the old tradersclub!!! haiss.. the pasttt!! anyway, mars coming tml!! welcome her!!whwahha!!! muackkssss =))

OK.till here tagess replyyy. =))

to ah gal!! heee gal!! thanksss for ur wishesss!!! hahah i heard it alot of time already!! dun worryyy!! i very good in eat snake de!! hahaha!! wont tired myself out!!! as for u!! take good care of urself too!!! AH GALL!!!1

to liting! thansk!!hahaha!!! lets make the grand dinner a beeter one!! help ur best friend outttt!!! whaaha!!

to marzieee!! arghh!! u dare to disturb me!!! i smack u! i tell u!!! whwhahha!!!! i will be back to disturb u in ur bloig!!!

to jay, i love u too!! deep love!!!whwhha muackssss

to class stead!! soo ssoorryyyy!!! i misss u ttooo =))))

that all =)))

All right. MY 111TH ENTRY. PRETTY HUR!.-

HEE. OK. LETS DO SOME UPDATE OF MY LIFE. IM HERE, HOME SWEET HOME =) BUT! THE NEXT 5 HOURS, IM GOING TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE AGAIN!!! ARGHH!! MY EYE BAG ARE DARKEN SOOO MUCH =(( BUT I NEED $$. THAT THE ONLY THING THAT KEEP ME GOING =))

Recently, alot of ppl are sms me at night, APOLOGISE!! cuz i slept quite early this few nights, so didnt manage to reply you guys at the first reactions =). Ok . mind not really working already. BUT i want tosay,my leg are all sooo pain!!argh!!! 16 hours of standing!!

Now i have a choice. Front desk VS traders Club. OR Front desk VS Baggage.. ehh!!.still thinking! But! is all right! =)) i will still earn as much! wahaha!!=))

OK. TILL HERE. GOING TO BATHE THEN TO SLEEP!! AND I WAN TO TELL WEI YING! LUV IS STILL HEALTHY!!!! SHE NOT DEAD!!ARGH!!!

thanks all=)!!

My 110th entry. -

Today was kinda a long day, especially @ baggage. But i can tell you, i laughed NON-STOP. PRomise!=x was fun, was fun!!-- wooohooo...

I have nothing much to say except, im finally bed sweet bed. another 4 hours, Im leaving this bed again for work. I think this need to last at least, 1 month. Just hope i won't fall sick.

Ook!. i agree the last entry sucks especially to those name who are mention. BUT!! that for fun ok!? ALL THANKS TO NYS FROM ZHENGHUA GAL GUIDE =X

ok tagies repliesss=))

Ah Beeeee, heee.. who dunnoe u like blue? you always so BLUEEE!!! arghh!!

SiewhuiI!!-heee can i!? lOL! i wan it for lifeee!!wahha!!

weiying-lol! sry ! ah gal!!!! hahaha stay offline msg on =[)) whaah!!

sab-!heee!! sorryy!! but is for fun!! okok!?? heee

TAGGEB BY NYSSS!!
List out 5 birthday presents that you wishes for:
-Freedom!
-MOney!
-Scouts!!
-world peace!!
- all my friends and family are with me on my birhtday.

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is:
- nyss
2. Your relationship with him/her:
- She is my guidddy friend =))
3. Your 5 impressions with him/her:
- bad
- bad
- bad
-bad
-bad. CUZ SHE SAY I ACT CUTE WHEN IM ACTUALLY CUTE =)!

-. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
-EHHH... I DUNNOE LEIII...
5. The most memorable words that he/she had said to you:
- HI (=.=)
6. If he/she will become your lover, will you:
-HAHAH IMPOSSIBLE!!! SHE IS TOO NOSILY!! lol!=X
7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be:
- ask her t shhhh=x
8. If he/she become your enemy, will you:
- We won't be.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason being will be:
- eh... nt possible ba.. im so friendly....
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- campfiresss!!! whaha
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- Nice gal =)).
12. How do you think people around you feel about you:
- IM CUTEEEEE!!!
13. The character you love of yourself is:
- CUTTIEEE
14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is:
-NOTHING! if i dun love myself, no one will =)).
15. The most ideal person you want to be:
- Myself! i love myself!
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people:
1. Sabrina goh.(cuz she is looking at my blog now =p)
2. wei ying
3. Yvonne
4. chee xin
5. liting
6. Lynn
7. christine
8.bing quan
9.dongmei
10.judy

17. Who is 6 having relationship with?
- Nobody.
18. Is no.9 a male or a female?
-FeMale.
19. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- EHH!!.Both have the same organ.OPS!=p.
20. How about no.8 and 5?
- EHH!!.Both have the same organ.OPS!=p.
21. What is no.2 studying about?
- GEOGRAPHy!!
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- ONE WEEK AGO
23. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
- EMO SONGS..
24. Does no.1 has any siblings?
- Yes. AND THEY ARE SOOO CLOSEEE
25. Will you woo no.3?
- HAHAH OPSSS...
26. Is no.4 single?
- YEESSS!!!!.
27. What's the surname of no.5?
- LIM.
28. What's the hobby of no.4?
- missing me, :X
29. Do no.5 and no.9 get along well?
- very!!!!
30. Where is no.2 studying at?
- Zhenghua Secondary.
31. Talk something casually about no.1?
- She's a nice person.. who tent to forget ppl's kindness/...whah
32. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
- yees!! i love him!!! muackksss
33. Where does no.9 lives at?
- hahah near greenridge
34. What colours does no.4 likes?
-bluee!!!
35. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
- not really
36. Does no.7 likes no.2?
- they dun really know each other.
37. How do you get to know no.2?
- venture recruitment drive
38. Does no.1 have any pets?
- used to? she herself is a pet - goldfish.
39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Haha, ya. SEXIEST ~

hahaok.. that all =)) to bed.. to sleep.. nighttt muackss to alll

HAhah!. 108th posting =)) a day to rot. I regret. SHould have go to work =) wahah! =))

Ok. day started very early with bingquan's call to tell me that meeting cancelled due to the rain. So yea, went back to sleep! LOLx. Woke up at about 5 Plus and starting using computer. Thanks all my online chatter to keep me busy just now if not, i sure rot!wahaha! =))

chatted with chee xin on phone den had my dinner and then back to computer. Was so bored (yet again!!) so chatted with my online chatter again!!! then hao start to intro me online games! whaah! funny lar. almost killed myself =)) whahaha!!--

OK.. that all for th day.. Hahah!. im working tml!.3-11. Hopefully everything turn out fine =))

ok. tages reply! =)

TO jenna- are u the nyp jannah? or?? heee sorryy.. i hope pass by again and read this and reply me!!whahah!!!

To nyss!! xiao qi gui!! whahahah!!! warao!! we had fun for yst's campfire. whahh! thanks you, thanks guides! =)))

To wei ying. Im not stupid.. my name is ahboi! LOL! a very cute name ok!? LOL! =xx

To chee xin!. LOL! put ur name?!!?? ehh!!!. see first lar.!! wahahha!! u are missed to =)))w ahahahh!

OK! i just realise that different people have different view on my blog. I am attaching a pic on how my blog should look =) if you do have different look frm the pic, please tag me =))

im learning the css coding. so help me out =)) muackss to all =)

Heyy! 106thposting =]



okie. today end sweetly with my long lost marsita =)



i went to work in the afternoon time and at about 9 plus the phone rang and i picked up.
"gd evening, tradersclub, jason speaking", n what came was " JC!!! mars here!"yah! it was marsita!!!catch up with her and watch evan almigthy.The show eh.. the story line was very different as the previous one.OK. after the movie, went SPICE!! (yet again! )

chat. tok. laugh. smile. scold.!!!! arghH!! mars!! i just miss you can!!!???arghh!!!!!

ok!

till here. sorry readers, i just wan to record in this blog that i met mars today!! wahaoooO!!=)))

muackss!!

105th posting =)

Recently, i have got alot of positive comments from my readers. yea, yea =)) thanks for all the commnets..

Ok. today went to work at about 7. The shift was kinda easy cuz alot of my staff helped me out in cleaning and clearing up =) wait for the stupid sufyan till about 1515hr and then went off to changed and then headed to cwp to meet up with lynn.- was kinda late when meeting her. But, niting was later =) wahahh!!

that all for the day lar. A day, so long, yet so shortt =))

I think i forget this. Next week, my working timing is,
Mon- 7am-3pm (baggage) 3pm-11pm (trader lounge)
tuesday - 3pm-11pm (TC)
wednesday- 7am-3pm (baggage) 3pm-11pm (trader lounge)
thurday- 7am-3pm (baggage) 3pm-11pm (trader lounge)
friday- OFF
Saturday-Scouts.
sunday-3pm-11pm (TC)

whah!!! $$$ im coming to u!! whahaha!!!!

ok. reply some of the tages =)-

to weiying. wahahha! i wont bear to delete luv de lar. She need you to grow de leii! wahahh! i will take good care of her de. whahah =))

To lIting. Of cuz, i from school of IT ( you zai pain zi ji le ) LOL!... haha! learn how to do =))! whahah!!.. i will do another layout for our ventur blog also and the main site!! wahaha!!=)) take care =)))

104th posting!-My Thoughts, My Work, My Play.-

A extract from the song, 'scout hymm'- Ok. Nvm. I am here to blog something about my work. Today, i went to traders hotel. As i step in, she pass me our communication book and ask to read then sign.- Some how the way she wrote the comms book, show how much she don't like about us and our way of working in the past.... she wanted so much to change the system that our previous management did. What can we say? Suddenly, i missed Marsita so much. If she is around, everything will not happen this way. Sufyan was updating the contact list just now, he then turn to me and ask me," Jason, can i not take Marsita's name away?" that moment, i suddenly feel like crying. Tears almost dropped out. Mars, I miss you.

The more i work in traders club, the more i feel helpless and neglected. How much did i learn there? Why are you changing so many thing yet do not look at how many PTs are learning things? I mean, what did you take we, PTimers,as? You are so unfair. =(

I read the C.c Mail of TCL. It reads," dear wendy, we need uniforms for our PAMERMENT PTimers,Pualine and Fiza." I mean Come on, I work even longer than this two and why am i still sharing uniforms.?-

life is slimply unfair in this working enviroment.-

Ok, leave that aside. Now, for scouts. Two more weeks to our night hike. Jonnane had put me to be with the girls and i just hope we wont get lost =x OPS!!- Hike- i will not forget the night hike that we went last year. Our solo cum investiture hike. I'm really missing those time hard. Especially the people.And yea, She is kinda leaving us to pursuit with her intrest. No, I don't blame her. But i do miss her hard. Those time we had together. laugh together, eat together, suffer together. Those time are time,i will never forget. If only i can turn back time, i just want to stop her from joining that group. Yes, Im selfish but i think, that is the only thing i could have done to make us happy. But.. never mind, it already the past. It will soon be over =)) wahhaoo--

Ok. enough with emoing- arghh!! im going to sleep already!! tml, im working 7am!! and going out with LYNN ANG AND NITING AND DANNIE CHUA!!!! WHAHAOOO-- JSUT HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE SMOOTH AND WE WILL ENJOY THE MOMENT!! CUZ I MISS ALL OF THEM!!! WAHHAH!!!

that all, tages reply. before dong delete my tag board =x

NYS, heee.. cannot... ahbee's lights stick, i only left one.. last.. lolx =pp.. beside that, ventures are not invited to the campfire.. hrump=x.....

dong, i am missing you hard too!! =))hahah scare lar! later my blog no tag board.. how how how??-- heee

siewhui- heee.. you wont.. if we lost,, heee.. we call cab =x=x=!! birng more moneyLOL!!!

to weiying.! you bitch! slap me lar.!! LOLxx!! you slap me, i delete my luv =p

that all, babies

103th post.

This post, i would like to talk a little on my own personal stuff.

I'm kinda lost in my personal life nowadays. I do not know what to do in order to solve the problem. To give,to take or to heck. Or in fact, I know my choice well. But till date, do i have the chance to choose? To i have to right to say what is right and what is not?-

Friends say I am soft hearted but how hard can i get? Tears were always the pull factor. What other choice can i make and what is the point of asking me to choose or decide?-

life like this, is something most unbearable. When can i actually get out of this shit and live a life of my own?-

I dun ask for more but just for an answer that will benefit both parties. Please, grant me with the power to know the future or the power to undo doings.-

Ok. Finally something that i am happy with. It looks more like a website than a blog lar. But is alright. Cuz i learnt alot of new thing that i dun even know at first.

Added with Music. But will only play at own will of the user. I also layout all the thing so user can use without clicking. Ok.

Anyway. Back to my life. Exams Ended and Holiday starting. Yah. Im going back to traders hotel to work. Im still thinking if i want to wk back at baggage. Cuz im really short of money. argh!!..

ok. I took some pic of luv. But im lazy to upload =x So yah..go see thebitch's blog ba. She seem so happy to met Luv. lol! NAh! Bullshitting=)..

yst, i went back to zhenghua and saw alot of long lost friend like,don... etc. LOL! Missed them, of cuz.=) Took alot of pics with teachers. ARGH!! they going to pay me for taking photos with me =)) wahah!!

OK!.i met up with YVONNE XU MIN YI! it being ages since i met her! Chatted for a while and den went plaza for dinner and den back home. i chatted with her quite alot. WahOO! she still the same-stupid attidute. LOL!! YVONNE XU! U ARE SHORT!WAHAHHA!!

okok!. reply tages.. before dong delete my tagboard!!
to siew hui! is not that i dun wwan to reply to tag! just pure lazy =x. wahah!! i bully u in venture? BU KE NENG!! LOL!! i wont! later ur aiai beat me! wahahH!! night hike with me,. Hope i can bring you gals laughter! =))) cheerss! thanks for visiting!! wahaiOOo.

To weiying! luv is ugly =((( just like u! OMG!! sorry =.0

To Dong mei! sorry!!!!! reply!! wahoO!O!...hahahh!! take care!! miss u!!1 whahaha!!!!

To Sushi gaL! wahoOO.. you are missed! wahahOO!!.. ahhahah!! thanks for visiting!!

To nys. LINKED!! =)

ok till ehr =)))) muackss TO ALL!!

OKie. mY 101TH PosTING!-280807-

i STILL THINK THAT THIS BLOG IS KINDA PLAIN. What's more can i add?- Ehhh.. i wiLL Do more about it. So Yah, Readers, Stay Tune =))

Anyway.. I just to blog about something based my own thougths and thinkings.-

I read some of my venture scout's blog and some of them actually mention alot of thing about our venture unit and all the things that happen in there. I admit, i am one of the the culprit who does it as well. But i just think that some of them mention a little too much in their presonal blog. i just wan to tell, those who are blogging alittle too much about what happens in our unit that, do not wash your dirty unties in the public. I think that is kinda important especially on those who are joining us soon. We should , no matter wat, give a better impression to the public and to ourself=)Nah!... that base on my own thoughts. If you think otherwise, then do what you think is right =))

Anyway, i've being slacking lar. Think i missed out alot,esp during work. I just hope when i get back to my post, i can still learn and have fun during working-....

OK. Till herre =)) thanks for staying tune =)

d3CH3NGX;

my 100th posting-Welcome to my new blog layout =)

ok. that for temporary. Will Update more when i have the time =)

all right.. since i have this little time to blog about myself. Why not?

all right! 99th post!- left unsaid. So many thing. But what can i do?
never mind. Lets talk about the happpening today.! i didnt sleep much today. I slept at 4 am. was suppose to study with MR. Joel Tan who promised me to study. BUT this crap,webcamming with me till later 4 am and crap with me. We even played the online puzzle. I was like, hey joel! we quite romantic! =))

ok.. i wemt to sleep at 430am. sined! i didnt study for the whole day. Received nudge from chenghao asking me to meet up with him. So. i met up with him and gang. Studied at MCD. I PROMISE YOU! I did study and quite alot! but i went borign when all my device battery low. Handphone, laptop!! argh!
tjh1so crap with him till late 530am, today!1 now he wan me to reach zss at 730am! argh! i havent bath =x

ok!
that all for the day! I just want to say. eh..i am both happy and kinda disappointed. Happy because, i feel appricated by this emo cheexin. cuz i make her smile and laugh! =) i feel so happy myself =)

Disappointed. Those who are really close to me surly know what happens and why i am disappointed. I just wan to say. The day when u dun start loving yourself, i cannot help u at all. U kept telling me that you wan to lead your life happily. But did u? from surface, i can see, you are happy in your school with all your school mate cheering you up and making you smile. That day when u came to my house, you are even msging your classmate! dont everything seem happy and wonderful for you!? why must you everytime tell me that you cannot make yourself happy. Like i say, make yourself busy! make yourself not think of anything. That what i do few months back too. But, why are you always wanted to do silly thing to yourself? Is that what you call you love yourself?... i really dunnoe what to say, But i wan to tell you right infront of all my readers, if you think you are really going into depression and require professional help, call this hotline, 1800 221 4444, 24/7- anytime for you! Please, love yourself first before you wan ppl to love you!

many thing still left in my heart unsaid!

99th entries. Before the arrival of 100th entries, you guys will see something different in this blog. So Readers, STAY TUNE!!!!!!!


d3ch3ngx

I'm telling myself to blog today!! cuz today is really a nice nice day. ( and a tired one, of cuz, all thanks to SCOUTY wei ying!)

arghh!!
ok!.. my day was a damn long one. It started from the other day. I didnt sleep much because i need to attend a event this morning and was searching for someone to accompany me till the next morning last night. The lucky wei ying came sms-ing me. So we started to chat on the phone la. ehh for the next 3 hours? i susspose.yar. noe why we chatted so long. Cuz she told me." u go sleep for the last 1/2 hours. u will be more active later. Cuz u are taking a nap" WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG! IT MAKES ME FREAKING TIRED AFTER THAT! ARHG!! STUPID HER, BLUFF ME -.-

ok. then i shoould skip the event lar. nothin much really happen except! i went missing during the walk back to the CC. Together with this two poor gal scouts, i bring them to "shopping!" lol.. i call chenghao and ask him to help us. HE WASNT A GREAT HELP AT ALL!!! argh!!

took a bus back to the CC instead.! LOLx-!

all right i went back home after the event.

went to work nothing special- lol!. boring work life! LOL!

what ends my day sweet is the rain! yah! im lovin it. =)) argh!! sweet day!!! hahahaha!!=)

good night everyone!! hahah!! MMMUUUAAACCCKKKSSS!!! LOVE ALL! =)))

OK. Finally i got the time to really rest down and blog about my life. Actually wanted to blog during my last CP class. But my teacher lazy. want to leave the class early.So never had the chance to blog.!

arhA! Finally!!! VRD07 is over. But like what Scouter XiangHao say, It is not just a 1 day event. It will only end when all the freshman are being invested! yappy! Im awaiting for the day!! =)What i wan is to make friend with them first. Make it easier to communicate! =)

OKie.. that all of scouts la. I promise my cousin, judy, that i will blog more about my personal life. i leading a very comfortable life now. But! my cash are running real low.. and i think im going into time when i really need to work alot alot agian =\ But is all right, i will work hard! my life are kinda routine nowadays. Study, work, Scouts and sleep!!! No more!! yapp... Honestly i really dunno wat to tell about my life now!!LOL!! JUdy!!! how??? LOL!!

okiiee.. think talk about work here. I currently working with a Freak bitch who just shoot my ass infront of my AFOM and im like fucked up la.!! come on.>! i think she forget this prase " treat ur man well, Cuz they are the one to do the job for u!! "Bitch her.! Fell Soosoo! angry!Saw surfan at smoking bay. I really he change quite alot too after mars left. he is like so much with us... damn! mars sms me yesterday night. and i damn miss her can!!! she told me " jc.i miss u! esp your tounge!!!' LOL!!! dun think too much!!! nothing happend!!!! wahahaha!! =p=p

something i found out about myself.I really become more siao nowaday. especially in MSN. I dunnoe why!! alot of ppl keep asking why am i so excited!!! lOL!!! ehhh!! i dunnoe lar!!! life should be happy, isnt it!!? LOL!! i will be happy no worries!1!!
=))))


i think this entry quite log leii !! heee stop here., ok!? heee muackss to all my reader!!! love u!!!=))))

dxz

arghh!! some radom posting.!


i was asking myself th whole morning today. - why is this month seem so down for me? why am i stucked in a position where i do noe wat to do.? why is everyone seem so stressful for me to take?

exams care coming.. yet i dun even know a single shit with thing i studied.. when i open my CMS and was about to do my e-quiz, i blurred out! I really dunnoe wat to do!! i really dunno how to do!! i really... really... arghh!! am i going to pass my exams this time?? or am i going to flunk it again!??

Yesterday i met up with my cousin. AND YES!! i miss him damn hard! cuz i can only tell him everything till now.. only he understand me.. even if he dun, he wont reject lisening to me.. He will just listen and give m million of suggestion! argh!!

and not forgetting my HI BYE friend, Joel Tan. he is also someone who i can tell evrything to w/o him telling me what is should do..

arghH!!! why is everyone asking me stupid question!!?? arghH!!!

arghH!!!! FUCKING STRESS WEEK!!!

93rd posting..





and the time now is 3:50 am in the morning.. you may think that i cannot sleep right!? LOL! no! i slept for the past 8 hours. I just woke up to had my dinner. :p i know it should be supper. BUT! i think i skipped my dinner~



Anyway, today is my regular scout meeting. Alot, alot of mixed feelings!~argh~!



early in the morning, as usual, was late. But time i think i really damn sorry for the people in school- cuz they waited for an hour plus for the key. IM SORRY ~.-



Upon reaching, a bad new reached me too. One of my scoutmates told me, he is not coming for recruitment next saturday. Reason?- same. exams. I was like, what the hell?-



nah! i dun wan to care too much already. If you guys wan to make it. then u make it. If not, i dun mind. I dun mind running the show alone with siew hui.- nah! i lied. i know without them, we cant do it. =(



Nah!- that for scouts i think. Recuritment is really nicely plan, i suspose. had a Chit Chat Session with jonnane.. Everything that she named out that time was done. So i suspose everythign , on paper, seem well. JUst hope, pratically, everything will be fine!. I think im going to redo our video.. It dun look appealing to me after much! LOLX!.

Ok. is all right, just going to do some touched up!~

poster was printed. It give me a wow! effect when i saw it! hahah!!! it is really nice, i should say!!! =)))

arghH!!

ok!~ anyway, this is for scouts lar.

no updates for my work side as it is like daily routine. I am just kinda bored already. And i know i miss mel and mars. Not forgetting halim and din =))) Muacks!!

ok. for school!. ocmmon test is coming real soon!! argh!! i keep sayiong this.. but im not studying!!! arghH!!!---


that all, im getting busy in msn =p..

take care all, MUACKS!

d3ch3ngx'

92th post.... argh.. wait... let me start w my exam first.. brb =)

All right! Done!

as usual lar! Computering programming now. im soo sooo. damm tired... im in formal dress...later will still be in formal wear as i still need to be in my working uniform. I'm soo tired!! i just hope that i can nap now!!.. afternoon naps.. i miss it =p

Anyway, some updates of my life lar~
as usual -.-

school was kinda okay. i skip school yesterday. cuz aep was cancelled. and it was raining so heavily yesterday.. i just miss it, the way i hug my pillow=p. oh man, i sound so childish!!.. lOLX. As for common test is drawing real near.. Not goign to lie. i am sure, i will study last mins. =p

all right as for work. This sunday will be mars last day.. damn sad to know and heard this news.. damn.. im missing her right now... they joy, sorrow and everything... Quoted from her msg " bro, i will be leaving this sunday, i will always remember the joy and sorrow we had had.." Mars. a GSO, i will never forget! she is my master who tot me alot alot.. from fedio to opera.. when everyone is so angry with me, she sidded me and help me to recover.. when i lost my payment voucher, she did her best to inform my head and got my pay back. when i gave a suite instead of a normal room, she do everything it takes to cover up the mistake... she done so much so much.... but no one will know it... mars, i really really want to thanks your for your guardian and help out while i am working.... mars..u r missED!! dun forget me!!! arghh!! =)))

okk.. for scouts,, recuritment is driving me crazy!! argh!! something just cocked up.. the door gift and the survey part.. from hao also, the programe team is suffering also.. argh!! just hoep to meet them up asap tml!! argh!!!

ok..that all.. im going to sleep alr =pp

d3ch3ngx'

hey yo! since i have nothing else better to do, i decide come and blog an entrie!.91st entry! argh!! 9 more entry!! stay tune at my blOG!

Ok.. from my last post, i say, i pas my eg 1005 module... tho it is only just pass, i dun really mind.. cuz i noe i didnt study!. it is already a very good news to kno that i passs.. so it is all right, yea!?

All right. venture recuritment is coming damn fast and everything seem to be like yesterday. I remembered those days when me and my cheng hao going for the recuritment which was meant for us. Now that i look back, hey.. it is already 2 years ago. Is it only when u get older, you will then think that the time is passing faster? I just miss those days when me, hao, dong and yang do first aid together. Falling asleep half way during mid night duty..... etc.. those days was, Fun,FUn, FUN!!!! hahah! not long we will be going to rovering which was so much described as "Boring" by our seniors. But! nothing is going stop us from going!! hahah!! cuz.. scoutng rawks..

As for scouts, i am busying with my changing of domain, exchanging of host.. so much so much lar!~~ but i done it. now the only thing i am waiting is for willbur to sent me the account number that the host is accounted to.Everything else will come later. I am thinking of putting up a survey once i got the site,as i can make use of the free scripts.. hopfully it will bring the site traffic up!- As for venture blog,with bingquan around, my job is much lighten.....

ok.. that for school and scoutss!! arhg!! look like i got less thin to tok about school! LOLX! -

ok! nothing else!- going off soon! babies who are reading my blog!! thanks for being there supporting me! i miss all those who miss me too!! wahhah!! =)) muackss to alL!!~~

d3ch3ngx'





gal, if u are reading my blog and if u do noe how to hightlight and read this part, i just want to tell u , im deeply sorry for everything i done. I Feel much much relieve now.. and stress are dropping.. i just want to stay this way for now.. give me more time... and urself more time!.... cheers, gal.. and u are missed!!!-d3ch3ngx' @nline.

HEy!! as ususal. in computer programming!!!!

hahah!! on thing i wan to annouced!!! I PASS MY COMPUTER PROGRAMMING!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! eg1005!! pass!! OKOK!

SOME UPDATES OF MINE LIFE!

school was usual boring.. im still the same skipping leson!! argh!!!! i must stop all this!!!! but good thing is that i really done all my project!! is time to start studiyng!! ahahha!!! id un wan to retain!!!

Scouts-! venture recuritment is coming!!! hahah!! what can i say,,,, im going to roiver.. feelings: happy +++++ saddDDD!! arghH!!


argh!! gtg le!!igoing to blog again later!!! heee!!!

d3ch3ngx'

WaHOOho!! i done my VLC!.=)- 89th entries!

ok.. VLC was rather fun then what we expect... less takan then what we expect.. or we should say, no takan at all!! yes!! how different can VLC and PLTC be..

lets compare.VLC VS PLTC!

PLTC, WE STAY IN TENTS. VLC WE STAY IN DOM.
PLTC, WE GET ALL DAY ROUND TAKAN. VLC. WE GET ALL DAY ROUND LECTTURE.
PLTC, WE GET LEADED. VLC WE GET TO LEAD.
PLTC, WE GET SCOLDINGS AFTER SCOLDING. VLC WE GET JOKES AFTER JOKES..

ok.. basically i should say, VLC (heee) seem to be a leasuire camp.

okok!. we form our own exco with other units, and i had with me, zhong en ( vice-chair), kin mun (treasurer), Yue Guang (secretary), Ben( welfare), ANN (QM -.-) and Sockwee ( 1st aidder )

Ok.. why i put -.- cuz i think it is lame.. Angelina aka ann ( shortcut lar.) was a favourite character of mine in my exco, why cuz we share something common - WE DUN LIKE TO EAT VEGETABLE AND TAO GEI!!! LOLX..

ok. i think we have alot alot of fun time together with my exco and i know they enjoy the stories i told them esp the story on fei zhuo.!! LOL!

ok.. i wan to say, I AM PROUD TO BE A PART OF THE FOXSCOUT GROUP.

ok. something which i wan to say but i really dun wish anyone to feel offended.. just a thought of mine.... sometime i really think back.. if TFSG were the one to hold this VLC, will it be so much fun and so relax or will it be a little harder? i really see the different in us holding a camp and the others holding the camp and i really know why, we need to uphold the standard in whatever camp we hold. Cuz, people do observe.

OK. enough of vlc.. i wanted to blog something i think is meaningful but i keep forgetting~!.

My CS teacher says, a story to share and think about.. " there was once this 6 boys who went out to have fun. all the 6 boys decided to play on the rail way track... 5 of the other boys decided to play on a track that is operated and in service but 1 decided to play on the other which ceased service for a long time. Just as they were playing, a train apporached at the track that is in operation. Question: if u have the superpower to change the train to the other track which is the one not in operation and with the little boy playing on it... which will u choose.. to change, or not to change.....

i know.. alot will say to change.. and some will say dun.... ( that is what happens in my class).... but that not the point.. the point is.." every decision u make, will change a fate! be it urs or others.

quite true and a nice story ar?

yar.... choice is urs, make it a good one! =)

ok.. going back to complet my task for the day - ae project and 1050's equiz! agrH!

d3ch3ngx'

oKie 88th posts.... 060707.

Ok.. i think this week is slighty busy for me and i think i really need to work super hard for alot of thing. MONEY AND STUDIESS!!!!

I really have no time to do anything now adays.!!

OK!. thing i have done for this week, so far.
_Scouts.
- updated ventures blogs
- FULLLY UPDATE TFSG OFFICAL WEBPAGE!!! it took me hell alot of time.
- sent out numerous of Emails to confirm and doubled confirm for vlc.
- Done contacting all people with regards to donation draw tickets..
- done washing the scout flag.

_NYP
- done 2 tries on my AEP. which suckss and screwed despite second tries.!
- bought the component for 2nd try
- bought the component for 3rd try
- Doing elearning

ok..that all.. but i know i already done alot alot!!! i think i need a scheldue and follow strictly to it!! ok.. i will give it a try for 1 week!!!!!

anyway... im sorry for guys who i rejected in meetin u guys during this week.. cuz i really got hell lots of thing to do- forgive me!!

i wan to tok abit on nyp. My class turn better i suspose... we begin to have more chats, more encouragement and more Jokes aroundd!~~.. i think our bond are buliding up.!!! I really wan to thanks this two gal from my class,namely, HUI PING AND CHRISTINE!!!!! hahah!! THANKS FOR YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT WITH REGARDS TO THE AEP.!! THANKS SO MUCH!!!

okiee.. that all folks! =))

Ok. Some Random Postin...

The weather is freaking HOT!!

HELP!!!

dch3ngx' (told u is random posting)

86th entries.. i promised myself to blog.. soo.. yahh~ here u go~~

last week i just finish my exams.. i think i am going to flunk real hard for the exams this time.. 3 reason.. 1 i simply bo chai the exams. 2, i dunnoe wat the hell is the subject about. 3rd.. i really have no time.. to many thing to do and settle..

nah! lets not look back, allright? I promised myself to attend lesson from now on!i must pass the last part, i dun wan to retain again =p

all right~ updates of the life of mine...

schools, exams over.sure to flunk hard.

Scouts, we are going for VLC this saturday.. i just hope that it will be a NO CAKE for us, god bless ok?... this saturday meeting was cancelled due to our dearest John's wedding... HAha! can see that he is really happy ++ tired!! JOhN!! time to have your little johN!!LOLx=pp

Work. Allright, i just being awarded the gold customers service delight. 50 bucks for me =)))work was all normal..except that i get sick n tired doing the same thing again and again =pp

hee.. that all =)) my life.. LOLx.. i dun really wan to share my personal life.. so yarhh... hee..

all right... till here.. MUACKS TO ALL =)))

85th entries..- i swear, i wont ask my brother to buy my dinner agaiN!!! arghH!! how forgetful cna he be!! argh!!! i really hate my dinner today! =(.. But is all right! i expected it! =pp

Anyway, after much lazinees, i decided to come blogging. Ok. being so long since i last blog.. what i wan to say is, i miss my holidays and i know it is ending.. cuz tml is the freaking exams.. can i just siam the exams.? Hopfully!!!

all right. let do some sum up for my holidays. Basically, it is a scouting week for me for the first week. On the last friday before the holiday, after my school, i went over to PLTC CAMP. i can say, i had lots and lots of fun!! the next week, i went over to malaysia to have my group camp. i can only say, IT WAS DAMN FUN!!! yesterday was our weekly meeting. This meeting is a rather special meeting then the usual one- we had a scouter to ventures's breakfast. YaH!. Scouter zhao Yi and Scouter jo bought us over to greenridge mall to had our breakfast. We had some small talks with the 2 scouters. They just seem to be our friends.After breakfast, we went back school and have some chit chat sessions...

SPECIAL? yea!

ok.. today, i rotted at home. No work for me. Cuz i was suppose to study for my exams.. BUt i know i didnt do much.. cuz i cannot concentrate! too many thing for me to think, too many thing left undone.!

I talk with Jennifur not long ago. I MUST Say, I miss her!! argh!! i miss 3e4 (year 01). Argh! but i never miss zhenghua! hha. like what sabrina says," i miss the people there but not zhenghua" ya! especially with all the strict rules to follow -.-

ok.. some personal part of life... i dunnoe if i can share it here. But what i really want to say is

" sometime, something-we cannot had it back."

Two meaning.- 1st, sometime, something we cannont had it back. 2nd, some TIME, some THING we cannot had it back. yar! it ture , isnt it? i MISS the old me. Quote from jennifur " the innocent looking teckseng!" yar.. i let her compared my two photo- a difference of 4 years. Imagine, 4 years. HOW MUCH I CHANGED!? in thinkings and in actions.... i can only say, ALOT.

Sometime i look into the mirror and ask myself why. But i cannot only see, time leaving trace on me.... scar and winkles..... ( but most of the time, i am just looking at my smiles =pp)

Time past so fast... i will learn to treasure it. =) cheers.

im not being emo here. BUT, i reallly have too.. cuz too much unhappiness are happening to me.

=(

D3chengx'

HEy yO!! i am finally back to bloggingg!!! wahaooO!!..~~

200607. 84th entries.. stay tune, readers at my blog for my 100th entries =))**hint hint**

all right, all right. whatever!~

Anyway, i just came back from group camp not long ago. 1 word to describ this camp- "WAHhhOOOO!!" Cuz i enjoyed it to the core..highlight for the camp was - Hike.

Hiking to many people are just a word but to me, now, it is no longer a word but a damn tiring action.

Our hik was to mount panti, a mountain ,400 meter above sea level. It took us nearly 6 hours to reach the summit and anotehr 7 hours to reach back our campsite. I can say, during the hike, the tirness i exprienced is something i nver had before. No words can really describe the tirness.

Upon reaching the summit, the sence there is somthing, not many people can see. U can see cloud flowing towards you, crowd covering the rest of the thing under your feet- it just seem that you are standing on a cloud.

tell me, how to decribe more... cuz i can't.

all right. I would really like to thanks all the rovers and MS LINDA YEO for our help during bathing time... heee... =))

i dun really want to go too much about the camp.. but that all i wan to say... i love you, FOXSCOUT!!

i dun wan to spolit my readers mood while reading.. BUt.... as usual.. some thoughts and feeling of mine..
- today my colleagues got into a big fight with each other. Mixed feeling went by me. When i return one of my colleagues his name tag i can see the eyes, a eyes full of sorrow and remoseful...
- today, i heard some bad remarks about myself in the lounge. To them, i am just nothing but trouble maker. What else can i add in?
-today, i finally relised i miss out alot alot that my friends are going through.

what else can i say? I feel so mixed up. I feel so wierd. Why did I hurt myself so much and tot someone will be there to heal the wound.?

much to think about......

d3ch3ngx'

Well well i made myself a freak nice enviroment blogging.

I can say, i think, i rested enough.

100607. PLTC just ended and, guess wat, i done a total of 30+ hours of first aid duties. But, i learnt alot too so no regrets about it. (nah! i dun regrets doing scouting at all =p)

PLTC camp,what can i say? Fun, tired and sometime emo-ing.

i think, i dun wan to bored my non-scouts readers so shouldnt go into the progress =)

Just here to blog some of my personal feelings.

If u ask me how i feel now and my answer for u is " well or good," well, i bluffed.

I feeling something that i shouldn't feel about- the urged to get the feeling i had. I dunnoe why but i know for sure, that something to do with a friend of mine.

so many " what if.." yet all the answer seem to be the same,"T.s, u r the caused" somehow, i regreted taking a step back that time. It seem, so much that that is a wrong step i should take. Thing progress so much. so that i wanted to stop and try new ones, it is too late. Everything seem so impossible now.

life seem so much changed and i seem to be stucked at sq 1. Is this supposed to be fated or is it just my plain doings?

anyway, was having a campfire during the camp. i decided to step back for a little while and watched my firends enjoying. Laughter and joy seem to go on , non-stop. Im not jealous but i feel kinda outcast sometime.

hais. if ever i have the chance to choose my path again, i will make sure, i wont turn back again cuz it hurts to see myself standing in sq 1 when other had already moved on.....

life.. is it a caused and effect or plain fated?

d3ch3ngx'

Argh!!! klet em give an blog entries first before i go for my PLTC training camp.

NoNONO!! I not joing as a canidates, im joining as a helper =)

P.L.T.C!! argh!! when is the last time i went for pltc?.. say.. 3 years?? wahah!! and now, i back to help up!!

anyway,did i mention that i lost my first aid kit earlier?? yaya. i lost it not long ago. I was so worried.. BUt whaha!! thanks to Mr. kenny, i found it.

guess while i found it?

The people in zhenghua secondary found it. but they never return to the scouts. Instead, they gave it to the guard post and make it theirs! argh!! what the hell. They can even try to erase the word "property of elite seal" but guess wat! the word just cannot be erase. EVEN WHEN I USE TINNER, nothing drop out! wierd huh!

LOL!. anyway, nto long ago, i went out with alan to buy a backpack and alan and william have promised to pay half of it and the other halfare coustey of mummy!!! =)) all i noe is that bag is free for me =))) hahaha.. it was meant to be my birthday present lar =))

yaya! school ending soon.. it took me so long jsut to finihs this blogging. noe why? cuz i was doing my quiz dua core again =\

anyway, what i am going to do next is.. wait for school end, and then go home charge my camera battery, charge my psp battery, charge my handphone batter. pack my bag.( the part i hate most), rest, wait for hao to call me!! wahaha! =)))


okok!! till i come back from PLTC!! 3 days camp @ zhenghua secondary!!~~

mISs Me~~=))


d3ch3ngx'

Yo.! people!.. =))

010607- heee. entries 81th~ soon, this blog is going to have his own 100th postings.~ wahoOOHO~..

Ok.. i am just too bored to do anything now.. Currently in My c-programming class. Yea! im listening,.. but while iom typing tis entry.. dua core leiii! wahhah~

Anyway, being working fot eh past 2 days... and gues what.. i become the incharge of theday.. cuz alot of seniors never come.. so..ya.. and guess wahat.. i work with this lamer, halim.. hahaha! damn funny lar.. The first day, we were all tired lar.. So nothing muh we do.. But the second day which is yesteraday, wwe start playing with pepper and salt.. start throwing drinks arounnd and aslo all the container lar.. All i can say is FUN!

later at night, when halim start to drink, he started telling me alot alot of thing lar.. about his life and all his past relationship. sad one indeed~

he told me this, " jaso, i really think that u are my great friend."

I say,"fuck u la.. u alawys insults me !! wahhaha! "

He say, " that why! only u have this style.- "halim i dun wan to tok to u le!!u insult me!" Nobody can do it le~" hha

Okok!halim, u are my great friend too =))

ok.. life @ poly= as usual lar. jsut that argh!! exam coming =(((

Scouting life, tml will beanother meeting.. and i will be the incharge. hais.. kinda of diappointed with e people that are not coming for the meeting tml.. especiallythis very good friend. But what can i say? tml,is our exco duty. Chairman is already not coming. And our exco are already so jia lat that we use people from other exco to be PTI already. Why can't you just make it for the half day?Are you going to study for the half day? i know, i know i cannot force you to be come and stop you friom study. But i really hope if you see this posting, you can come down tml and help me up with the meeting.

stress? should i say this? Not long, while i was havin my excomeeting, I got scolded or should i say leatured by one of my very good friends. But i know he didnt did it on purpose. But.. why? whay am i like distant the scout already? Am i left out with anything?

sad!~

d3ch3ngx'

28th may-80th entry.

Since i cannot get to sleep plus school starting soon, why not give a blog entry. I think alot of my reader are missing, arent you guys missing me?

Common test are coming real soon and me still dreaming. I promised myself, i will try to attend school everyday *wink* =) Hopefully. Yea?

Allright. anyway, last week i didnt attend venture meeting. Reason being, i holding a course that day. Was quite glad that i had a very good attandance but im still very disappointed for those who decided to give it a miss.

Well, well. That their choice. I have nothing much to say.

The day before, after work, i met up with traders mel. What can i say. We had so much of fun. Jokes and everything. " we are like 3 years friend when we only know each other for less than 1 month." mel says. i think. Yea! quite true =). Still was quite scare of her driving lar. But im just getting used to it =)

MEl~ all the best to your presentation today!Dun forget my treat ok!!? =))

all right. She went to oversea for 8 days. BOn voyage. just hope that she enjoy the days at china. =)) cheers!

d3ch3ngx'

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM LITING !! ANOTHER YEAR OLDER ALREADY!!! IT TIME TO PLAN FOR YOUR MARRIAGE!! WAHHAH!! OPS =PP=PP

25/05/2007- yet another blog entry.

Oh ya. I was looking at my tagboard not long ago and found this name "XH" are you xiang hao? haha! I'm proud to be in the big family as well =))

I have decided to delete the previous two entry or rather put it as draft. I'm just too pissed off during the last two entry. I think back, No point actually.

Anyawy, i blogging over at my computer lab in my school. Today will be kinda long day for me, i suspose. Oh no! I have not yet done up with my presentation tml. damn, i still have got alot alot to do.!! argh!! help!!..

Tml will be the yearly IT Course of TFSG. damn! i damn not looking forward. Especially with a large number of students. 40 ppls this time. OH gosh!!! i really need help from joseph man!

anyway, i just hope that everything turn out fine tml.Tml im going down to traders with william. Hahah. yes! he is joing traders club team soon for his work attachment!. gosh!!! anopther lamer!!! damn!! oh my!! he will den be the youngest of the TC team!! wghaha!! MEL!! dun wet ar!! LOLX!

i won't be seeing my ventures friend tml!! damn!! sad sad!! they must be missing me hard!! wghaha =))

Ok.. I think i found another best friend. And she is non other than" melissa chan!! " whaha!! cheers to our friendship =))

haha!! i miss yc. Damn him. He haven been contacting me for 1 week plus already.. must be damn busy with... wahahah!!!

Til her man!!
che33rss!!!


d3ch3ngx

What can i say much!? Everything u do is always correct. Even if you are in the wrong, u always say you are correct and that it is who dun do it or do it first. Why?

You think i wan this tiring life? You think i like it to struggle with so many thing. you think i wan to do all my hmk? you think i wan all this?

everything that i done, you never look upon it. All that u know is, i need to be told and i need to be said. Why didnt you ask yourself, did you ever make this effort to change your own thinking first? If your thinking isnt right, then what i do will seem so wrong.

D3ch3ngx['

Just here to say, baby, I love you.

Happy 17th birthday =))

Baby, Im sorry.

sorry guys,for those who cares. I know im being selfish. But i Really need some time to get back again.

D3ch3ngx;

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO D3CH3NGX!!!"

~~ Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to youuu, happy birhtday to d3ch3ngx'

happy birthday to you!!!!~~

KNOW WAT, d3CH3NGX' IS OFFICALLY 18!

Sorry guys!this wil be the longest blog entry~

First, never fail- Name of the first 10 babies who greeted me Happy birthday

*** SAME TIME- 00:00:00, 16th May**
1st- My baby, Goh Sock Wee. ( word of Mouth )

2nd- JAWS ALAN SIM ( Sweetest call of the year)

3rd- I met one and only time de BETTINA. ( Sweet Message Service=p)

4th- Venture Liting ( Sweet Message Service=p)

*00:00:01 onwards**

3rd- Eric Teo

4th- PEI XUAN

5th-SCHOOLMATE,CASSANDRA

6th-JAWS WILLIAM

7th-SHANNIE,TAN HUI SHAN

8th- venture JUNKAI

9th- GOH JING TING

10th- TRADERS MARSITA

Not Forgetting all my sweetness present

My baby for:-
the PSP,
the non lighted "secret recepts" cake ( which she later finished it herself, cuz she hungry),
esprit perfume.

Ho cheng Hao for:-
his "da guo ren duo de loilipop"

Xu Dong Mei and Xu Zhi Yang for:-
levis t-shirt which fixed me well =)

Traders Hotel People:-
candle lighted mocha

Not forgetting the backstage crew, my big big help- NYP JANA For:-
helping me to tag my admin card on the day when i declare holiday- 16th may 2007

OK. I spend a most lovely, crazy n touching birthday celebration over this year. First i was ask to go out with my baby who then give me all the susprrise. We spend a few hours near the river and then went back to her house. i must say, the few hours was damn freak sweet lar. it just make me love her damn much =)

i went home upon reaching her house. i was woke up by my phone which filled with 8 sms-es of birthday greeting.. THANK YOU, FRIEND.

my gal came to meet me up first before we went over to marina to meet up with the rest of the ventures for a steamboat. we had lots of lots of fun, i must say. Quoted from hao " TFSG IS NOT A ORGANISATION BUT A FAMILY "

but before the steamboat, MUMMY and my gal had a small cake cutting session! I LOVE YOU, MUM!! (she wont see this anyway~)

Was damn tired after teh steamboat. Dozed off at her house till about 3 plus and then back home.

the whole day ended with SABRINA'S last sms at abot 23:00hr, 16thmay. thankssszzs

woke up by freaking alarm telling me that school is starting!! bath, dress and TO NYP!!.

Upon reaching, i have all my class mate telling me happy birthday and short =))))

after school was work. Thing Dun realy turn out good at first which i kinda regret working. But the fun was behind. =))

mars and mel went out to buy me a moca with a candle lighted AND GUESS WHAT!!! i cried!!! cuz i was damn damn touched!!!damn!!

touching moment didnt end! Guess what, There is a Front office party 2200hrs. I dunnoe the real reason. But wat i know is, we had alot alot of fun. I was still watching TOM AND JERRY.

Soon, weelig pause the TNJ and say " there is a birthday boy here." and there they push in a very very grand cake for my birthday cake cutting.argH!! i was damn damn toucheedddd!!!! damn IT!! i never had this kinda of celeberation ever before!!!! argh!!!

took alot of pic with my traders ppl. and suddenly, mel, marsita and jackson grabbed me and pin me down. GUESSWAHT, i lost all my escape power..!!!! and there the cake gone onto my face!!! argh!!!

but i did my revange!!!!!qwwhahah!!!

that all for my freaking crazy and lovely, sweet and touching birthday celebration. i wan to say something to all my readers, friends and family memebers

"Dear all, i indeed had a lots of fun and touching moments for this birthday. Alot of thing are just so unpredicted! and i just cant help but drop tears cuz i damn touched by you guys actions!i really dunnoe what else can i say just to thanks all my friend for this. i really feel like giving everyone a big big kiss to show my thanks to my friends!!! dear firends. i really never regret knowing you guys. cheers to our friendships!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I REALLY DO!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! MUAAAACCCCKSSS TO ALL, NO MATTER IF U FAILED TO ATTEND MY BDAE CELEBRATION, FAILED TO GREET ME. LATE IN GREETING, LATE IN PRESENT, OR WHATSOEVER!! AS LONG AS YOU GUYS REMEMBERED ME, I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU!!!! AND MUACKSSSSS!!!!"

THE EVER BLESSED D3CH3NGX!!

d3ch3ngx'

ok. Blogger back to normal..

16th may. I promised to blog about my birthday. But im simply too tired.

so i shall blog tml.OK?

STay Tune!
d3ch3ngx'

Why, Why can i blog here and not at home?

Can someone xplian to me?

i haev got two entry pending in my comnputer.

when is the thing going to be ok??

d3ch3ngx'

Ok.. Im blogging in our so called, E-learning lab.... Im doing it now cuz i know i need to sleep early tonight!!!

110507-Miscounted entries =p

okok! i was ask to update my readers with all the happenings in my life..Nah!! actually nothing much happening in my life. Life is still the same. studying and working at the same time. Tiring, i must say. Yesterday was a off day for me. When i reach home and switch on the TV, i told myself" hey.. it had being long since i last switch on my TV" -.-". lame, i know.. but that is for real.

I've being very "guai" this few days.. studying at night kinda become part of my life agin and im studying actually not for my exams but for seek of studying... =x

anyway, saturday is drawing near. And this week, been the Exco-vice-chairman and my chairman's absent, i am suppose to lead this week meeting. I just hope that nothing cocked up.. yar.. did i mention that ventures went to ecp last week?? hahah! it was damn fun lar especially the LEEGUOWANG that part. We will soon be on tv. This Coming Thursdsy, 8pm. Channel 8.

ehh.. ok.. some other part of my life.. Recently a "LONG LOST FRIEND" of mine came chatting online with me. I was kinda supprise. (hahah!) she told me alot alot on people who hate their course and end up failing their course.. she told me about how luckily i am to be in poly... and alot alot on poly things. with this, i just want to tell all my readers that,

" Hey, i ahve already get over the fact that my appeal to transfer was unsuccessful and the fact that i am in ECC. In fact, I am starting to study for my course, my module. I told myself this' I must pass and get the cert. I cannot diappoint my parents again!' Dear readers, I really appricated your care and concern abgout this course thing. Especially those who come to me and talk to me. =)) THANK YOU! "

Anyway, the long lost friend was non other than, MISSY BETTINA=)) wahhah!!.. i woke up this morning, and i found out that i was actually missing my past. Time at genting, Time at Batam, Time at traderss!`

WahoOOOHHoo i am MISSING MY PAST HARD!!! =(((


god bless my friends, my family and all man-kinds~ wahaoOOO~


d3ch3ngx'

030507-
gosh!

I am feeling emo NOW!! Not something i really wan it. But i have no choice. My appeal to changed course was, i think, Unsuccessful. I just hate it when people dont reply my email and make us think that they never received it. What the FUCK DO YOU PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE DOING!! NYP SLIMPLY SUCKS.

WHATEVER LAH!

2ND MAY 2007- 71ST ENTRY

I think the following entry is just another entry with my thoughts and feelings in it.

Few days back, i went out with one of my best friend ex-gal friend and another best friend of mine.

This gal, say- name her A, was my best friend, say-name him B, ex-galfriend. Of course, not like many others, their relationship lasted for the past 3 years plus before they offically broke up. That day, A called me and ask me out to accompany her.So i agreed since really nothing much to do at home. Met her up and she told me lots and lots about her Ex's, B, Stories.

"B, betrayed me" she said.

Deep in her eys, i could see tears of sadness and disappointed. This feeling is just so familiar.i could actually feel what she is going through. But what can i really do? **note.I not helping either A or B**

We took a bus to somewhere more relaxing. During the trip, A kinda break down. She turn to me and ask me.

" Jason, Can u ask B to give me another chance"

Dear readers or whoever that cares, I seriously feel sorry for this friend of mine. It really make me see how much me and my gal went through t make us together even not as strong as before but feeling are still there. This friend of mine, A, aged 20+ and soon she will be leaving Singapore for good to England for her further studies. What i can really say is, I still miss her. i really hope that she can find someone better on her journey to England or during the stay there. I really hope that god will bless this friends, A and B, well and hope that they will find each others bright future.

To A, if your are reading this entry, i really wish you well. Love, betraying is something u cannot avoid. No one wants that to happen. No one want feelings to fade or felling for other to bond or grow. No one can be blamed for this. Like what Chenghao always told me, you will have to forget this guy first before u can really find someone better and even near to your perfect. Dear A, it is really nice to have a friend like u. We did not really know each other well. OR As well as me and B but the chemistry between us, never fade or decrease. I seriously wish you well for your journey and your stay there. Please do not forget us, back in singapore. All the best to you, my dearest friend!.

To all my readers. life is so beautiful for me today. Just when i was about to tell myself life for me sucks... i saw someone even Pity than me.Yes, i may have been through the smam thing but i can only feel the extream sadness when thing kinda replay and show me. Tears after tears. Dear readers, Should you be reading this post today, Please cherish your life and make it even better. Remember, no matter how bad is the suitation, tml will always be a better day.

'Yesterday is the history, Tommorow is a mystery. Today is a gift, that why we call it a present."

I wishes all my readers, A, B and all my loves one-My family, My love-sockwee, My lovey scoutsmate, My funniest traders club friends and NOT forgettting people who walked in and out my life, GOD BLESS ALL OF THEM AND MAY YOUR LIFE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS. REMEMBER!! TML WILL ALWAYS BE A BETTER DAY!!!

cheers to man-kind! =))))

guys!! IM HERE TO BLOG AN ENTRY AGAIN =))))

1st of May 2007. IT was suppose to be a very nice day.. but something unpleasent happen to me early in the morning.!! never mind.. let me blog bits about yesterday.

Yesterday was another fun day. The morning letture was kinda boring, so i wasnt at all intrest to blog it lar.. What i wan to blog about is me working with harlim, din and marsita! OMG! it was sOOOooo funnnyyy!!! laughter never stop and last throughout the night..

After work, we went out to newtown for dinner. Met up with Mel and she drove us there. OMG!!! the way she drive, it just make din's balls stucked in his mouth.! LOL!! Cuz mel always apply last minute break and the way mel drove was like we guys are like rushing for time!!!!... damn. I wonder she still remembered that she is driving a real vehicle but not any other game!!

GOSH!!! DURING SUPPER, WE TOK ALOT ALOT ALOT!! ALL THE CRAPS AS WELL. waslike laughing non stop, of course.. after supper, we went home. Din took over mel and drove the car instead.. It was smoother than mel's driving. Had a safe trip to the east side and TATA mel drives again. Know what she was freak out when she saw Traffice police. NAh!!!!!

of cz, i safetly arrive at my gal house, all thanks to mel.. But i was bit freak out too lar. CUZ SHE WAS DRIVING AT 140 Km/h. Damn her

MEL AR!! CHERISH YOUR LIFE MAN!!!

wahaha!!

ok.. today, im still deciding if i wanna go wk later. Cuz im kinda tired already!! LOL!!

that all, i think

tagies,, i will reply tml =)))

YO! guys. im here to blog again

today wasnt really my day, toug. i was late for my scouts meeting today despite having morning call from ming and dong.. NAh! im just too lazy to get up the bed when they morning call me =p

when i reach school, i saw them running out for their short ran already. So i dropped my bag and join them. After that was a WSB test. Wasnt really happy.. kinda moody then. I just think that, sometime we really dun treat thing serious. What the hell! we have got only 4 juniors left. Where is the rest!? If u dun wan to join, why in the first place get urself invested.? what the point with u people? You guys are just slimply wasting TFSG money to register your name to the system.

next was building of flag stuff... we were really slack.

Flag-break. Bingx never bring his uniform, so i do the break flag for him. I am damn sad and i really feel like crying and feel so ashame when our flag actually drop from the height of about 2 1/2 story high. No one to blame. But, ventures, we should really feel ashame about it.

This make me think. How much did we really put into scouting.? Even i am slacking down. I used to tell myself, i wan to have venture standard. BUt where izzit?!!!Im feel so useless in venture unit. My morale is really really dropping. The moment when the flag drop, all this flashed. Why are we so unstable now? Why??

Next was exco meeting. How many of us, really treat that meeting seriously.? we can just break into our small committee and talk among ourself.I mean, then what is the point of us having the meeting. Maybe, i moody myself then.

I really want to have a poper meeting with the senior and like jot down what we are going to do the coming few more months.Im damn sad! Cuz we are leaving venturing so soon!!! But when do we have time for all this ?! we are just either, too busy studying or some, working. !!!

after exco meeting, went KFC, was actually wanted to enjoy our lunch. But i got a called by Ben asking me to go down for the meeting. So i left. Took a cab and went for the meeting

It was then, my mood turn emo again! i really feel so helpless in the department it self. Why! why didnt i get into info comm in my poly. At least then i can learn more and do more.. I really want to, like what sir lai say, make the department more effective, with all the systems.. But how, when i dun even know what to do and what the hell is it about? I feel so useless, Seriously. It is the first time when i tell myself, TECKSENG U GOT TO LEARN MORE ON UR FREAKING COMPUTREING SKILLS!

damn sad can!!

hais.. I just hope, one day, i can make it.. To make eFOXSCOUTGROUP a perfectly effective department!

d3ch3ngx'

tagies repleiss.

To liting!! whaha lets miss it together!! whaha!! =))))))

to dongs.. okiee.. call me when u guys finish planaing
LOL!!!! =ppp

68th post. 27 april 2007-some radom posting =))


I WANT TO TELL ALL MY READER THAT I MISS SCOUTING!!! 2 MORE DAYS TO SCOUTING.. BUT I STILL CANNOT HIDE THE FACT THAT I AM MISSING IT ALREADY!!!

sian.. Like mel say lar. I just emo now =))

hahah who is mel? Mel is the HOrny gal i mention in my last entry lar.. haha! but im miss her and marsita and harlim already!! damn!! when are we goign to work together agaiN!!!

piang!!

decheng'x self declare holiday... 26th April 2007

the moment i see this, i sian half lar.! why? cuz firstly, it was raining heavily.. which make me so sleeply.. then on the way to YCK, something happened. which make me feel like U-turning home. quote from ZSS Song' our dreams become a reality' LOL! i make it happen by u-turn home =p

see. im so tired today.. BUT honestly.. i feel like working!! arghh!! CUZ I NEED MONEY MAN!!! what the... =p

okie.. 20 more days to my 18th birthday. Alot of ppl was asking if i have any celebration. Now, i am going to make a public annoucement!

i have no birthday celebration this time round. All i think of doing is... K-BOX!!! WHAAHHAH!!!SIAN!! =)))))

OK.. THAT ALL FOR MY POSTING =)))
MUACKS TO ALL =))))

whahha~! sorry guys! sorry for the late blog!!! wahah!!! 11 days after the last entry. 22/4/07-

i am soooOOO lazy plus busy to blog any entry!!! i working later at 3, so after this entry, i am going to bath, eat and then work!! wahha! and today, i working with halim, marsita and mel!! wahha!! the 3 crazy fellow!!! =))

ok.. ldt tok about work first.. i started working again at traders club last wednesday. Was kinda shag that day. So was starting to scold vauglaties..on wat ever thing that is not right! was damn fun can!! cuz marsita and halim also do the same thing!!! whaha!!! was suppose to go for dinner with them. But mum and dad was waiting for me.. soo! i follow them back =p=p the next day. i went to work again. THIS TIME, mel was also working closing. this mel is a damn horny person!! whaha!!! we always talk about those censor thing. she always tell me, 'im wet!' wahahh! like wat the FISH can!!! OMG!!! i really enjoy working with them!!! wahah!! they this few jokers!!! i wont forget them!!! whahah!!!

anyway, as for studies.. I am still in NYP in ECC. i get to know some friends there, but we are still not really close lar.. but is all right!! we can always bond !!! =)) was having my lunch break with alan, liting and weixiang!!! whahah!!!!! they are really nice lar!! alan treat me eat that time!!! whaha! =)))

as for scouts, i think i really am sorry for being so strict last saturday! lol! BULLSHIT!! but im really tired that day!! wahah!!! especially the PT parT!! =p=pok.. nothing much for scouts.. cuz im always enjoying it!! wahahah!! =)) scouting is for life =))

af for myself, i have nothing much to update.. whahah!!! just that im getting busier and busier!!! whahaha =p=p!! god bless me!!!!!!!

okieee!!! tags replieess
LITING!! yea yea!! it is easy right?? cuz u have got nigel!! whahaha =p=p congrates on joing the big family. THE FOXSCOUT GROUP! =)))

to ahbee!! wahha!! miss me right!!!???? whaahh!! anyway.. u and kenny and that ec!! stop toking cocks behind me!!! arghhhHHHH!!!!! what the!!! wahhah!! =pp... study hard for ur examsss!!! =)))

to weekeng!! u should ask me out!!! whahhah!!!! cuz u miss me!! whahahh!!!


to dongdong!!! whaha!! updated!!! =))))) dun always miss me so hard lar.lol!! i keep on sneezing!!!!w ahahhhha!!!!!!!

Ok.. Before my readers gonna miss me hard, another blog entry.

120407-last entry before booking into camp=)

Those who know me well, im going to book in into the survival camp, organized by the venture unit, one day before the others. The seniors, which inculde me, will book in a day before our camp to make sure that everything turns out fine and we have got all equipment bought there. I MUST SAY, we put in alot alot of effort onto this camp.

=)

camp site: p.Ubin, noorting beach
date: 1204-1504

Yes! my school start the next day =/ but who cares~ lalala =)))

ok.. been busying out this few days with all the money and budet wise. Finally i can be more relax and start packing our stuff =)))

yea! blog till here k? =))

Im bringing my baobei- digital camera along. SO!!!! i make sure, i've got alot alot of pic to upload when im back. SO!!! stay tune ok!!??? =)))) MUACKSZSSZSZSZS~!!!!


TAGIES REPLIEESSS
TO SHAN!!!! WHERE YOU GO!!!!! WHERE DIDNT PICK UP WHEN I CALL U!!!!??? no matter what happen, friend, i will be there for u!! just like how u were when i need it =)))) call me, asap =)))))

to DONG DONG!!! whahah!! u got balls, u change your home page lar!! i will make sure that u on your lappy one day and see THEE GUY FACE everywhere !!!!! whahahahah!!!!

to ahBEE or should i call you ah BY!!!!!! cuz you bee is the baby's b!!! cheim? loL!! i think so too =))) anyway, nice chatting with u on phone.. U LOSE TO ME ANYWAY =))) heehehe.... make sure u go and prepare my START SCHOOL PRESENT!!!! whahah!!!! =)))))


d3ch3ngx'

hallloaaa!!!! =))) 080407-POsting in yst's campfiree~wahaooo~


hey guys, I have the most fun night yesterday. It was as if it was our 40th campfire.!!But it was unicorn scout 44th anvers campfire =) yeaaa we used to be part of them, 2209. =))

14 ventures took part in this campfire and also scouts from The FoxScout Group Took part in this campfire and won ourself THE BEST SUPPORTIVE AWARDS!! AND, COME ON GUYS, LET BE PROUD OF IT =)))) NOT FROGETTING GUIDES FROM ZHENGHUA SECONDARY, THEY PLAY A PART TOO, IN LAUGHING~ WHAOoO

strong sense of brotherhood bonding were emited out from the campfire and we were all just proud to be part of the scouting family~wahooo =))

i took some pictures during the campfire.. But was up to my standard of phototaking..So pphotos will only sent upon request =)))

before the campfire was our weekly ventures meetings. Backwoods man for the weekly meeting. WahooO! i ate 2 chicken, but the feeling is only 1 chicken, WHY? becuase half of the chicken was NOT COOKED!!! whahaha!!!

but i got stomachache in the end~~ wahAha~~BUt nah! it all right lar =)))

ehh!!.. next week is our survivial camp already!! and yes this whole week, Im not working at all =))) wahha!

ok.. i see alot alot of tags =)) wahah!=) im going to reply one by one =))

To TAN CHEE XIN!!! wahha~ thnaks thanks =)) but make sure u dun keep scolding me rubbish =)) wahaha!! there is only 1 big rubbish toking to a a samll rubbish.. im the small one =))) whaha!!! and u are most welcome to have the light stick.. make usre u keep it till the next campfire. whaha!! im soo good can, went down to beach road just for ur lightsticks!!!wahahah!! treasure a friend like me =)) ask u to take photos with me, u dun wan!! dun wan, dun wan la!!! wahaha!!!=)) and u still owe me my 18th birhtday present!!!!! please save up now!!!!whaha!!

TO WU HUI MAN!!!! whahh!!! i noe u miss me horr =)) please aks me out for dinner ok!! dun alwasys forget me!!! if not, i make suree u become evenshorter!!! wahahhaha!!! =))))))

to Teng Teng lim li ting =))) thanks !!! i will go to u when i really need it =))))) and plus!! uyes the cf was damn damn damn hihg!!!!! wahhahaha!!! =))))))

ok!! till here, babaes!!!!! wahah!! muackss TO all my readers!!! whahah!!! expensive kisses ok..!!!

wahhaaw!!! =))) LOVE SCOUTING TO CORE!!!

060407- full moon =)

I seriously dunnoe if im just tired or purly mood swing. But i know i totally have no mood to do anything now.. not even scouts things.

Today, the parents of 1405 came up and thanks me =)) it was so sweet. I was tipped 20 bucks as well. I think that was the only 2 thing that make my day ba.

I have alot alot of thing to say. But who sshould i go to?

=((

d3ch3ngx'

05.04.07- A day to start -.-

hi all, im here to blog an entry before dressing myself up to work -.-

Currently, Honestly, i just feel like sleeping...Seee...wat should i blog about.....

OH ya.. yesterday, i went down to plaza first before i went to work. Reason being, i wan to buy a 'get well soon' card for a guest of mine. HA.. This guest was from #1405 and was injuried during a trip to sentotsa. NAH! i wasnt into any cust delight thing.

I met the guest during one for the cocktails sessions and one of their family was damn cute can!!! lol =pp Sweet i should say. So was like telling everyone in the lounge that, HEY 1405, my galfriend.!!! =P

heee... so bought the card for her la.. NAh it wasnt her who hurt herself. It was her sister =))

OK.. I am waiting hard for the arrival for the surivial camp!! argh!!! why do it need so long just for it to reach the datess!!!!!! CUZ I MISS VENTURESS!!!

wooo!! 2 more days!!!!! and it will be venturing day agaiN!!! =))

sad. My request to book a com lab, once again, rejected!!argH!! i dunnoe what HE is doing =(( I've sent another email ti HIM again requesting for 25th may!!!

=)) 16 of may will be my big day!!! how?? how? how to celebrate !!! whaha! any present from anyone?heee..

ok.. tagies repliessss

To ah bee~ hee.. my request for computer lab was rejected.. So im not going le.. Sad right!!! hias... Never mind, I meet u during the campfire this sat =)) haha! Dun worry, i didnt forget the blue light stick thingy =))) take care =))))


d3ch3ngx'

ok. 4.4.07. 61 entry

i just think that today and the time now is really nice to blog about my feelings

Welcome to all my reader.

had a 'usual-yet-long-time-never' meeting with my friends. or should i say friend, without the '-s'
we talk alot alot. Tok about the present,the past. I suddenly miss so much about my past. Miss scolding people in mcdonalds'. Miss playing those stupid games with my friends. Miss all those overnight ton.

Recently, i found that i've being slacking down on work. And that result to me having lesser and lesser in my cash. Ha. I miss those day when i was rich too =))).

But misses are misses, we still moved on, Dont we? how many people actually dun miss the past. That is the real reason why we have this saying," 往事自能回味"

ok. that is that. Im going off to sleep le....going to dream about the past already =))))


d3ch3ngx'

1st April 2007- HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!! [[60TH POST]]

HEY GUYS,

when is the last time i did bloging? lol!! it was ssOOOooo long ago lar. i
know u people miss me alot =)))

nah! I'm just too tired each time when i tried to blog.. Being

very busy! =)) wat to I HAVE SO MANY THING TO RUSH AND SO MANY PEOPLE TO ENTERTAIN =))

nah!! ok.. some updates of my life =)) im being posted to NYP, electronic and communication and computering engineering. It sound so professional.. but i know where i stand. It was just another poly course. starting my school in, say.. 15 days?.. meaning i got another 15 days to earn as much as much as i can!!!!! and BOO!! it is starting of the school!. I dun care, im not going into the school compound alone.. i going with joel and bettina.~ =))

Ok! that for studies.. as for work, after sooo many delays..they finally willing to sent me for training for the system!tml, morning.. meaning, i work 7 to 3 but im going for training. .'. im paied for going for this training =-))

ok.. tha for wk.. ehh... for scoutings, 2 more weeks and we are going to our own, investiture cum survival camp!!!! wahoohoo!! It is frog killing session! lol! i talk big only.. i dun dare to kill de. =))) dong!! LETS DO IT TOGETHER AGAIn!! =)))WAHOOO!!LOOK!! IM GETTING EXCITED AGAIn!! =)))

P.UBIN!! HERE WE COME!!!! =)))))

ok.. that for scouts! anyway.. as for scouts.. i think i miss this particular FUN campfire.. lol!! wasnt in scouting mood that day. soooo.. wahah~

ok!! that all updates.. i have =))))

wahha!! tages repliessss..
to venture litingxxx---woahooo~ sorry wor.. i cheated on u guyss the mee was hot lar. bleahs!! wahah~
to shannnn!~~ shan shan shan!! u of cuz busy lar..now ur time must divide into two le!! =)) wahhaha!! u noe what i meANN!!!
to dong. SEEN. LOLX!! STOP UR WEI QUAN!! AND GET DOWN TO UR L-O-G lol!!!!
to ah bee.. what did u call urself ah bee?? lol!!ok =)) i will link u asap!! anyway,, thanks.. u bring me back to my childhood time =)) it was damn fun last time =) i know u are regreting to born so late.. if not can have me in ur class.. wahahah!! =))))

ok!! that all =)) continue to visit me =)))whaahah!! =))))

25/3/07~ 59TH POSTING ON THIS ENTRY!


I''ve got another 30 mins to blog and then to bath, eat and WORK!!!! argh!! damn it.. it is always about working!~but it is all right.. cuz working with marsita today~. she's fun. wahaha~and yes, she promised to teach me with the system today~ so let's see how~

ok.. that about work.. yst was my scouting day... was damn tired... cuz i slept late that night.. me n jie went down to visit nicole-she was hospitalize for overdose on panadols.!! argh!! she still can call me 'jason. im hungry.. i need food. mbuy me mcspicy double!' lol!!!-.-!!!

ok. that about her.. then woke up, i was late for venture meeting~ standard! lol! but zy wassnt there, so no prob. lol!!

PTI-for the week was me, hahah..im getting fit (=P ) yst PT wasnt as tuff, i susposed(?) ok..try maintain the displine on the ventures yst quite alot, (as according to hao). YA~ i was just doign it cuz there was alot of NPCC looking at us, no other reason. NAH!~ i dun really care who was in the scout unit~ ( u noe wat i meaN~for those who noe~) =PP

ok.. After that was out-door cooking. As usual, i took alot of time trying to set the fire up ( i never regret coming into IT department.LOLX!) finished cooking, we went for our makan session -.-!! loL!! it was like!!! argh!! no fork, no spoon.. but it is all right, we still got our hands.lol! i told, ting, wee n hui this ' haha~! no fork never mind, we use hands!! this is scouting, this is the times we bond together, CORRECT??' lol!! which CCA or organisation does that? that why we are special!~

ok.. afterr eating using hands, when all the gal was gone, haha i ate with the fork!! loL!! cuz it was hot loh!!! loLX!!!

then went to the canteen to go through the surival kit with all the freshman. they got so high especially when it reach the condom part, which i did it on purpose to put it to the last =ppp

filled up the condom with 1.l of water. end up that nigel and dong burst it!! wahhaha!

ok. then was flag break and went to greenridge for lunch. it was brunch~

then went home, bath and rested for a while then to campfire. NAH! that was a (haha!~! ) (-.-) campfire. so shouldnt say much. was too tired to have our regular scouting's end of campfire activity-ask for gals number. loL!!!!

=PP


ok lar.. that all about yst.. 5 more mins and then to wk~!!!

tag replies..
to man!! i dun understand leiii!!! really.. lol!!! sorrtyyyyyy lol!!!
to lynn, replied via personal blog =))
to joell!! oh ya!! FINALLLY!! loL!! i replied via ur blog alr~

ok. till here!! byebye!!

wahahah!!!!

=))

yst was a damn boring day. day started at hao's house, went over to her house, see her sleep -.-

llol.... anyway... at night me and hao suspposing wanted to go down to orchard to purchase the computer bag from cramper. Meet up late, so we took a cab down to orchard.. only to found out that everything is too late- the shop was closed....

so we saw addidas shop and thought of dong mei who ask me on wheree to buy the waterbottle that we bought... so me n hao went in hoping to find one.... the saleman was stilll ' yes? can i help??' then we kept quiet and look for it. after one big round in the the addidas shop, we suddenly remembered, THAT WATERBOTTLE IS NIKE INSTEAD OF ADDIDAS!!!!

we weree like -.- lol!!!! hao say" heng! we never ask sale man if not he sure say' ah boi... u come chicken rice store ask for duck ricE!!' " lOL!!!! damn funny alr~

so met up with dong dong and then had our dinner.. damn full lar. with dong's unfinished food. ALWAYS!! loL!~~

met up with titus and went over to the play ground to tok cock session!~

chat chat chat, went to 163 for supfast (supper+ breakfast) lol!~ this brings me to linner (lunch +dinner)( sabrina's stupid ideas~) loL!~

oh~ anyway i had received my package. damn freaking much thing t do loh~ !!!!

argh!!! working later!! haha but i know, i totally no mood!! lo!!! but i need$$$$$$

feed me!!someone please!!!

lol!! we found some new scouting motive!! wahaaha!! matchmake tangtang n lim!!! loL!!! wahahaha!!!!


=))))

i will reply al the tag on my next entry!! love u babies~!~~~!!!!~~!!~~!!~~!!~~!!~~!!!~~

Argh!! i hate my life!!

lol.!! nah!! just hate it that, when i have no work, i wan to work. but when i work, i just hope that i can take a few days off. lol!!

recently, running down on cash so got to work hard again..

I'm so bored that i actually scan all my email and read all over it again.

happen to read emails that i sent to my ex-admier, (LOL!!!) it was, i think, 3 years ago? man!! i should say, i am damn cute man!!emails with alot alot of ............ and 'really really really'

ha ha but nevertheless, till now, i can still feel the love i had had for that gal. with this, i thought back alot of memories. some was as far as when i was still with my first love. the way we communicated, the way we see each other. The feeling then was like soOOOo different... ha ha!

i still remember how i ask my First love for steady. i still remember it was actually my ex-admirer the one who force me to stay at the LRT station and ask her... she was with her ex then.

come to think about that, all the event actually past through, say- 5 years!!over this 5 years, i just want to ask all my classmate looking at this blog entry, HOW ARE U GUYS!!?? i missing you people =)...

oh yar!! i went to jos house 1 day before jobweek! and OH MY!! i saw, irene.. the shy shy gal in my ex class 5 years back!!! haha!! And i should say, she changed alot alot!!! haha =))

over this 5 years, my life changed too. from the " STAND STRONG" JASON to a CREW LEADER JASON then out of the resturant. honestly, i still miss everyone in mcd or infact the way of working in mcd. the fun we have.. but now, everyone have their own thing to do. we are no longer as strong as before..sometime, people even get angry over little crap that we used to make. what the....

BUT STILL, the scouts!! we are still as strong as it is!! haha!!!=)) love it!!!
ok till here, im starting to get mood less for blogging
lol!!

tag replies!!

to wu hui man!!i never loh!!! hahaha!!! u are the one to think that i am!!! check it out man!!=)))


d3ch3ngx

IM SORRY!!!

anyway. im back here with offical blogging =)))

just finished my whole jobweek camp.

this camp, honestly, is the most tiring camp i ever have all this while.. seriously, i learnt alot alot during this camp and had finally appricate and forgive all the scouter and rover that keep us waiting when i was still a scouts.

I was part of the committee this jobweek camp. We call ourself, jobweek camp staff. i was posted to the IT side together with joseph. During the 4 days, i can say, i only slept for about less than 12 hours in total. Seriously deprived for sleeps during the whole camp.

I slept at about 4 plus, 5, everyday. Cuz i have to attend staff meeting and normally, it ends at about 2 plus and after that, we are required to do up the stuff that our camp chief want us to do. so when everything has ended, we will den process to our sweet sleeps.

the next day, i have to wake up at about 6 plus to start up the system to make sure it is stable and running. After which, i need to then gather back with the rest of the venture do go out and do our JB.

Doing JB was kinda slacked. I was too shaged to do then. especially when the whole blk only gave me 10 dollar plus. That good already. some blks can only give me 4 bucks.-.-

When all the ventures started to shagged down and had decided to make a trip home for a nice bath and rest, i must be back in school before 6 again to make sure i have successfullly set up the system awaiting for the whole group arrival.

BUSY? I am.

But during this camp, I saw the whole proceess of a camp and how it is suspose to operate. And nevertheless being throught everything. Both the backstage crew and the front line officers.

yar.. but i still love scouting as much as i love it!!..

ok.. this is to all my readers. TAG REPLIES!!!!
FIRST TO CHENG HUI SHAN!!! LOL!! SHAN, SORRY!!! I JUST BACK FROM MY JOBWEEK CAMPS.. AND I KNOW U MISS ME TO THE CORE..CONTACT ME WHEN U SEE THIS TAGS OK? I WANT YOU TO UPDATE ME WITH UR LIFE =))) OK??? YAR.. IM BIG BUSY BOI!!!=))))CHEERSS

TO DOREEN YEO!! OF CUZ I REMEMBER YOU!!!! HAHAH!!! I STILL SEE YOU SOMETIME IN PLAZA BUT U DIDNT... SAD MAN!!! HAHAH!!! TAKE CARE, MY DEAR FRIEND.

TO MAN! HAHA!!! HEHE !! AHHA!!!THANKS FOR YOUR TAGES!!!

TO LT. YES!!! WE DID IT!!! BUT THE CREDITS ALL SHOULD GOES TO YOU GUYS. NOT ME.. CUZ I EARN ONLY THAT FEW DOLLARS!! HAHA!! SOON!!! YOU ARE GOING TO BE PART OF US!! VENTURING RAWKS...!!!!

to every one!!! thanks for visiting here!! mUACKS!!!!


long entry??? hahaha....

d3ch3ngx

ok... bloggin in the classroom that i am suspose to sleep in...

haha jobweek camp is the most tiring camp i ever went to... but when i got the chance to actually sleep, i cant get to sleep.. what the -.-

i have nice scouter thoug, this is what i found out.. someone who keep asking me to rest rest rest... but sorry scouter, i still follow the big group. LEAVE NO MAN BEHIND.

nah! im bored in this stupid class room of mine.. what to do? we are still ventures!~... cannot do much..

will try to blog more when im free =)))

d3ch3ngx/

OH my God!!!

i miss my group day!!! what the hell!!!
i scan all the picutres i took during my group day and i just loving it!! =))

hais.. JOBWEEK IS COMING!~ i jus thope to stay in scouting as long~~ hee... miss scouting man!!!~~

the fun we have, the united spirit we have~~ chenghao was right. i just hope to learn more about thte system soon' we are not intrested in the sliver award but the spirit that we had shown that day!!! '

ok.. enough of my scouting.. i believe, it had being a long time since i really sit down and blog about my life.... so.. going to do it now =))

for work, i was transfered up to the trader's club floor and the job were still like what i always do- FNB i really hope to learn about the system soon enough.... that the only thing i am intrested in actually... heee...

anyway, sometime i really miss my baggage people especially arul and siva who will always quarrel and make me laugh like dunnoe wat~~ loL!! stealing food, buy coffee....scold guest... haha~

im starting to get used to people around my working place, thou sometime i willl still blurred-out.

haha

for studies, i dun realy want to care much now.. if everything fails, i will just guai guai de go to study at my bro school..

for relationship, i think i need to say this, i've patched up with her and i hope that we will respecet each other from now onwards..... =)))

as for my family, we are still as lovely =))

ok.. hope all this will update my lovely readers =))


MUACKS!!!
d3ch3ngx'

ok.. !!! finally!!

18 years...

hahhaha.. i bought my own laptop.. i not waiting for my results anymore.. cuz i know for sure what will happen to me =))

it is just too sad that i am in this state.. but is till hope for the best toug...


anyway.. i jst wan to greet eveyone a happy new year for the last time!!!

XING NIAN KUAI LE!!! =)))


and tata!!

jobweek coming... IT COURSE COMING!!! wat the helL!!

argh!!

OK. This is mine 50th post on this blog.

ok. Just here to talk about some of my personal stuff.

Recently, i found out that alot of people are starting to say ' here, dun tell this to him( one of his best friend).' which make me think. What make a friendship? what make holds a friendship? and what ends a friendship?

Trust. A word but and answer to all questions.But when a friendship really reached to a stage where is really close, people tend to lost the trust on his or her bestfriends and soon, led to end of friendships.

Is this really preventable?

but anyway, just some bypass thoughts of mine.

radom posting =))

good night,

Blogger is slow in posting. argh~

okie. Never mind.
Before i start another entry, i would like to wish every a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND ALL PROSPER =))

new entry. Life was extream busy for me during CNY. This year, i didnt went out with my friends, i sticked to my parents for the first two days.....

we went to sentosa. damn. It was like damn many people and people was just squessing around. As per usual, some people start fighting. NAh! that was a ugly side of singaporeans. we went to the underwater world and the fort siloso. everything changed so much. =)

okie, dophin were cute. No worries, will update some pictures soon, for viewing pleasure.=))

went back to work on the 3rd day of CNY. Not many people. was kinda bored that day.

anyway, my deepest condolence to one of my colleagues who lost both of his parents in just a week or less.. i really feel sorry for this colleague of mine .

before that, Happy FOUNDER's or Thinking day to all Scouts and Guides. enjoy scouting, love scouting =)). Scouting For Life!!! =)))

i hoppe i did update u guys with the max informations i can share in this post. Take care people !

tag replies.
To huiman!! ehee..haha!!! thanks... finally u sound right saying this sentence. =)) May u prosper too =)) heee.. stop missing me k? loL!

dear readers, sorry for not updating.

for today, just some radom posting.

bad day today.

i just hate my life today.

i hate everything that came to me today!!!!

okie.

sorry for not blogging for the past 1 week. Really busy with alot alot of thing. hee. =))

oke.. first! A SWEET LALA LOVE to all sweet lala couples out there. HAPPY VALENTINE DAY.Valentine day is also a day for u to show appreciation to all your friends. So, i would to thanks all my friends who really really keep me till today =)) MUACKS To all my friends. !! valentine's day kisses =0.

life was indeed busy with me having the need to wake up every morning. All i can tell myself is, GOGO!! earn more, enjoy more. But i know this stupid reason will one day wont make me wake up early =)) loL!..

Chinese new year coming. SHIT!! i left with no $$ to spend with my family.=)). my mum suggested to go to sentosa that day. oh yar. my family with 3 members =pp sis need to accompany her bf. Kor need to accompany his gal. ME? accompany my dear PARENTS. NAh!!! actually i love going out with them PROVIDED THEY DUN NAGGED AT ME FOR WAKINGUP OR MEETING THEM LATER =;PP

okie.. saving as much as possible =)) for them!! =)) hee.. chinese new year coming, ok? all my friends, readers and all my sweet heart PLEASE ENJOY YOURSELF especially still studying, working hard for money, and those having EXAMS after CNY (bettina,hor.. ;p) cny is only 3 days, u can then work hard again after the 3 days!!! so never give up these 3 days.. =))

hang bao!! please!! give as much as u can!! hahah!!! the young need money!!! hahaha!! =)))

oke.. i need to reply to tags le.. before SOME PEOPLE nagged at me =)

To YV. are u yvonne? lol!! i know u miss me alot.. cuz,.. ME 2!!! dun forget me wor =)) cheerssss...

To dongs, venturing rawks..!! u rock!! hahah!! come come!! be stupid let me laugh!!! lol!! take good care of urself n him =)).. cheers

To ting ting. lol! like this name?? lol! nigel sure like it to core =)) hahah!! .. yes yesh!! u are the one we will never forget!! the one who help us buy duck rice with 1 FULL EGG!!! hahah!! =))

To kaili..tag replied in personal blog!! bUT!! I AM NOT FAT!! U THIN!! hahah!! =))) i miss u wor. hahah!! =))

TO bun UPDATED!! haha!! miss me??

WE MAKE IT!!! WE MAKE IT!!! THE NSPC TEAM MAKE IT TO SLIVER!. i would like to thatnks all ventures the 8 and only ventures and the scouters, rovers for the support and spending time and cracking their brain with us.. to come our with design. And NOt forgettting ZHENGHUA SECONDARY SCHOOL, FOXSCOUT UNIT for helping us in logistic thingy, transport and manpower. NOT FORGET DURING OUR COMPETITION, our venture-to-be,lim Liting for her help in raning around helping us to buy this, buy that.WITHOUT ALL THIS, it would be impossible to make it to sliver!! thank you! thank you!! MUACKS!! TO ALL!!! =))=))

sorry =)) was too happy for this.. we really make it to sliver for this NsPC. during this competition, fuming was right, we got to know each other better all the bondings really grew stronger. =))

two days ago was the release of results. KINDa of disappointed with my own results. But only thing, shocked to see, i got b4 for my maths. lol =)

i would also like to thanks all whio are really worried about me doing silly thing, NAH!! i was busyin with the NSPC thingy!! no time for me to do silly thing =))

anyway, i have done with my choice choosing. so.. yar =))

ok.. till herhe.. nicole nag non sop already =)) reply tag tml =))

hey yo, dear readers.. sorry for not blogging for the past, say... 5 days....

got to tell you guys the same reason again-working!! =))

1 damn bad news.
MEDIA RELEASED. 2006 O level results release on friday, 9/2/07, 1430hr.

damn scare and worried of the arrival of this date and day. i just hope everything turns out fine!!! I have decided, I WONT CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT FRIDAY! cuz i want to enjoy to the fullest till 4 days later. yea? Readers take results too, enjoy the last few days!

OK. damn all this bad bews =) anyway, due to this reaults thingy, i was asked to transfer to trader's lounge or infact, i requested it..2 more weeks in baggage and i am moving up.. haha.. BYE baggage =) but i really learnt alot alot from baggage..

as for my scouting life, this saturday is the big day again. NSPC! the elite seal, venture.!! we can do it and make it to sliver!!=)) look foraward to that day..

eh.. what else.. nah! nothing else to blog already. D3ch3ngx having too boring life already.. lol..replied to tages ba...

tags reply

to xue'er.. ahah not that i want people to read. just that i dun wish that anyone will one day use my name to tag here and start toking rubbish =))

to joel hee.. relax lar.. haha i pei u stay in singapore!!! lolx =))

k. stopping here=)) take care, people and please!! enjoy yourself!!! =))

as usual, My AUTO ALRAM sounded~!

lalala. Finished a bblog entry and i am going over to work already.. siann~~

ok..i am here just to say, i had a little problem in my life.. i had a friend who are going throught the same thing as i am.. i suddenly feel that, when toking to her, i became chenghao and guys-who keep asking me to forgive and FORGET.~ i asked her to do that too. But i know she can't cuz i can't.

Yesterday while working, i overheard this two gal's, from the service center, converstation.. It ws some kinda story after one of the gals broke off with her guy...

quoted from this gal ' 3 months already and the smell of the him still remain in his clothes that he left behind'

it make me really flash back alot alot of our story... but of cuz, my day was kinda spoilt. maybe cuz i start thinking....

what do i really mean in your heart right now.? friend or nobody.? i just want to know how are you. why should all you people bluff me? Why am i always the one who found out thing myself? it sill hurt to see you cry or hurt cuz im still missing you....

nah! enought of this... YeePPeee!! one more day!!! and i am going back to scoutings!!! I MISS SCOUTINGS!!! tml we maybe reselecting the NSPC main team.. how izzit? lolx. just hope everything turns out fine~..


okie.. tag replied..
To linyin. hha it is allright de.=) as long as you intrest in scouting did not fade =)) yea??

toDongs! haha...heheh.... hahah...hehhee... wwe are going back to scouting!!! one more day!!!! jia you jia you!!!!!!

to bunn hahaha.. kinda lar.. but really glad to see him coming as well =))) lol!!!~~

to cheryl!!! whOO!! WhoO!!! y ou acutally visit my blog.. this shows how bored are you!! loL!!!! =))) tak care gal!!~ =)) and please tag as XUE'ER!!! lol!! =)))

ok.. that all =)) tata!!

Hello!!!~~

sorry for nothing blogging for awhile..

as usual, being busy with my work..How is everyone?hee..

ok.. anyway, i had being leading a really ' no life' life.. damn.. life was just like daily ruotine... no more have the needs to plan my program or whatsoever..

ok. happenings!
Sometime i really love working in my job..i get to know alot of people..people from germany, UK, japan and alot alot more.. and I JUST LOVE IT!! but sometime this juob just got bored.! i can stand and do nothing for 2 to 3 hours..! imagine!! what the!!~~ lol...

anyway, i really miss scouting.. and i hope that this saturday can approach soon!!! i really miss scouting maN!! what the ~~....

heee.. eh.. what i want to blog about... er... ARG!! oh ya!! i want to say.. i have alot alot of thing undone!! shit!! i just dunnoe waht to do now.. scouting IT side.. my mum thingy!! argh!! all coming to mee now!! i need time!!! time !!! time!!! lolSX!!

k lar. till here.. tag reply tml..! =)) stay tune!!~

I Just Love Scouting!

what can i say.. scouting just rawks my life today again! Today was the NSPC training and finally we see what the bridge really look like =)

Today meeting is a meeting that i really have alot alot of feelings. Angry for those who promised to be there but end up giving excuess like having exams, unable to make it. Sad for some of my personal stuffs which i dun really like to say much,again. Touched to see all some of our freshman decided in helping us out for this NSPC. Happy to be see the left overs venture united and not forgetting some childhood feelings when we were building the bridge even under the heavy rain.

yes yes, this year, we are going to have a gal venture into the main team of NSPC, venture xu dong mei. Like what i told chenghao. What we really need isn't Manpower but the intrest. We may be short of time but without this intrest to start and to carry on, what the use of having 10,20 people?

okie... today meeting end late. KFC for our dinner... home sweet home.... =) nap till now.....tml, work again!! argH!! lolx.. starting to get bored about the job. lOl. cuz i working almost everyday!!! argh!! help!!!..

i blogging today also to say 'im sorry!!!!' to some people.. especially to shan.. to those who,over the darkest moments of my life, i've being disturbing. i think after today meeting, wo kan kai le alot alot... im sorry to had disturbed some of the people in my life. My friends,especially. Trust me, i wont do that again. Just hope those who find me fan this few days can just give me a call or sms me again to tell me that you actually forgive my *fan-ness* =))And what i really know and really wants now is nothing but at least a sliver for NSPC. Scouting, once again, rawks my life again and it had again pull me out and up! And nothing should stop me from going to scouting or serving the unit and group again. Towards a scouting excellence. =)

i also would like to use this entry to thanks all freshman who came down to the meeting. I really appricate the time you had taken to come down. =)) cheers..

long entry, yea? lol!. ok.. tag replies...

To Ms yeo. Really susprised to see your tag over at my blog. LOL. Ms yeo, i really like to thanks you for everything. Since Sec 1. I remember every words and thing you done espcially on scoutings stuff. you are one of the teacher who, i think, i dun really treat you like one. I really treated you as my friend and senior in scoutings =). i really hope that this year can pass faster and i can go back to zss as ops rover to serve for my old-school and ex-unit. cheerrs, scouting for life =)

to Joel.. tag only? where is my kisses. LOLx. :P
to Man. you came,didnt you? lOL!!! hahah!!! really nice to see you. Welcome to The FoxScout GRoup!!
to shan. sure, no prob.. you help alot too ...didnt you?

okie.. till here=)) see you people next time.. please tag me if you see all this. hee.. muacks To all!!

nonononono!!!!!! i haven forget you. YEs. dong were right!! i was still lookin at you and thinking of everything we done!!! i miss you!!! you??? you dun.. i suspose... why? why? why? why cant we just be like the past.!? i really miss you alot alot!!today!!! arg!!!! help!!! i dying!!!

Ok. since today is my Off day and i don't need to go to scouts meeting, i think i should have a quick post to tell all my readers that i am living welL!!. lolx..

anyway. yesterday i have a small chat with one of my guest. He praised singapore alot alot.. telling me how much he likes singapore. I thing i am proud about is the security. From him, he told me that he was once involves in a bank robbery and even promised that there is are really some thrilling life experience.. loLx.

ok.. really nice chatting with him..i also meet some good guys. there this couple who i checked in for them.. they told me that they heaven change any currency.. will give it to me later if i am still working.. so i treated them as B.S. but i really cannot imagine, they really came down in the late night to pass me 10 bucks... they even dun wan to pass it to my friends there and insist to pass it to me personally.... lolx.. good wor...

okie..let see... i think im kinda tired in working le.. i kinda slacked down le.. but no worries. i will continue to earn as much as possible.. =)))

ok... another thing i think i need to share with some of my readers. I really dun feel secure here with my blog opening to the public...so in a day or two, the blog may required password.. =) yea?

till here =))
msg to hui man!! lol!! ok..u will be more happy when u come down this sat =)) loL!! see u there =))

ok. people, i am working afternoon shift tml. So decided to give myself a free time to blog here. =)

ok.. i think after this entry, i wioll update some of my the other thing. Maybe, something on 'about d3ch3ngx'

yar.. ok... i just back from gathering wiht my 2 buddy and also after this week's exco meeting.Planing for meeting for this week saturday.National pionnering competition. Im well mentally-prepared.All right. Just hope that our venture's bonding will remain like this and never change!

okiee..nothing much to update lar. Just want to say, i am getting bored about my job today. The check in rate was like.... so my tip also greatly affected!! lol!! but is all right. Cuz im paid...

eh... wat to say.. i think im spending too much this few days i think i really need to stop this habbit!!! argh!!!.. lolx..

ok.. im tired.. i want to reply to all my tage first .=))

To bun.. haha!!! haah!!! hahah!! what the f**k are u laughing about?? lol!!!

To reavian... lol!! good mah.. then dun need to laugh, auto laugh de...

to linyin... replied via personal blog. =)

to mj. Ming jun? lol!! hhhaha.. hihii!!.. byee byee!!!. -.-

to shan.. replied via phone call...ok? call me when u free =))

to liting. hee. i noted ur points of advise.. trying hard!!! lol! =)) venture this sat!! see u there =)) hee..

ok.. sorry for not blog-ing for a little while =)

hee. this two day was kinda tiring day+night for myself. i work split shifts and between i only had about 4 hours of sleep, maybe less than that.

im no longer intrested in talking about my job here But i just wan to say, im really happy to had met some guest in the hotel. some are really nice to chat with... it then become my daily routine to chat with at least 10 guest per day... haha..

i met one really crazy guest yesterday night which really brings my day to the highest point.first, i offered to help him but he rejected.. later he pass it to me and say 'since u like it so much.. ' then i was like -.- then he start toking crap in, i think, his 'hometown' language.. haha.. then know waht his friend says ' boi. please... help me,.. tell him something he dunnoe.. ' hhaha!! i was like, 'u ppl, lamer!' ok.. then he start telling me ' hey look, this country is so cold, -9 deg.c, if i go there, my balls will contract and my dick will become as small as my little finger. !!!' -.--.--.-!!!!

ok.. lame thing aside... some serious thing here. pinnoering compeition is around the conner, 10 of feb.. 3 weeks..that is to say that we have only left with 3 intensive training. Damn!! But i know the venture unit will work hard for it.. so.. yar...

i just miss scouting now.. and i really want to go for training.. yes, it may be tiring but..i just miss the moments.. This coming week is the meeting for all fresh man as well.. just hope that everything turns out fine and nice =))

hahah.. ok.. till here =)) i wanna end this post with something...

i suddenly feel so lonely again. lol!.. but i really dunnoe why.. maybe i have being working all this while... i went to shopping spree not long ago.. but.. i just bought 1 thing. a bag. yar.. but that already kills me.. cuz it cost a bomb... lol... i suddenly change alot of my thinking this few days.. nights become the inactive timing of my life while morning become the most busy timing of my life... i really found that, zeng decheng, you have no life!!!! loL!!! get a life
man~... sometime when i wake up, i just feel that i want to pon work but, hee.. of cuz i didnt. cuz i know if i dun go to work, i will become like who i am in the past.. which i dun reallly want to be.. i just want to be like now, spend $ anytime. No more waiting for pay day or whatsoever.. haha! =))..

life of mine got better with my hard work and my hard earned money.. but sometime, i just need... haha.. some love and concern that i think i lost it.. so.. this is life, isnt it? when u have something, u lost the other..so... yar.. But i really want my life to be like now.. no problem on my bills.. nothing =)

i really have something to add on.. i really dunnoe which side of the story is true now.. if story from this side is true or from the other side is..i tried to dig informations from my friend. But my friend choose not to tell me. I really cannot tell now. I really dunnoe which side of it is true. but..does that matter anything to me? why? why? everytime when i told myself, ' decheng, time to leave, you are now in a state of happiness. why disturb? ' but i always have to chance to get to know more. I really don't want and cannot bear to see you in this state. Please, dun let me be the last one to know which is the true side. it hurts.


ok.. i lost the heart in blogging now.. i 'saw' this two recording.. damnn funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjUX5hB74zs&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uG85Oaca_o&mode=related&search=
*the above two link are nothing to link to this blog. Please refer to rules and regulation. leave this blog and enter the link, at your own risk =)*

enjoy baby. im lazy to reply to tags.. tmr, i sure to reply.k?
hee.. cheers..
bye bye

ok ppl. im here to blog again..

i found out that i've being toking rubbish at night. especially time that i think that i am active in. I used to be active at night but after i start this job, i start feeling tired at 10++. I will then start to tok alot alot more at night so much that what i dun wan ppl to know, i told them. -.- lame, i know. so stop having ' heart to heart' tok at night with me this few days. I sure to tell you something u dun noe at all and something u really never expect -.-

as such, i like to apologise to those who heard wierd thing and receive wierd msg that i dun usually sent. =)) i dunnoe if i mean it or i dun.. but i think it is better for you guys not to know it =)

ok.. the tiem now is 8.08. i didnt went to work today as i was running down on fever... i feel so weak yesterday night so decided to give myself a break =)

anyway, i saw alot of tags, so im going to reply one by one.....

ok.. to shan, hee. u dun bluff le.. i noe what you are thinking =)) haha. but anyway, i dun miss anyone. THIS IS A PUBLIC BLOG! please stop toking rubbish here. LOL!...and thanks, i will do my very best to stand up again... dun worry,k?
To Felicia.. okie.. noted. =) dun worry.. i remember u... i will go to ur blog when i am free okie.... hee
To judy.. no loh.. u then got new computer forget me!! loL!! i miss you....r fried rice. LOL!!! when u want to treat me de!! anyway.. ur birthday coming rihgt? ahaha.. i will be there de.. no worries.. COUSIN!! haha
to pei xuan, =) =) =) =) =) enough?lol!!! =))
to liting. haha... noted =)) eh.. marriage? wait till i can find the correct gal ba.. someone who is ready to accept every part of me =)))
to DONgs.. haha.. jailed? lol!! see jeol laugh at u.. go beat him!! lol!!! nvm =)) as long as u try ur best.. =)) haha!!!~
To Joel, dear.. sorry lei.. yst i sleep too early le lar.. make sure u call me when u wake up =)) love trap.? haha u always fall for it de.. and same thing from shan,' THIS IS A PUBLIC BLOG, MIND WHAT U SAY!!' lol!!

ok.. been long since i last have so much tag =)) thansk to all..

tata..=)) muacks~!~

ok. here to type out my life again =))

im here to say and tell everyone around my life and those who fought hard for me and with me all this while that I, d3cheng, had decided to give up everything and try everything again.

i must admit that i am very tired to cry again and again. Sometime when i feel like crying, nothing flow out. Just when i told myself to give up, my friends mention those things again.


i must say, i havent forget everything. Those who are close with me should know that i work in a hotel line and everytime when i step into the hotel and when i look at how close so couples are, i thought of and remember every moment we had. every words we say and every promise we made. But i know, everything is over and i should be the one standing up myself not the others helping me.

i will try again and again to forget u but i must say, i have not regrets in whatever i said or done.

And together with this post, i would like to tell my readers. Dear readers, i will NOT step into this love trap again!! never +))

msg msg msg.. i will reply tmr post okiee? sorry =))

tata.. that all =))

okie... toady is my leave day...

done nothing except rotting. Oh yar, i went to bought something for my dear fish...and i know they appricate it alot alot =PP

ok.. reached home and i start to rot again. then went to meet up with hui man to collect the awards money..

tmr i workign again... sometime really feels so tired after working but i know it is all right after i see my pay placed on the table...

ok.. life was kinda boring being working and working and nothing else.. suspposing to went out today.. but.. ahha.. my friends was lazy and i admit that im lazy too..so cancelled!

ok.. i really have got nopthing else to blog le.. just here to blog for the seek of blogging..~

ok... to shan.. u dun bluff lar!! u like to chat with me de loh...i knew that!! lala!!

ok. being a while since i last blog-ed.

i did blog-ed sometime back but was rejected by the system.. dun really know why..

ok.. my life was kinda busy +tired+ boring. LOL!! i really mixed up with my feelings =)

being working and going for scouting this few days. plUs KBOX-ing with hao they all. dun say im rich, just that i've been working hard for the money.. so i just want to enjoy myself abit =)) i told myself 'seng, if u really want this kinda of life, then u should work hard for it,' so i decided that laptop is no longer my target.. haha!~

haha in hotel line, i learnt alot alot.... learn how to tok to my guest and learnt all the nearby place and howw to direct my guest.. learn to check in guest name and hold items.. i think if i were able to make it to poly, i wan to go to traders lounge to learn more thing there...

but sometime working is so boring!! loL!! =pp

ok.. NPC coming. and i still got alot of thing yet to complete. maybe on tuesday, my leave, i will settle all thing if i am not going out.. loL!!..

thing to do:Foxscout webpage,Foxscout event list, Foxscout IT course, Foxscout NPC training.. and alot alot more..

ok.. i think i will do all up =)) if time permits, i will update some joke to meaningful sesion.. so, staytune.. lol!!

msg to shan, lol miss chatting with me? i miss that too..lol~\

ok.tillher =)) muacks to all.. =))

just as i was about to forget about u, my friend told me that they saw u with him holding hands. I can imagine the secen.. the scene we used to have.. i miss holding u in my hugs, holdin ur hand... but what else can i do? i have alot of caring friends who torn away the photo of u n me.. i dun blame them.. i noe they are treating me good.. but hao, u do do that.. can u torn the image of her in my mind? can u erase those memories. hao and dong,... i knwo they are treating me good. when i was down, they suggest to kbox... and tell me all the happy memories of scoutings. just as i had decided to forget u, my friend told me that they saw u.. i was damn down that night.. damn... whre u go, i miss u soo...

hihi!! babies...

kinda tired which explain why i didnt blog for the past few days... sorry~

anyway, i was kinda happy to work at my area despite having scolded by my manger, front desk people and sometime my captain.. but i know they mean well cuz i was rather slow.. i learnt alot from them too.. =))

life was easy working there, in the morning i just stand there greet as many people as possible.. then went over to the tourism board to buy coffee and some food for my breakfast.. knwo wat, i ate my breakfast during working... lol!!! slack abit, went to storage room to read news paper..... then do some check in and out which make time pass even faster.. i just love, sometime, toking to guest cuz they too well manner le.. =)

ok.. that about my job.. being going for scouts.. today was gss unit recuritment but was kinda disappointed with people there lar.. =(

ok till here lar..tired..=))

bye by =)

wei! sorry.. being alot of day since i last blog-ed.

Anyway, being working hard this few days,. 16hours, 14 hours...etc.. just hope to achive my dreams soon enough.. But today, i decided not to extend.. cuz i slimply too tired le.Lolx.

okok.. anyway.. life was kinda busy this few days, work, scouts, work and i still got alot alot of project (scouts) to finish!!!

Scout IT course, Scout webpage and registation process.!! Arg!!! more rushing in!!!

Anyway, my damn sister are bacjk from hong kong ( did i say she went? lol) okok. She was back. Damn her, went to disney-land and never buy anything for me. I WANT MY MICKEY MOUSE!!!! arg!!!

anyway, some of the reason for me to love mickey mouse so much.. lol. that the true. 1- my mum threw one of the mickey mouse toy away when i was young.. i still remmeber i cried till i droped last time =pp. secondly, i used to have alot of friends telling me that i look like one =)) maybe is from young i hug till big, then it make me look like it=)) lastly, i wont forget that we used to be mickey and minnie love....

last night, i went to changi airport to pick up my sis and yong hao... kinda envy when i see the sweetness they have. it is just like how we used to be..i saw, my brother and his galfriend. i almost cried that night..but i was too tired already... so just slept yesterday...

Today, i went t0 work. Work was kinda of nothing to do.. so kinda slack throughout the working hours. So i thought alot alot... just dunnoe what to do.. so.. yar... everything was so slow.. the time especially..

anyway, i really dunnoe wat to do le lar.. or infact wat to blog le.. so reply to some msg =)

To man,what i lame shit!!! lol!!. u and hao loh!!. the one who frezze me n wk.. loL!!! dun bullshit with me!! lol!!... i rocks.u rock.! lol!! wei.. wk birhtday how???

to purple, hee. yar loh!!. i also like that think!! lol!! but is allright lar. cuz i want to buy what i want!! lol!!!.

to lting.. hee. i taged u le.. hee.. ookok!! i saw u!! lol!!

to nisa, lolu think too much le.. just like me!! lol!! fat gal?? who.?? lol!!

to shan lol!! we should find omne day, chat more!1! lol!!! i will.. dun worry!! loL! take care!!!

如果你是爱我的，为何你要爱别人？
我好想你，好想再包你多一次。
你是否知道，我还没变心？你呢？
以前我以为我可以在一开了后就不想了。 可是，。我真地做不到。
可是不要紧，我有一辈子来忘记。

Hello! People!!!It is another new day for me and all of you,babies. GOOD DAY =)

let me blog a fast entry before i go to work today.=)

last night I had a dream. This dream was damn real but the sad thing is that I cannot remember well the story of this dream -.- but anyway, I slightly remember that it is about my past life. The sadness, the happiness. It is so real that I woke up in the middle of the night un-knownly.

I dreamt of u again, I think. It make me flashed back a lot of my past. I wont forget how much I suffered during my Os level period. Even when I told my cousin about this, not long ago, he told me' Jason! I really take my hat off u during that period. If I were u, I sure to break down.' I was shocked. Why? cuz he is always like me. High in thinking fequency yet have the ability to act blur to prevent thing from happening. Yet he told me this. I was kinda proud of myself for being able to pass by the hard time.

I still remember the sence of me sitting infront of the computer, doing nothing. My mind was about bills and bills and debts and debts was so frighten cuz I noe, no one will come to my rescues. I won't forget also that I was so stress studying that I threw away everything. Off my computer, off my phone and closed the door. Just to study for my Os. Honestly speaking, I really hope that I can see ur SMS-es or ur offline msgs when I restart my communication devices I didn't, at all. From then, I know, we are starting to distant.

One of my friends now are going through what I being through. I am really sad for this guy and i promised myself to give him 100% support he needed. Just like how some of my friends did =)

i am luckily to have some of my friends' support all this while. Just here to tell everyone who stand by me, allthis while, THANK YOU, MY FRIEND!!! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!

kinda late for my work. i will reply to my tags after i return home from work.

cheers.

okok. People, finally, i am on leave today. Susposing wanted me to take over people today. But i too tired le. My body cannot take it le. i really need a long rest that why i decided not to.

been working hard this few days. 2 days, 48 hours, I spend 30 hours working. Nevertheless, my effort bring me even richer this few days. settling my bill one by one. Most importantly is my singtel bill!!

OK. never mind lar. I really like this job that i told my brother to tell the manager that i dun wan to be transfer up to lounge.LoLx.In this job, i learnt alot alot of thing. I thing i learnt from my guest is more about london. I learnt that they were really susprise that the rain in singapore is warm. LOl! when all of us are like wearing jackets during raining day (go see sabrina blog u will know what i mean =pp) They are telling us that that our raining days are warm..-.- they told me that in london, it is raining almost everyday and it is very cold. Ok. also from other guest from london, that they really like singapore. clean (nah! they haven go to our country-side) , people are nice.(nah! they havent came upon any nasty people). lOL! they told me that london are dirtier than Singapore.

alot of guest also told me (esepecially those first visits to singapore) singapore is really a nice country. MAKING ME SO PROUD TO TELL PEOPLE THAT I'M SINGAPOREAN! lol! naH!.. This job also tell me not look down on anyone. yar..

But anyway, yst i was serving a japanese gal. arG!!! she really make me high with those gentle and cute voice and sound OPS!!. lol! but nevertheless, i met a jap gal which really pull-down the image in my mind of japs gals. =pp!! opS!!!

ok enough bullshit lar. i dunno how many people are really concern about what i tok about. But i duncare lar.!loL! This is my blog wat!! lOL! =))

anyway, some msg to people who taged ;
toliting. LOl! cannot meh? yesh!! u must identify yourself so i noe who is good to me mah!! loL!! and do u know that 2006 is one year. One year dun do many thing. HOW CAN!!??? LOL!! i read ur blog le. u alos done alot loH!! loL!!! =pp

toShan. thanks my day always get beter.. so no worries. But of cuz a big THANK YOU to u for your care and concern over this few days, weeks. i really think that u done alot just by listening to me.

to joel tan!! lol!! stop misa misa leh!.. i really misss her!! =x dun care wanna go watch the movie agaiN!.. loL!!! when u free tell me, we go watch agin together!!! loL!! =pp

Ok. that all =)) muacks!! lolx!!

Slow Slow Slow! blogger is to slow for me to blog here. =)

OK.I would Like to annouced that: i am free from singtel bail!!!!whahohoho~~

ok. actaully nothing much to blog about BUt i went pass eliane blog and have ideas on blogging today.
year 2006 had already come to an end.Now, we are leading our life in this new year-2007

let me see, hmmm.. Month Jan of 2006 was the most busy month i had for the whole year . Recuritment for ventures, scouts. Investiture for ventures and scouts. yar.. the whole months was scouting after scoutings.. oh yar I started my year 2006 with her, watching firework. sweet swee~~....

Feb of 206,This was kinda a scouting month for me..i went to surivial camp. Finally after 5 years in scouting, i killed the frog. skin it and cook it. I will never forget everything.get to know more about fuming and nigel.. kinda a lamer. Feb is the valetines day. I Still remember, i went around bukit panjang area to look for a forist with jia jie. We went to minitonne for presents for her valentine present. i bought her a bug bunny which we later name is as' bunny' it was once of her biggest 'animal' in her room (zoo). FINALLY got all the present for her.! =)) i stil remember i done up a video for her and went to her hosue to cook for her.

March of 2006. Months of jobweek. was attached to cadet scouts. get to know alot of cadets scout. bad ones, good ones. LOL! i get closer to dongs and know more about her and what she perfers.. i still remember her passing me her jacket when i told her that i was damn cold.this just show the brotherhood in scoutings.
after this march holiday, we offically step down from scouting and venturing. yar.. march was our 1 year anver.we had a very boring celebration lar. But i know that we love it, as long as both of us are together.

april of 2006.we kinda in exam mood cuz SA1 coming. Everyone was like mugging and having lots of fun at the same time. Me? still the same. quarrelwith teachers, miss all my homeworks and hack care every single thing. yar. that all of april. Kinda a fast pasting month..

May of 2006.What can i say. lol! it was my birthday month. Didnt had any celebrations at all.Cuz of kinda lazt to organise. No one help me .. =((.. i still remember it is also a exams month but the exam stop at my birhtday. Finish, i mean. i still remember she bought me a $3.50 wallet and teast me. arg!!! bleaH!!. but her whole present was a really nice one =). sweet and nice. (heee. not going say. hee. imprinted in my heart forever) but also with a condition, i remember- i need to go school on my birthday!! arg!! :PP went to kbox with my mcd friends and sing like nobody business. =)) her birthday also held on may. i still remember i worked hard that month to earn as much as possible only hope to bring her the best.

June 2006 Os level mood was suspose to be there. But we failed to.LOLX we were still playing like nobody business. Went for group camp. It was really fun and i really love it to core. get closer to dongs and chenghao. especially the few night in camp as a 24/7 first aider.loLX!! okok. then june holiday past fast..

july 2006 again, we wemt into exam mood for our CAs. study. and not forgetting palying!!lolx! months past fast as well.

Aug 2006 Honestly, with the stress by our teachers, we started to study hard for our Os.Nevertheless lar, we play till we dropped. It was a month for national day.we went to swissotel to view the fireworks with her family. I still rmember that that is the sweetest moment we ever had =)) Aug month was also kinda fast lar.

sept 2006 + oct 2006 tHIs two month is the most diff month in all our life. WE study and study and study. NO!! we didnt play much.. ' jia you' 'weil weil! go study!!! gogog!' msg like this was always senting to each other.. for the susport. me n her? maybe of the stress, we kept on quarreling and quarreling over small little thigns. imprinted in my heart as well. =) me n my friends, quarreled. we broke friendships. we scold each otehrs.get to know more about weekeng and wei liang. nice guys. not forgettting WU HUI MAN!! that lamer as well!!

Nov 2006 ths month is our BIG MONTHS. MORE SMS GOING AROUND!! we keep telling each other to jia you!!. from ther i started to know more about sabrina and cherly. goodd=)))!!! lol! OS took away half of the month!! arg!! finally after Os. BUT WE DID NOT CELEBRATE LIKE WE PLANED!! ARG!! lol!!

yar. that my months..=)) i would like to end here without any reply to tags.cuz im too tired le!!! arg!!! loL!! muacks to all!! nite nite. i work 14 hours today!! lol!! going to work tml again!! loL!!

Damn internet connection is slowing down again. =(

actually wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired to do anything plus slow internet connection. reasons. lol!

okok. had being working for the past 2 days. It is kinda tiring but i working hard to clear my bill.=p. Anyway, i have nothing much to blog about. I missed christmas celebration, missed new year countdown. So it was kinda no life for me =(

i decided to miss new year countdown reason being i was kinda tired + i hate to squess with the people. Yes, last year i went i think you people know the reason for me to go. yea?

during the few hours working, some of the time i am selling my smiles. So was kinda bored. When i'm bored so many thing started to set me thinking.

hais ok. the raining season started to stop. Day starting with rain already no longer seen. yar. im starting to tok cock.so.. yar.. wanna catch some rest before tmr's work. yea?

today, i threw away the toothbrush u used to use in my home. i falshed back alot alot of thing. i really miss you. you won't understand. Yes, maybe i am craving for this kinda life all this while but life without u is so much that i cant say nor do anything. I dun ask for more. JJust hope you to be happy. But when u are leading your life happily, i am still holding on to u. I dun have any other choice but to hug on to those you gave me. Sleep with the same position we used to always sleep. Where you go, I miss you so.

ok. msg to some.=) to angel, :P:P!! you dun noe. come, kor kor teach u.!!
to MAn, okok.. we will gather more!!!!!
to keng. lol! i was too when i come back. whahah!! thx for your first tage!! loL! =)

ANYWAY, I KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE VIEWING MY BLOG HERE. I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT IF YOU REALLY WISH ME WELL AND HOPE ME WELL, IDENTIFY YOURSELF AFTER EACH VISIT =) THX.

HELLO EVERYONE!! FIRST, i would like to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR eve.LOL!!

okok.. yst, i went to kbox with man, hao and keng.It was really damn damn fun as it was the first time, after about 6 months? the last time i went is during my birthday. i still remember i went with my mcd friends.

ok. we sang alot alot of song -.-(who dun) lol.. but one highlight is that, we sang 'superwoman' for 4 times. WHY? cuz of man stupid idea- wanted to who can finish the whole song without any problem..

know wat? huiman, we gave her till #3 then she can sing without any problem-.- LAME! okok. that is that. During 'get high' chenghao also get high and break the cup there. IT COST HAO $12 for the cup. lOL!! then we tell hao, next time we bring our own cup and then leave their cup aside. lol!lame lar. that freaking hui man wore chenghao jacket. We told her that she can actually used that after she bath. CUS IT IS SO LONG FOR HER...!!!!

ham and hao got high durin the whole kbox. me and keng just normal...lol!!

after that, we decided to go to a nearby area to have some chatting there. Then we went home. ok.. we decided to walk home.. we sent hao home and then walk with wee keng. at plaza, wee ken went home. THE HUIMAN say 'teckseng, i dun care u better sent me till myblock. 'reason? her house there too dark. she scare!!! arg!!

okok. sent her home and stroll home. =))

that all =)) i am working tody 3. so after work i think i will be late to wish everyone happy new year already!!

so here wishes all, a happy new year!! =))

msg. to angel. heee. i teaching u how to spell =))

hey yo guyss.. =))

here to blog. really nothing to do so jsut come here for an entry.I promise all my readers, right after this, i will be uploading some pictures to the photo alumb since the internet connection are kinda back to normal.

all right. was suspose to blog yesterday about some of the events i had yesterday. BUt my computer was angry with me and show me her temper. ARG!! i'm going to replace her soon =))

okie. anyway, like i say in the last few post. Life start to turn to the better with all the sucker around me, gone. But yesterday night, i still see some unhappy or dark side of people's life. I saw a couple hugging each other, crying. I walked away. While moving off i flash back alot alot of things. How we used to hug each other, how we used to cry to each other... etc...

one of my friends was in need a few days back. He cried to me and told me how good his gal was.i tot to myself, if only she would be like her, we dun need to have came to this point. Till now, i still must admit, i miss her. I miss talking to her, miss hugging her.....etc... do she? Do she remembers me? Still hug all the thing i gave her? Am i still in her heart? Am i forgotten? i went to her past blog and read through alot of our past happiness. I switch on my computer when i was alone in the room, that day, i view again those pictures we took, those video we had. i am sad. I think my parent saw it but choose to leave me alone.

I read liting's blog sometime back. I seriously feel sad for her. "why didnt u treasure me when we are together" I tot back, did i treasure her? if i say i didnt, that a lie. If i say i did,tat is another lie.Few days back, i took a cab and past by her house. I saw the road we used to walk together, tears drop. Just a year n plus but memories for it, left imprinted on to my heart.FOREVER.

i told shan some of my problem and i told her all my requirtment for a gf. All i need is her to accept my friends, scouts, family and how i lead my life. I dun need comments nor command. i just need susport, trusting and sweetness. That will then make this gal, a perfect galfriend =) Shan only gave me an answerr ' ALMOST TO IMPOSSIBLE' Ok. fated to stay single for life.

U are not forgotten but so wat? I am, in your heart. where u go, i miss u so.

ok enough all this unhappiness. Anyway, had not being working for a while and i returing back to my post tmr!!! hee.. i really hope to work more, earn more. so i can change and replaced my lagging computer. ARG!!ok.. copy something from liting blog..My 2007 wish list.

• A new, custom-make labtop.
• A new life with lots of $$
• A new group of friends with not betaryer or hypocrite(angel. this is how u spell it)
• Able to pass my Os, at most with a 17 point
• World peace( no joke about it. life in the other country are suffering.)
• All my friends to stay trouble-free
• At least a Venutre scout standard
• Her, to be happy for her life.

Ok. that all. im i greedy? nope! i noe =)) i have more =) hee..
OK, readers, that all for today, no tags, no msg.

THIS MSG IS FOR THE FOLLOWING:

• Ee Jie Ying, Jennifur
• goh hui man
• chia weekeng
• ho chenghao

Our countdown celebration was changed to tml, 30/12/2006, instead. Sorry for the repeating changes. Below is the detail.
Time:6-10 (if the kbox timing never changes.) *
venue:cck,Lot 1
place of meeting:infront SMRT Control station
MEETing time: 5, for dinner or 530, no dinner.

please call me or msn for further detail.=)
thanks.

NAH!!. internet connection too slow for me to wait.
this is the first time i blog using NOTEPAD, then transfer to the blogger's system..
OK. i had a rather fun day yst and i get to know another friend. hee. gal.. =p=p
ok.. yst was my 'all-day fun' day.i woke up at about 2 plus in the afternoon by a called by venture chenghao.did all the daily ruotine and then moved off to to west mall for my baobei's show - Death Note 2.
death note 2,compare to death note 1, a little bit more touching and more shocking sence. sence that you will never expect. Honestly, i feel like crying as i feel so sad for light's dad. In this show, you can see how a normal yet powerful note book can bring about unhappiness and the evil side of a person. In order to win, Light even do some inhumanactions. there, there, i wont tell u wat!! go watch it yourself..
this show also shows ' with great power come with great responsiblity.'
Ok. that for the show.
After death note, we went downt to bbss for another show-GANGSHOW. Gangshow, for the scouts, it is kinda like a campfire, butwithout the campfire. It was done indoor. I CAN TELL YOU, the heat is unbearable. =)) But it is all right. cuz.. that for scoutings.=))
Ok. the gangshow was kinda fun with chenghao they all trying to entertain themself and with, but of cuz, scouter ben lame. -.-one highlight of the gangshow is the 'thousand-legged worms. ok. the whole group of our venture unit went up the stage to had the emcees.LOLi earn alot lar.cuz i was the leading person and right infront me is one of the gal emcee =x. ops.. lol!
after the gangshow, we did our usual post-campfire-activity, gal haunting. LOL! ((we are scouts =pp)). chenghao and me actually wanted to get the emcee(the one which i hold just now) number. (lol, i know, i broke my principles of life) but much delay lar. cuz we dun dare mah..lol!..then her friend shouted her number out which was clearly heard by fuming who keep on repeating and memoried the number.
we had our dinner at a coffee shop near west mall, tried out the number given by fuming. POSITITVE! lol!.. it is the gal emcee's number. LOL!..
okok. enough of bastard... eh.. today, wanna go bath le.. meeting shan 10. i wanna go back zss to collect my EAGLES award.hee.need money urgently!!lol!!

okok, the internet connection couldnt let me read my tag but i know the 2 tagged me.

to sab.yaya. you always bluff me de.. =(( lol!! but ok since you are here this time, i treat you eat sweet be =)) loL!!! take care man!! and your fire is big in you blog.
to gina. i never insult you lar.. when did i do that?? lol!!! =p=p


ookk that all folks. =)) muacks.

OKie.. i think i have not being blogging since 2 days ago.

hee..internet connection are damn slow now. so everything also cannot do much.

BUT anyway, 28/12, offical release of death note 2 ((this is the main reason why i never work :p)) i will be catching it in west mall, due to the next event after the movie- BBSS gangshow.

i have never being to gangshow for all my scouting years. This year will be nice one, i think.Okie. i hope that death note 2 dun disappoint me too =))

had being working hard this few days for myself. =)) actually eddy was asking me to extend till 11 o'clock but i jio joel le.. so.. i rejected. If i didnt, i may work for it. Tired. BUt, hee, for$$...

during work yst, i learnt alot of thing from the security guard there and yes, i am treated well there =) of cuz with all the tips as well..

anyway, life for me are gradually going uphill from where i fallen. alot of my friends are bucking me up, pulling me through the hard time. Alot of them are doing their very best. My life are much better now. =)

okie.. i was thinking of uploading some pics to my alumb.. but due to the internet connection, it cannot be done. so just stay tune of the updates..

ok. msg to gina.sorry gina =(( i used to be like u too, so stupid!! BUT I NEVER TRY IT!!!! loL!!! =)) SORRY LAR!!!**zipp**

YO!. i think it is only fair for all my reader, to re-blog my last entry.

Happening yst.
okie. yst was a fine day, weather fine also. Yst was my first day at Trader's Hotel at the baggage department. i woke up early in the morning or infact, i did not sleep lar=P. just cant get myself to sleep..yar... but i decided to get out from my bed kinda early cuz i hungry, wanna cook food for myself.. but anyway, after my self-cooked breakfast, i bath and went down awaiting for the bus. Was kinda scare when the bus apporach the destination. yar.. it is normal, i think..

thing wasnt as hard as i imagine, i learn the basic quite fast and kinda learn those "INTO-IT" stuff. my baggage master, eddy was a damn nice guy. He passed all the tips to me even if i am not the one who do the stuff. he brought me around the hotel and show me some of the lounge. I seen the lounge i actaully going. Kinda a high-class lounge.

ok.. skip the center part, kinda bored. but i know, i learn alot and earn alot. LOL! thx to eddy for his help and patience. =))

3, i clocked out and went home. bath and was about to go take a nap but was disturb by joseph. i was then remember that, HEY, ZENGDECHENG, you have a IT department meeting today.-.- so i changed and went down.

Ok, that's all for yst..

HAPPENING TODAY
i woke up, ea early as 0500hr.Today, my lovely mum cooked my breakfast for me. hee. i ate the breakfast and as usual lar..

i reach the hotel 20 mins earlier. but was still late for the breakfast there-.- But anyway, today job was kinda boring, cuz i kana bullied by the @#%!-er. suan le.

ok.. i think my day today, was kinda boring lar. cuz.. yar... and my day ended today, kinda early. Think not going out anymore,cuz tmr working morning.7. same!..

okie.. re-msg to those who tag.

To stars, i think till now i only call two ppl star. one is HANISA, one is TAN HUI SHAN. since u are not TAN HUI SHAN, i think u should be HANISA. LOL! HANISA=HONEYSTAR. STAR TAN HUI SHAN=STORE ACTIVITY REPRESETIVE, TAN HUI SHAN. lol. chim?

to SABRINA GOH!. lol! not crap wor.. the first i tot of is u!! and i seen your blog. HAO TING HUA HOR!!.. lol!! thanks for participating =)) is is my friend who asked me to do it.. hee. =))

to MISA MISA, identify yourself please, MISA is with me the whole night, last night. she was sleeping soundly and hugging my tight =ppp. LET ME GUESS, you are either fuming or nigel. LAMER!!!

to PURPLE. see, touch le. even the text i use purple. lOL!. dun think too much. i used purple is cuz my tag board text is purple. hee. eh.. u scolded me loh!! haa. anyway, thanks for the chat yst.. haha.. make me think backk so much so much.. all sweet memories =)) SMILE, IT WILL MAKE YOUR DAY!!! and mind your words =ppp

to HUI MAN, hao ting hua.. lol!! you better be think hard. if it turns soft, rub it.. it will become hard de.. lOL!!. NC16. sorry, readers.. loL!.. WU HUI MAN!! ALL WE WANT TO SEE IS YOU TRIED YOUR BEST, that all. REMEMBER THIS!!!=))

To HUI SHAN. it is all right lar.. dun worry =)). hee.. just dun forget me. i doubt so lar.. it is really pity to forget such a cute guy,isn't it? lol!! you ar.. better take care of yourself.. dun because of saving, this dun eat, that dun eat.. ook?? ((Sound like ur daddy. come.. call me dadddy!!))loL!! take care lar!!..

to JUDY.. THANKS FOR CREDIT my name on ur blog !$@#% lol..!! i also kana. so dun worry. it is your turn now.. and i saw it in your blog le. thanks for participating =))hee..

to ZZ n ALL READERs, some may find my blog kinda wierd, please kindly adjust the window or the screen. BLOG is still under beta test, more to upgrade, more to change. sorry for the inconvienent causes.lol! zz, thaanks for visiting anyway. =)) muacks..

ok, till here k.? long entry. thanks all for visiting. =))hehe..

i still can forget you. i read all the testimonial i used to gave u, all the emails we used to sent, tears still drop down,eyes still wet. where you go, i miss you so.... you left me now you are happily leaving. Do you konw it hurts me, everytime i went to ur space saw those prom night pics. i try, i try. but i still fail. till now, im still hugging on those thing u gave me. do you know that, I MISS YOu.but of cuz, you dun cuz you r living in happiness. =)) im happy for you. continue to be like this ba.. cheers.=)).. WHERE YOU GO, I ISS YOU SOO!

hey babiees.. im sorry, im just too tired yst.. so. yar.. forgive me...

anyway, Yst was my first day at traders' hotel working at the babbage department.For those who know me, i was kinda on training before i can go n work at their lounge. KInda a high class lounge, i saw it.. yar..

yst, i woke up eary or infact i never sleep. Tried to msg alot of ppl but came to no avail.. hee... then woke up, cook a breakfast for myself and then bath and then went down to the bus=stop. I was damn scare when i almost reaching there..

hee.. scare? i dunnoe why lar.. but just that i am damm scare.. loL!!.. nothing could describe the feelings... hee...
ok.. i worked till 3 plus and then i got my pay, then went off..

ok.. reach home, wanna sleep, joseph called 'seng, i reaching plaza in 5 mins.' i was like, yar.. so..., BUT I SUDDENLY REMEMBER, THERE WAS A IT DEPARTMENT MEETING!! crap!!

i changed and went down to plaza.

afer meeting, went home and resume my actions- SLEEP!!..woke up by a call from angel, so kinda chat with her till late 2am... ok..

OK!! so now i am awake.. the time now is....540hr. DAMN!! early then i wake up for school!!!-.- BUT IT IS ALLRIGHT, for money.. anything i possible..he.

OK!. i saw alot of tag!!! yar.. so happy to see all k.. replying time!!!

To:star, so far, i only called two (if i didnt remember wrongly) as star. ONE IS HONEYstar, which is hanisa. One is star, which is store activity represetive, TAN HUI SHAN!. yar.. i think u are HONEYSTAR!! hee.. she wont confuse de..

TO sab, the first one i thought is u.. so u better do it..

To MIsaMisa, you must be fuming..

to purple:you didi loh!!!..hehehe!!