OKie. mY 101TH PosTING!-280807-

i STILL THINK THAT THIS BLOG IS KINDA PLAIN. What's more can i add?- Ehhh.. i wiLL Do more about it. So Yah, Readers, Stay Tune =))

Anyway.. I just to blog about something based my own thougths and thinkings.-

I read some of my venture scout's blog and some of them actually mention alot of thing about our venture unit and all the things that happen in there. I admit, i am one of the the culprit who does it as well. But i just think that some of them mention a little too much in their presonal blog. i just wan to tell, those who are blogging alittle too much about what happens in our unit that, do not wash your dirty unties in the public. I think that is kinda important especially on those who are joining us soon. We should , no matter wat, give a better impression to the public and to ourself=)Nah!... that base on my own thoughts. If you think otherwise, then do what you think is right =))

Anyway, i've being slacking lar. Think i missed out alot,esp during work. I just hope when i get back to my post, i can still learn and have fun during working-....

OK. Till herre =)) thanks for staying tune =)

d3CH3NGX;

my 100th posting-Welcome to my new blog layout =)

ok. that for temporary. Will Update more when i have the time =)

all right.. since i have this little time to blog about myself. Why not?

all right! 99th post!- left unsaid. So many thing. But what can i do?
never mind. Lets talk about the happpening today.! i didnt sleep much today. I slept at 4 am. was suppose to study with MR. Joel Tan who promised me to study. BUT this crap,webcamming with me till later 4 am and crap with me. We even played the online puzzle. I was like, hey joel! we quite romantic! =))

ok.. i wemt to sleep at 430am. sined! i didnt study for the whole day. Received nudge from chenghao asking me to meet up with him. So. i met up with him and gang. Studied at MCD. I PROMISE YOU! I did study and quite alot! but i went borign when all my device battery low. Handphone, laptop!! argh!
tjh1so crap with him till late 530am, today!1 now he wan me to reach zss at 730am! argh! i havent bath =x

ok!
that all for the day! I just want to say. eh..i am both happy and kinda disappointed. Happy because, i feel appricated by this emo cheexin. cuz i make her smile and laugh! =) i feel so happy myself =)

Disappointed. Those who are really close to me surly know what happens and why i am disappointed. I just wan to say. The day when u dun start loving yourself, i cannot help u at all. U kept telling me that you wan to lead your life happily. But did u? from surface, i can see, you are happy in your school with all your school mate cheering you up and making you smile. That day when u came to my house, you are even msging your classmate! dont everything seem happy and wonderful for you!? why must you everytime tell me that you cannot make yourself happy. Like i say, make yourself busy! make yourself not think of anything. That what i do few months back too. But, why are you always wanted to do silly thing to yourself? Is that what you call you love yourself?... i really dunnoe what to say, But i wan to tell you right infront of all my readers, if you think you are really going into depression and require professional help, call this hotline, 1800 221 4444, 24/7- anytime for you! Please, love yourself first before you wan ppl to love you!

many thing still left in my heart unsaid!

99th entries. Before the arrival of 100th entries, you guys will see something different in this blog. So Readers, STAY TUNE!!!!!!!


d3ch3ngx

I'm telling myself to blog today!! cuz today is really a nice nice day. ( and a tired one, of cuz, all thanks to SCOUTY wei ying!)

arghh!!
ok!.. my day was a damn long one. It started from the other day. I didnt sleep much because i need to attend a event this morning and was searching for someone to accompany me till the next morning last night. The lucky wei ying came sms-ing me. So we started to chat on the phone la. ehh for the next 3 hours? i susspose.yar. noe why we chatted so long. Cuz she told me." u go sleep for the last 1/2 hours. u will be more active later. Cuz u are taking a nap" WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG! IT MAKES ME FREAKING TIRED AFTER THAT! ARHG!! STUPID HER, BLUFF ME -.-

ok. then i shoould skip the event lar. nothin much really happen except! i went missing during the walk back to the CC. Together with this two poor gal scouts, i bring them to "shopping!" lol.. i call chenghao and ask him to help us. HE WASNT A GREAT HELP AT ALL!!! argh!!

took a bus back to the CC instead.! LOLx-!

all right i went back home after the event.

went to work nothing special- lol!. boring work life! LOL!

what ends my day sweet is the rain! yah! im lovin it. =)) argh!! sweet day!!! hahahaha!!=)

good night everyone!! hahah!! MMMUUUAAACCCKKKSSS!!! LOVE ALL! =)))

OK. Finally i got the time to really rest down and blog about my life. Actually wanted to blog during my last CP class. But my teacher lazy. want to leave the class early.So never had the chance to blog.!

arhA! Finally!!! VRD07 is over. But like what Scouter XiangHao say, It is not just a 1 day event. It will only end when all the freshman are being invested! yappy! Im awaiting for the day!! =)What i wan is to make friend with them first. Make it easier to communicate! =)

OKie.. that all of scouts la. I promise my cousin, judy, that i will blog more about my personal life. i leading a very comfortable life now. But! my cash are running real low.. and i think im going into time when i really need to work alot alot agian =\ But is all right, i will work hard! my life are kinda routine nowadays. Study, work, Scouts and sleep!!! No more!! yapp... Honestly i really dunno wat to tell about my life now!!LOL!! JUdy!!! how??? LOL!!

okiiee.. think talk about work here. I currently working with a Freak bitch who just shoot my ass infront of my AFOM and im like fucked up la.!! come on.>! i think she forget this prase " treat ur man well, Cuz they are the one to do the job for u!! "Bitch her.! Fell Soosoo! angry!Saw surfan at smoking bay. I really he change quite alot too after mars left. he is like so much with us... damn! mars sms me yesterday night. and i damn miss her can!!! she told me " jc.i miss u! esp your tounge!!!' LOL!!! dun think too much!!! nothing happend!!!! wahahaha!! =p=p

something i found out about myself.I really become more siao nowaday. especially in MSN. I dunnoe why!! alot of ppl keep asking why am i so excited!!! lOL!!! ehhh!! i dunnoe lar!!! life should be happy, isnt it!!? LOL!! i will be happy no worries!1!!
=))))


i think this entry quite log leii !! heee stop here., ok!? heee muackss to all my reader!!! love u!!!=))))

dxz

arghh!! some radom posting.!


i was asking myself th whole morning today. - why is this month seem so down for me? why am i stucked in a position where i do noe wat to do.? why is everyone seem so stressful for me to take?

exams care coming.. yet i dun even know a single shit with thing i studied.. when i open my CMS and was about to do my e-quiz, i blurred out! I really dunnoe wat to do!! i really dunno how to do!! i really... really... arghh!! am i going to pass my exams this time?? or am i going to flunk it again!??

Yesterday i met up with my cousin. AND YES!! i miss him damn hard! cuz i can only tell him everything till now.. only he understand me.. even if he dun, he wont reject lisening to me.. He will just listen and give m million of suggestion! argh!!

and not forgetting my HI BYE friend, Joel Tan. he is also someone who i can tell evrything to w/o him telling me what is should do..

arghH!!! why is everyone asking me stupid question!!?? arghH!!!

arghH!!!! FUCKING STRESS WEEK!!!