142th entry
Imgaine this... you were walking home while is is raining cats and dogs. Feeling cold, You put on a jacket and move on... just right in front, you saw this little kitten in hiding behind a wall, hoping that the hard wall will give it some warm... it look at you and gave u weak "meow" What will u do?...
You see, i have so much to blog yet i have so much to hide. Dean was right. Im, afterall, a human. IF even a kitten needs love, why wouldn't I?....

it look like, i still do not put 100% trust in blogging my personal problem here.......

141th entry. I know im missing alot alot of entriess, im so sorryy! =))

Anyway, i have updated my sites with new music and also new style on LinkItUp. Ok and i just receive two warning letter from the freak nyp. I just hate going to school nowaday. I hope i can work more cuz i need $$ =((

Okie. Nowaday, im like so busy over lots of scout event. My school? I'm really so envy that my friends have so much project to do, yet i can only sit down and LISTEN TO CLASS!!! WTH!! I tok with my best friend for a while this morning. Know he isnt feeling any better as me. I'm like him, i feel like dropping out of poly. I just studying in here. =( but i know i have to, no matter what...

Scouts, dinner are rushing.. and we have got alot alot more to do.. i just hope the dinner turns out fine!! it better be.
erm. what else can i update u guys with?..
I suspose that all =)) cheerrsss =)) LOVES!.

I WISH THAT GOD PAINT YOUR DAY WITH COLOURS TODAY.

D3CH3NGX @NLINE

139th entry. Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEL CHAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =)) OMG, Mel Chan is official 2 years old from 19/11 Onwards =) Gave her a birthday celebration in service center that day, Just hope she loves it =))

And also...
祝你生日快乐，祝你生日快乐，祝你生日快乐儿。。。 祝你生日快乐!!. This song is specially delicated to Xu Dong Mei, Who is official 18th on the 20/11. wahah!. I wish her a happy happy birthday. Wish that she will find her very own happiness and also her love soon =)) Dong Mei, HAppy Birthday!! =))

Anyway...
Very long since i last blogged. And Right now, I just couldnt make myself to sleep. I dunnoe why. Im here to say,OMG, i've skipping class and lesson and all that i know i should stop :/ I keep telling myself to wake up early and go to school but (!!) i can't do it =((( School suckss~.

At Work...
my work place is getting more and more boring. All my ex-club had left me and im left alone with the new batch alone =( But my personal uniform have just arrived and i tell, Damn, it is really custom make everything seem so perfectly done ;/

At scouts..
Scouts was more relaxed as meeting was cancelled again and again due to unforseen eventsss. The last event i went was this campfire at a primary School. I just wan to say something about this leader whom i met at the campfire. Just because u r a VSL of the other venture unit doesn't give u the right to say something unpleasant about our group, our unit.

Tata! someone is chasing me to sleep =((

Ok. done with all updates.! stay happy and my blog =) and something to share =)) enjoy =)

138TH entry.-

Before i start, i wan to super apologize to YANI for the wrong TCA date =( Im so stupid to make a stupid mistake.

Anyway, i just wan to say, i miss going oversea very much! I miss taking long trip to oversea and enjoy ourself there!!! I miss checking into hotel. I miss sleeping in hotel roomss!! Yea, i'm not sick of hotel! Im just getting envy with my guest!!! =/

Ok. It is again another week of school tmr. A whole new week and IM going to install c# onto my computer before it is too late! argh!.. FRESHMAN FIRST MEETING reaching!! i think im goign to have headache soon!!! Group dinner im attached to gss. Yea, Im having another big challange!! And i need to update the site as well!! arghh!! AND NOT FORGGETNG MY NYP PROJECTTSS!!!!

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=)) before i start my entry this time, i wan to say, THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR UR CARE AND CONCERN!!! =))) im fine already...=)
Finally, After so many days, i ready to sit down at my computer desk and do a proper blogging-an proper updates of my life to all my readers.
what i can say is, my life been very busy with work and school but it adds on to my busy-ness with the sudden death of my late uncle. I would very much like to talk abit more about this uncle but i decided not, since there are something i shouldnt reveal to the public.. but i already told it to two of my very best friend, joel and alan.. oooo =))

Anyway, I went to school on moday and skipped the last lecture as i need to rush to my uncle wakes for some chanting and stuff. Tuesday was the last day of the wake, so i skipped the whole day and went for that... Wednesday, i went to school as usual.. But i know im freak tired!!.. i couldnt stop yawnking!!! After school, i call hotel and found out that my best bud, mel is working so i thought it will be nice to have her to work with me so i went down to work...

.. Life is so unpreditable... we dunnoe when the person beside us will leave us anytime. When the time is there, he or she will only be left with dust.. by that time, you will think back with alot of WHY & IF... One day, when i leave this world, who will be there for me doing all my wakes and stuff.And who will stand one side and look? Many says, treasure the one u have before u regret... but wouldnt it be more painful when the one who u treasured the most leave u... If it is... then what should we do to make the ending more beautiful.? LIFE- A unpreditable story. write every pages with a colourful pen...

D3ch3ngx'

136th entry. before i start this entry would like to request my readers to do a "moment of slience" for the death of my uncle.











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Thanks.. Life is indeed unpredictable. I dunnoe if my parents mind if i put this matter online but i think, it is a very good lesson for all of us. My uncle who i mention in my previous entry just passed away on saturday, early morning.



I was woken up by my mother telling me that her brother was in danger status. I woke up, bath and rushed down with her to the hosipital.



Upon reaching, the doc apporach us and told us, CPR failed- he is gone. At the momnet i asked myself, Why is this happen to me?

thing happened so fast and now is alr the second day of the wake. So many thing have happened. Looking at my grandma's crying hard. my mum tears, all my uantie's watery eyes and all the sad speach. I really learn that life is so unpredictable. Anything can happen anytime, anywhere....



my uncle had even make his own plan on what to do after his operation and where to go. he even told my mum not visit him as he will be out soon after the operation. But no one ever know, that is his last toks with my mum....



sigh.. im sad.. just hope he will rest in peace....



tages reply

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to KUKU, who u? call me call me...

to JAY, OK! NOTED! TYPO!!! =)
to CHEE XIN, reply via sms already. Sorry for not replying ur sms. When i receive ur sms, shortly, i get to know the big bad news.. soo.. im sorry =)

to SHAN, Who say. is u forget me!!! never call me somemore.!!

to HUI FANG, hey!! yea yea! u'll see me soon in venture freshman 1st meeting

to NYSS, eh.. no gf leii.. single =)) yeayea.. i miss u too -))

to Siew HUI, dun tell u!!!! LOL!! next time i show u!! bEST NYP BUD!~

to MEL, heee.. i knoww!! cuz im there =x=x



that all =) god bless. and treasur

something unpleasant happened in our family. Not really our family but one of my parent's sliblings. He was admited to hosipital not long ago for a operation. During the operation, his heart stop for 45 mins. Now, he is still in coma state...



We really need a mircale now. something to happen to spike him up.Nothing should happen to him... Now, we cannot do anything but sit back and watch him this way... nevertheless, praying for him is the best alternative....



This week, unlike last week, was a rather 'thinking' week for me. Seeing my uncle in this state i asked myself.. why is life so unpredictable?
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The above was a entry i make earlier. i stopped half way. cuz, i asked myself not to think any more. but......

I was asked to reply to tages by siewhui. So while i still got 30 more mins to my next class, Why not just give an entry to updates my life with my dear readers.=) Firstly, i wan to say that, My internet connection is back to usual and i am able to use my internet at home already! but i will still lodge a official report to Singtel with regards to this. Utherly disappointed with the service by them =

I went for my night hike on last saturday. It was a tiring night but i had lots of joy with my partner,harlod. I get to know more about him and also learnt alot from him too. Especially on CHIONG EXPRESSWAY!-- whoooo =D Sunday, I give my work a miss because i was too tired already.

Monday was rather early start day for me. As usual, i was late for my school. Nothing much, but i went home early. Cuz i was too tired alreadyy :/ Tuesady n Wedn, Nothing much. Except i really enjoy working with MEL. Yes! as usual. DIRTY DIRTY JOOKEESSS..

I really want to thanks mel for all the fun and joy she had given me during work. Honestly, workign can be boring without her.!!!!--

tag replyyy..arghh! i gtg!! i promise!! tonignt!!!!=xx