Okie. Something new!!=D
Just here to said. yea.. venturing meeting is coming soon in around 24 hours time. and i am so looking for it lar!=DD wahah! this saturday. the senior will have a step down parade!! wwhahH! hope everything goes fine!=!!
hehehe!!

d3ch3ngz

162th entry.. Yea, im having ym dineer while typing this. haha!.

Dear readers, i think im suffering from insomnia. I couldn't get to sleep almost every night. Everynight, i will tell myself, teck seng, u need to work hard for your parents... teck seng... ur parents are waiting for you to work hard. Yea i know.. But.. what's more can i do. I just hope i can do just one thing in my life. Either work or school. But i know it is impossible. i need both the education and the money. ARGH!.-

ya, i was suffering from insomnia that i did something, silly, i think.. dun feel like mentioning it. But yea, i wont do it agian, i guess. Dun worry, i didnt hurt myself =D something that just make me sleep peacefully.=D

anyway... I really hope, someone will accompany me through this long and lonely journey...

ANYWAY!! TODAY!! 30TH IS NYP 美女's birthday!
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BDAE TO YOU. HAPPY BDAE TO YOUUUUU! HAPPY BDAE TO YOU!!!=D ya. it really nice to have this gal as my classmates. becuz she is someone who always encourage me to go on. I may not be very close to her.. but.. she's always the one that make me smile in nyp.=D i won't forget the encouragement she gave me during my AEP. yea, even though, huiping helped me in the end. she never gave up on me !!! thanks christine=D and also all the emails via our nyp mail =DDD happy birthday to you!! 19th year old kid =D i will soon be ur age =DD heheh!!

d3ch3ngz!

161th post. Ok. Im suppose to study my 1222 (creativity n innovation). But i think i got sick and tired with it so i decided to blog instead!.
Omg. im having flu=( and the feeling of it was rather not nice lar. i kept closing the lid of my lappy just to get tissue paper behind my lappy.
Ok. I think i so tired about the up coming exams and yea, cny. This year. because of my late uncle now my mum side cannot give angbao! how!? =( goona be damn poor this coming cny, i think... But anyway, i still looking forward to it because i hope the coming new year will be a better year for me =)) smile!!

Till here!
d3ch3ngz

160th Entries.
Music, when you are gone by Avril.L

HA.I thought it would be nice to share what am i listening to when i make this blog. This song caught my attention when one of my friend share the lyrics with me. Anyway, i read some of my past entries and are really gald that i posted an entry back then.
Because, i know, i am missing the old club lounge. The club lounge with marsita still around. The club that no one can replaced. I was talking to hafizah(one of my fulltimer @ tc) few days back and she talk something about anti social.I tot back, am i? - She was right, i don't have friends in poly (close friends, i mean) i don't have in club. Am i consider anti social or am i just too choosy on choice of friends.?-
I have a very close friend who i share many thing with him. Jokes, Laughter never stop when i met him. But somtime, i get rather pissed off with this friend of mine. Sometime, he/she always do things without the thought of how i feel. Sometime, i got rather piss off when he/she start rejecting my invitation, be it to town, to school...etc. Sometime when i tot back- why can i always wait for him/her, accompany him/her whenever he needs but whenever i request, thing is always differernt? - But of course, he/she never failed to make me laugh.

Scouts. Talking about that, i really miss my scouts buddy. fu ming, bingquan, nigel, chenghao..etc is it being sooo long since i last see them. Now that they are no longer in ventures and are busy with their own ops school. will we still meet up and stufff? when will be the next time i get jokes again?-

till here=D got to help joel with his C#~ oh yea!.anyway, i miss u- seriously. =D

LET blog something..

I seriously think a relationship couldnt go anywhere without trust a big heart to forgive and forgive. What is most important is, be confident of urself and ur partner. Believe that what he/she done for you and for others have different meaning. Even when both actions is the same, it just feel different. e.g care for a friend and care for a partner. it is still care. But it feel really different.
A relationship cannot go far with jealousy and anger with ur partner. So, readers, should you already got urself involve with a relationship or wanting to get one- think! - are u ready to be open that ur partner is a good guy/gal not only to you but to all ur friends and her friends! if no, consider again when u say u have confident in ur r'ship~.

d3ch3ngz

ok.158th Posting of @d3ch3ngx. One more week, this blog will be puting up it's new year decorations! So, Stay Tune!

Ok. Daily updates- I was late for school, yet again.This morning, i was really KNOCKED out on my bed. I wake up to pick up morning calls and replied sms and GO BACK TO SLEEP! OMG!-
But anyway, i reach school at about 2pm and i was asked to take LABTEST of eg1222. OMG! I couldnt get anything out except the G.u.l. WTH!
Now that i was release early. library was another place for me to rot~

Ok. Going to update foxscout.org. that all!=D

d3ch3ngz

OK.!! THIS ENTRY IS SPECIALLY FOR THIS MOST SILLY AND CUTEST FRIEND I EVER HAD!=DD!

THIS MORNING WHEN I FINISHED BLOGGING ABOUT THE PREVIOUS ENTRY, i believe she is the first to view that entry. She tageed me and i started toking on msn. At first, she wanted me to use webcam but i think nyp blocked the webcam funtions. not sure.. then she say ' never mind teck seng! accept this picture and see and SMILE!!! ok! readers, this is what she sent me :

Ok! i had her granted me the permission to post this online!=D

she said:
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
my cute image gone liao
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
*shake head*
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
haha
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
but still
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
can make seng happy
JENN. x♥x♥ TCH says:
jenn don't mind no image

message to eejieying!

JIE LI MAO! i really donnoe what to tell you but i am seriously glad and very touched for this photo from you! Jie li mao, i will never forget such a friend like you. Doing everything just to make the one beside you stay happy. You are really a nice friend! a best friend. I never regret knowing you thou u sometime like to day dream alot.! Trust me, those time when you tell me about ur fairly tale, i still remember till today! and those days when we talk everything under the sun,moon...etc.. i'll never forget!!!=DD jie limao! im really happy and happy and arghH!! happy to know you!!!!

we are forever the yong qi!!!!-=DD

ok. this is not getting anywhere... I know it seem pathetic for me to blog all this thing out but i really got no where and no one to go to alr..
155th entry- One of my many troubles..

Today, as usual, i was late for my school. Lesson starts 9 and i reach school at 935hr. I decided not to attend lesson since he's going to not mark my attendance if i go late. I sat at kuofu alone trying out my C# project but it didnt bring me anywhere. I saw my ' Classmates' and i decided to move to library. On the way to library, I asked myself ' why do i have a fucked up life in poly? and why when everyone is enjoying themselves in poly and im here-left all alone?' I tot back, if i were to do well for my Os and get into a course of my interest, will i still be left alone like this? I kept tell myself to stay strong and continue my life in the course of study, i keep asking myself to study but i know, i admit-i didn't. What is wrong with me?-

Can someone guide me through this darkness of my life?- I was talking to my JAWS people. I was really amazed that one of them actually tot of settling down already and for the others, they already got the life-to-be in mind. And me?- my future is still so dark and unclear.. I'm really worried about myself.. plain worried are never enough, i know i need to do something even more.. but what?-

alot of people ask me why am i so into scouting? what did scouting actually do to make me so into it. I have no answer until recently i tell myself 'because i feel the sense of belonging in The Fox Scout Group.' Did i have any for NYP? For Traders? NonONO! =(
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To the personal guardian angel of mine, you seem to be so far from me.. you seem to not guard me anymore like before. Everything seem so different now.. Where are you, guardian angel.? are you sill mine? are you still with me? can i still make a wish?...* this do not refer to anyone, it truly refers to the personal guardian angel of mine. I believe, there is one with everyone...*
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dechengx-

154th entry. This entry, let me first congratulate the promotion of the the 32,33 adn 34th scouters of The Fox Scout Group. Scouter parry, Scouter Wei quan and Scouter kok yeow. I would also like to take this chance to welcome our new appointed chair and vice chairperson to Elite Seal Venture. Would also like to congrates myself for being the Ops Rover-to-be for ventures.
Yea, my previous entries was about me being ops Rover-to-be in Zhenghua. But this morning, my scouters break the news to me and i agree to it. My stand is, my dream is to serve the group when i can, i don't mind which unit im posted to.. it would be a new challange afterall...
Allright, everything aside. I have a small talk with joanne on msn now. she said"
i see ur fire for scouting burning too profusely, n i really got to wake u up from this" I stop for awhile and read the sentence, at least, 3 times again.. yea! where was i in nyp? what do i really wan for my life? am i managing my own course well? what about my life?... 2 sentence and so many questions for myself.. i seriously need to think this again!.-

Ok. Talk to lynn on msn and found out that niting goona have her bday chalet soon..haha, which bring me to this, I AM GOING TO OPEN A CHALET/BBQ FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAY ON MAY, IS FREE FOR ALL BUT I AM LOOKING FOR SPONSERS. IF YOU CAN HELP UP ANYWAY, DO LET ME KNOW. CASH, FOOD, TIME...ETC! THANKS!

OK. Since i am here waiting for my brother to finish his bathe, i might as well give an entry. _Ok. E N T R I E S ! !

Today was the first meeting i had with the zhenghua boys, didn't really talk much with the boys but instead talk a little to the PLCs/ Sec 4. Next year PLC Listing is out and yea, waiting for the day to be here. I have nothing to tell the zhenghua, just wish to say, i hope we will enjoy the year 2008 and at the same time move a inch up the level.

Ok. Life is kinda tiring for me not metally but physically. I don't know why either but i hope, i can have more rest and sleep without the need of thinking anything.

Anyway, according to zhaoyi, 2thFEB08 is our las meeting for the Venture. I have mixed feelings.. I don't know if i love to step down or i am not at all looking forward it. The feeling is so different from the last time i step down as a scouts. I don't know why. All i know is, i will miss it for sure...

BOY AND GAL!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! - okok. i know this come very late but i have no choice because i have no time to blog. So readers, Please forgive me =D-

AllRight, Never fail- Wishes and Resolution of the year 2008.(actually i already record it down just that im typing it now.)



Ok. wishes first!
- I wish that my family and i will be healthy and happy.

- I wish that my friends will be healthy and happy.

- I wish that i will not lost my intrest in scouts.

- I wish to smile and laugh non stop!

- I wish that my financal status can be stable.

- I wish that i can celebrate my 19th birthday as crazy and as happy as always.

- I wish for world peace N no more ill-treating of animals.

- Last but not least, I wish for 1 sweet yet simple love. EDITED! No, sorry. I don't need one. =D



Resloution!-

- As my name is up for ZSS OPS, I want to bring ZSS to greater height

- I was to earn as much as possible

- I wan to laugh and smile as much as possible.

- I wan to provide my parents a better life!

- I wan everyone to be happy when with me!

- I wan to lead a better n organised Life

- I wan to have a driving licence.

That all, Not many isnt it?-

Ok. Like i mention in my resloution, my name is up for zss ops Not confirm yet, i guess, but i really hope i can be. 2nd of feb will be my last venture meeting and i know im sure to miss it. all the days we had together, all the time we spend together. Venturing is a part of my life since 2006. Venturing, a two year duration i'll never forget.! -

I had found myself a tutor job now still waiting for job. I hope i will get a job soon so i can earn more!.YAr, i honestly think that i need to work more more more and more =((( lIFE would be much better then!.

Ok. That All=)