Hello!!!~~

sorry for nothing blogging for awhile..

as usual, being busy with my work..How is everyone?hee..

ok.. anyway, i had being leading a really ' no life' life.. damn.. life was just like daily ruotine... no more have the needs to plan my program or whatsoever..

ok. happenings!
Sometime i really love working in my job..i get to know alot of people..people from germany, UK, japan and alot alot more.. and I JUST LOVE IT!! but sometime this juob just got bored.! i can stand and do nothing for 2 to 3 hours..! imagine!! what the!!~~ lol...

anyway, i really miss scouting.. and i hope that this saturday can approach soon!!! i really miss scouting maN!! what the ~~....

heee.. eh.. what i want to blog about... er... ARG!! oh ya!! i want to say.. i have alot alot of thing undone!! shit!! i just dunnoe waht to do now.. scouting IT side.. my mum thingy!! argh!! all coming to mee now!! i need time!!! time !!! time!!! lolSX!!

k lar. till here.. tag reply tml..! =)) stay tune!!~

I Just Love Scouting!

what can i say.. scouting just rawks my life today again! Today was the NSPC training and finally we see what the bridge really look like =)

Today meeting is a meeting that i really have alot alot of feelings. Angry for those who promised to be there but end up giving excuess like having exams, unable to make it. Sad for some of my personal stuffs which i dun really like to say much,again. Touched to see all some of our freshman decided in helping us out for this NSPC. Happy to be see the left overs venture united and not forgetting some childhood feelings when we were building the bridge even under the heavy rain.

yes yes, this year, we are going to have a gal venture into the main team of NSPC, venture xu dong mei. Like what i told chenghao. What we really need isn't Manpower but the intrest. We may be short of time but without this intrest to start and to carry on, what the use of having 10,20 people?

okie... today meeting end late. KFC for our dinner... home sweet home.... =) nap till now.....tml, work again!! argH!! lolx.. starting to get bored about the job. lOl. cuz i working almost everyday!!! argh!! help!!!..

i blogging today also to say 'im sorry!!!!' to some people.. especially to shan.. to those who,over the darkest moments of my life, i've being disturbing. i think after today meeting, wo kan kai le alot alot... im sorry to had disturbed some of the people in my life. My friends,especially. Trust me, i wont do that again. Just hope those who find me fan this few days can just give me a call or sms me again to tell me that you actually forgive my *fan-ness* =))And what i really know and really wants now is nothing but at least a sliver for NSPC. Scouting, once again, rawks my life again and it had again pull me out and up! And nothing should stop me from going to scouting or serving the unit and group again. Towards a scouting excellence. =)

i also would like to use this entry to thanks all freshman who came down to the meeting. I really appricate the time you had taken to come down. =)) cheers..

long entry, yea? lol!. ok.. tag replies...

To Ms yeo. Really susprised to see your tag over at my blog. LOL. Ms yeo, i really like to thanks you for everything. Since Sec 1. I remember every words and thing you done espcially on scoutings stuff. you are one of the teacher who, i think, i dun really treat you like one. I really treated you as my friend and senior in scoutings =). i really hope that this year can pass faster and i can go back to zss as ops rover to serve for my old-school and ex-unit. cheerrs, scouting for life =)

to Joel.. tag only? where is my kisses. LOLx. :P
to Man. you came,didnt you? lOL!!! hahah!!! really nice to see you. Welcome to The FoxScout GRoup!!
to shan. sure, no prob.. you help alot too ...didnt you?

okie.. till here=)) see you people next time.. please tag me if you see all this. hee.. muacks To all!!

nonononono!!!!!! i haven forget you. YEs. dong were right!! i was still lookin at you and thinking of everything we done!!! i miss you!!! you??? you dun.. i suspose... why? why? why? why cant we just be like the past.!? i really miss you alot alot!!today!!! arg!!!! help!!! i dying!!!

Ok. since today is my Off day and i don't need to go to scouts meeting, i think i should have a quick post to tell all my readers that i am living welL!!. lolx..

anyway. yesterday i have a small chat with one of my guest. He praised singapore alot alot.. telling me how much he likes singapore. I thing i am proud about is the security. From him, he told me that he was once involves in a bank robbery and even promised that there is are really some thrilling life experience.. loLx.

ok.. really nice chatting with him..i also meet some good guys. there this couple who i checked in for them.. they told me that they heaven change any currency.. will give it to me later if i am still working.. so i treated them as B.S. but i really cannot imagine, they really came down in the late night to pass me 10 bucks... they even dun wan to pass it to my friends there and insist to pass it to me personally.... lolx.. good wor...

okie..let see... i think im kinda tired in working le.. i kinda slacked down le.. but no worries. i will continue to earn as much as possible.. =)))

ok... another thing i think i need to share with some of my readers. I really dun feel secure here with my blog opening to the public...so in a day or two, the blog may required password.. =) yea?

till here =))
msg to hui man!! lol!! ok..u will be more happy when u come down this sat =)) loL!! see u there =))

ok. people, i am working afternoon shift tml. So decided to give myself a free time to blog here. =)

ok.. i think after this entry, i wioll update some of my the other thing. Maybe, something on 'about d3ch3ngx'

yar.. ok... i just back from gathering wiht my 2 buddy and also after this week's exco meeting.Planing for meeting for this week saturday.National pionnering competition. Im well mentally-prepared.All right. Just hope that our venture's bonding will remain like this and never change!

okiee..nothing much to update lar. Just want to say, i am getting bored about my job today. The check in rate was like.... so my tip also greatly affected!! lol!! but is all right. Cuz im paid...

eh... wat to say.. i think im spending too much this few days i think i really need to stop this habbit!!! argh!!!.. lolx..

ok.. im tired.. i want to reply to all my tage first .=))

To bun.. haha!!! haah!!! hahah!! what the f**k are u laughing about?? lol!!!

To reavian... lol!! good mah.. then dun need to laugh, auto laugh de...

to linyin... replied via personal blog. =)

to mj. Ming jun? lol!! hhhaha.. hihii!!.. byee byee!!!. -.-

to shan.. replied via phone call...ok? call me when u free =))

to liting. hee. i noted ur points of advise.. trying hard!!! lol! =)) venture this sat!! see u there =)) hee..

ok.. sorry for not blog-ing for a little while =)

hee. this two day was kinda tiring day+night for myself. i work split shifts and between i only had about 4 hours of sleep, maybe less than that.

im no longer intrested in talking about my job here But i just wan to say, im really happy to had met some guest in the hotel. some are really nice to chat with... it then become my daily routine to chat with at least 10 guest per day... haha..

i met one really crazy guest yesterday night which really brings my day to the highest point.first, i offered to help him but he rejected.. later he pass it to me and say 'since u like it so much.. ' then i was like -.- then he start toking crap in, i think, his 'hometown' language.. haha.. then know waht his friend says ' boi. please... help me,.. tell him something he dunnoe.. ' hhaha!! i was like, 'u ppl, lamer!' ok.. then he start telling me ' hey look, this country is so cold, -9 deg.c, if i go there, my balls will contract and my dick will become as small as my little finger. !!!' -.--.--.-!!!!

ok.. lame thing aside... some serious thing here. pinnoering compeition is around the conner, 10 of feb.. 3 weeks..that is to say that we have only left with 3 intensive training. Damn!! But i know the venture unit will work hard for it.. so.. yar...

i just miss scouting now.. and i really want to go for training.. yes, it may be tiring but..i just miss the moments.. This coming week is the meeting for all fresh man as well.. just hope that everything turns out fine and nice =))

hahah.. ok.. till here =)) i wanna end this post with something...

i suddenly feel so lonely again. lol!.. but i really dunnoe why.. maybe i have being working all this while... i went to shopping spree not long ago.. but.. i just bought 1 thing. a bag. yar.. but that already kills me.. cuz it cost a bomb... lol... i suddenly change alot of my thinking this few days.. nights become the inactive timing of my life while morning become the most busy timing of my life... i really found that, zeng decheng, you have no life!!!! loL!!! get a life
man~... sometime when i wake up, i just feel that i want to pon work but, hee.. of cuz i didnt. cuz i know if i dun go to work, i will become like who i am in the past.. which i dun reallly want to be.. i just want to be like now, spend $ anytime. No more waiting for pay day or whatsoever.. haha! =))..

life of mine got better with my hard work and my hard earned money.. but sometime, i just need... haha.. some love and concern that i think i lost it.. so.. this is life, isnt it? when u have something, u lost the other..so... yar.. But i really want my life to be like now.. no problem on my bills.. nothing =)

i really have something to add on.. i really dunnoe which side of the story is true now.. if story from this side is true or from the other side is..i tried to dig informations from my friend. But my friend choose not to tell me. I really cannot tell now. I really dunnoe which side of it is true. but..does that matter anything to me? why? why? everytime when i told myself, ' decheng, time to leave, you are now in a state of happiness. why disturb? ' but i always have to chance to get to know more. I really don't want and cannot bear to see you in this state. Please, dun let me be the last one to know which is the true side. it hurts.


ok.. i lost the heart in blogging now.. i 'saw' this two recording.. damnn funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjUX5hB74zs&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uG85Oaca_o&mode=related&search=
*the above two link are nothing to link to this blog. Please refer to rules and regulation. leave this blog and enter the link, at your own risk =)*

enjoy baby. im lazy to reply to tags.. tmr, i sure to reply.k?
hee.. cheers..
bye bye

ok ppl. im here to blog again..

i found out that i've being toking rubbish at night. especially time that i think that i am active in. I used to be active at night but after i start this job, i start feeling tired at 10++. I will then start to tok alot alot more at night so much that what i dun wan ppl to know, i told them. -.- lame, i know. so stop having ' heart to heart' tok at night with me this few days. I sure to tell you something u dun noe at all and something u really never expect -.-

as such, i like to apologise to those who heard wierd thing and receive wierd msg that i dun usually sent. =)) i dunnoe if i mean it or i dun.. but i think it is better for you guys not to know it =)

ok.. the tiem now is 8.08. i didnt went to work today as i was running down on fever... i feel so weak yesterday night so decided to give myself a break =)

anyway, i saw alot of tags, so im going to reply one by one.....

ok.. to shan, hee. u dun bluff le.. i noe what you are thinking =)) haha. but anyway, i dun miss anyone. THIS IS A PUBLIC BLOG! please stop toking rubbish here. LOL!...and thanks, i will do my very best to stand up again... dun worry,k?
To Felicia.. okie.. noted. =) dun worry.. i remember u... i will go to ur blog when i am free okie.... hee
To judy.. no loh.. u then got new computer forget me!! loL!! i miss you....r fried rice. LOL!!! when u want to treat me de!! anyway.. ur birthday coming rihgt? ahaha.. i will be there de.. no worries.. COUSIN!! haha
to pei xuan, =) =) =) =) =) enough?lol!!! =))
to liting. haha... noted =)) eh.. marriage? wait till i can find the correct gal ba.. someone who is ready to accept every part of me =)))
to DONgs.. haha.. jailed? lol!! see jeol laugh at u.. go beat him!! lol!!! nvm =)) as long as u try ur best.. =)) haha!!!~
To Joel, dear.. sorry lei.. yst i sleep too early le lar.. make sure u call me when u wake up =)) love trap.? haha u always fall for it de.. and same thing from shan,' THIS IS A PUBLIC BLOG, MIND WHAT U SAY!!' lol!!

ok.. been long since i last have so much tag =)) thansk to all..

tata..=)) muacks~!~

ok. here to type out my life again =))

im here to say and tell everyone around my life and those who fought hard for me and with me all this while that I, d3cheng, had decided to give up everything and try everything again.

i must admit that i am very tired to cry again and again. Sometime when i feel like crying, nothing flow out. Just when i told myself to give up, my friends mention those things again.


i must say, i havent forget everything. Those who are close with me should know that i work in a hotel line and everytime when i step into the hotel and when i look at how close so couples are, i thought of and remember every moment we had. every words we say and every promise we made. But i know, everything is over and i should be the one standing up myself not the others helping me.

i will try again and again to forget u but i must say, i have not regrets in whatever i said or done.

And together with this post, i would like to tell my readers. Dear readers, i will NOT step into this love trap again!! never +))

msg msg msg.. i will reply tmr post okiee? sorry =))

tata.. that all =))

okie... toady is my leave day...

done nothing except rotting. Oh yar, i went to bought something for my dear fish...and i know they appricate it alot alot =PP

ok.. reached home and i start to rot again. then went to meet up with hui man to collect the awards money..

tmr i workign again... sometime really feels so tired after working but i know it is all right after i see my pay placed on the table...

ok.. life was kinda boring being working and working and nothing else.. suspposing to went out today.. but.. ahha.. my friends was lazy and i admit that im lazy too..so cancelled!

ok.. i really have got nopthing else to blog le.. just here to blog for the seek of blogging..~

ok... to shan.. u dun bluff lar!! u like to chat with me de loh...i knew that!! lala!!

ok. being a while since i last blog-ed.

i did blog-ed sometime back but was rejected by the system.. dun really know why..

ok.. my life was kinda busy +tired+ boring. LOL!! i really mixed up with my feelings =)

being working and going for scouting this few days. plUs KBOX-ing with hao they all. dun say im rich, just that i've been working hard for the money.. so i just want to enjoy myself abit =)) i told myself 'seng, if u really want this kinda of life, then u should work hard for it,' so i decided that laptop is no longer my target.. haha!~

haha in hotel line, i learnt alot alot.... learn how to tok to my guest and learnt all the nearby place and howw to direct my guest.. learn to check in guest name and hold items.. i think if i were able to make it to poly, i wan to go to traders lounge to learn more thing there...

but sometime working is so boring!! loL!! =pp

ok.. NPC coming. and i still got alot of thing yet to complete. maybe on tuesday, my leave, i will settle all thing if i am not going out.. loL!!..

thing to do:Foxscout webpage,Foxscout event list, Foxscout IT course, Foxscout NPC training.. and alot alot more..

ok.. i think i will do all up =)) if time permits, i will update some joke to meaningful sesion.. so, staytune.. lol!!

msg to shan, lol miss chatting with me? i miss that too..lol~\

ok.tillher =)) muacks to all.. =))

just as i was about to forget about u, my friend told me that they saw u with him holding hands. I can imagine the secen.. the scene we used to have.. i miss holding u in my hugs, holdin ur hand... but what else can i do? i have alot of caring friends who torn away the photo of u n me.. i dun blame them.. i noe they are treating me good.. but hao, u do do that.. can u torn the image of her in my mind? can u erase those memories. hao and dong,... i knwo they are treating me good. when i was down, they suggest to kbox... and tell me all the happy memories of scoutings. just as i had decided to forget u, my friend told me that they saw u.. i was damn down that night.. damn... whre u go, i miss u soo...

hihi!! babies...

kinda tired which explain why i didnt blog for the past few days... sorry~

anyway, i was kinda happy to work at my area despite having scolded by my manger, front desk people and sometime my captain.. but i know they mean well cuz i was rather slow.. i learnt alot from them too.. =))

life was easy working there, in the morning i just stand there greet as many people as possible.. then went over to the tourism board to buy coffee and some food for my breakfast.. knwo wat, i ate my breakfast during working... lol!!! slack abit, went to storage room to read news paper..... then do some check in and out which make time pass even faster.. i just love, sometime, toking to guest cuz they too well manner le.. =)

ok.. that about my job.. being going for scouts.. today was gss unit recuritment but was kinda disappointed with people there lar.. =(

ok till here lar..tired..=))

bye by =)

wei! sorry.. being alot of day since i last blog-ed.

Anyway, being working hard this few days,. 16hours, 14 hours...etc.. just hope to achive my dreams soon enough.. But today, i decided not to extend.. cuz i slimply too tired le.Lolx.

okok.. anyway.. life was kinda busy this few days, work, scouts, work and i still got alot alot of project (scouts) to finish!!!

Scout IT course, Scout webpage and registation process.!! Arg!!! more rushing in!!!

Anyway, my damn sister are bacjk from hong kong ( did i say she went? lol) okok. She was back. Damn her, went to disney-land and never buy anything for me. I WANT MY MICKEY MOUSE!!!! arg!!!

anyway, some of the reason for me to love mickey mouse so much.. lol. that the true. 1- my mum threw one of the mickey mouse toy away when i was young.. i still remmeber i cried till i droped last time =pp. secondly, i used to have alot of friends telling me that i look like one =)) maybe is from young i hug till big, then it make me look like it=)) lastly, i wont forget that we used to be mickey and minnie love....

last night, i went to changi airport to pick up my sis and yong hao... kinda envy when i see the sweetness they have. it is just like how we used to be..i saw, my brother and his galfriend. i almost cried that night..but i was too tired already... so just slept yesterday...

Today, i went t0 work. Work was kinda of nothing to do.. so kinda slack throughout the working hours. So i thought alot alot... just dunnoe what to do.. so.. yar... everything was so slow.. the time especially..

anyway, i really dunnoe wat to do le lar.. or infact wat to blog le.. so reply to some msg =)

To man,what i lame shit!!! lol!!. u and hao loh!!. the one who frezze me n wk.. loL!!! dun bullshit with me!! lol!!... i rocks.u rock.! lol!! wei.. wk birhtday how???

to purple, hee. yar loh!!. i also like that think!! lol!! but is allright lar. cuz i want to buy what i want!! lol!!!.

to lting.. hee. i taged u le.. hee.. ookok!! i saw u!! lol!!

to nisa, lolu think too much le.. just like me!! lol!! fat gal?? who.?? lol!!

to shan lol!! we should find omne day, chat more!1! lol!!! i will.. dun worry!! loL! take care!!!

如果你是爱我的，为何你要爱别人？
我好想你，好想再包你多一次。
你是否知道，我还没变心？你呢？
以前我以为我可以在一开了后就不想了。 可是，。我真地做不到。
可是不要紧，我有一辈子来忘记。

Hello! People!!!It is another new day for me and all of you,babies. GOOD DAY =)

let me blog a fast entry before i go to work today.=)

last night I had a dream. This dream was damn real but the sad thing is that I cannot remember well the story of this dream -.- but anyway, I slightly remember that it is about my past life. The sadness, the happiness. It is so real that I woke up in the middle of the night un-knownly.

I dreamt of u again, I think. It make me flashed back a lot of my past. I wont forget how much I suffered during my Os level period. Even when I told my cousin about this, not long ago, he told me' Jason! I really take my hat off u during that period. If I were u, I sure to break down.' I was shocked. Why? cuz he is always like me. High in thinking fequency yet have the ability to act blur to prevent thing from happening. Yet he told me this. I was kinda proud of myself for being able to pass by the hard time.

I still remember the sence of me sitting infront of the computer, doing nothing. My mind was about bills and bills and debts and debts was so frighten cuz I noe, no one will come to my rescues. I won't forget also that I was so stress studying that I threw away everything. Off my computer, off my phone and closed the door. Just to study for my Os. Honestly speaking, I really hope that I can see ur SMS-es or ur offline msgs when I restart my communication devices I didn't, at all. From then, I know, we are starting to distant.

One of my friends now are going through what I being through. I am really sad for this guy and i promised myself to give him 100% support he needed. Just like how some of my friends did =)

i am luckily to have some of my friends' support all this while. Just here to tell everyone who stand by me, allthis while, THANK YOU, MY FRIEND!!! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!

kinda late for my work. i will reply to my tags after i return home from work.

cheers.

okok. People, finally, i am on leave today. Susposing wanted me to take over people today. But i too tired le. My body cannot take it le. i really need a long rest that why i decided not to.

been working hard this few days. 2 days, 48 hours, I spend 30 hours working. Nevertheless, my effort bring me even richer this few days. settling my bill one by one. Most importantly is my singtel bill!!

OK. never mind lar. I really like this job that i told my brother to tell the manager that i dun wan to be transfer up to lounge.LoLx.In this job, i learnt alot alot of thing. I thing i learnt from my guest is more about london. I learnt that they were really susprise that the rain in singapore is warm. LOl! when all of us are like wearing jackets during raining day (go see sabrina blog u will know what i mean =pp) They are telling us that that our raining days are warm..-.- they told me that in london, it is raining almost everyday and it is very cold. Ok. also from other guest from london, that they really like singapore. clean (nah! they haven go to our country-side) , people are nice.(nah! they havent came upon any nasty people). lOL! they told me that london are dirtier than Singapore.

alot of guest also told me (esepecially those first visits to singapore) singapore is really a nice country. MAKING ME SO PROUD TO TELL PEOPLE THAT I'M SINGAPOREAN! lol! naH!.. This job also tell me not look down on anyone. yar..

But anyway, yst i was serving a japanese gal. arG!!! she really make me high with those gentle and cute voice and sound OPS!!. lol! but nevertheless, i met a jap gal which really pull-down the image in my mind of japs gals. =pp!! opS!!!

ok enough bullshit lar. i dunno how many people are really concern about what i tok about. But i duncare lar.!loL! This is my blog wat!! lOL! =))

anyway, some msg to people who taged ;
toliting. LOl! cannot meh? yesh!! u must identify yourself so i noe who is good to me mah!! loL!! and do u know that 2006 is one year. One year dun do many thing. HOW CAN!!??? LOL!! i read ur blog le. u alos done alot loH!! loL!!! =pp

toShan. thanks my day always get beter.. so no worries. But of cuz a big THANK YOU to u for your care and concern over this few days, weeks. i really think that u done alot just by listening to me.

to joel tan!! lol!! stop misa misa leh!.. i really misss her!! =x dun care wanna go watch the movie agaiN!.. loL!!! when u free tell me, we go watch agin together!!! loL!! =pp

Ok. that all =)) muacks!! lolx!!

Slow Slow Slow! blogger is to slow for me to blog here. =)

OK.I would Like to annouced that: i am free from singtel bail!!!!whahohoho~~

ok. actaully nothing much to blog about BUt i went pass eliane blog and have ideas on blogging today.
year 2006 had already come to an end.Now, we are leading our life in this new year-2007

let me see, hmmm.. Month Jan of 2006 was the most busy month i had for the whole year . Recuritment for ventures, scouts. Investiture for ventures and scouts. yar.. the whole months was scouting after scoutings.. oh yar I started my year 2006 with her, watching firework. sweet swee~~....

Feb of 206,This was kinda a scouting month for me..i went to surivial camp. Finally after 5 years in scouting, i killed the frog. skin it and cook it. I will never forget everything.get to know more about fuming and nigel.. kinda a lamer. Feb is the valetines day. I Still remember, i went around bukit panjang area to look for a forist with jia jie. We went to minitonne for presents for her valentine present. i bought her a bug bunny which we later name is as' bunny' it was once of her biggest 'animal' in her room (zoo). FINALLY got all the present for her.! =)) i stil remember i done up a video for her and went to her hosue to cook for her.

March of 2006. Months of jobweek. was attached to cadet scouts. get to know alot of cadets scout. bad ones, good ones. LOL! i get closer to dongs and know more about her and what she perfers.. i still remember her passing me her jacket when i told her that i was damn cold.this just show the brotherhood in scoutings.
after this march holiday, we offically step down from scouting and venturing. yar.. march was our 1 year anver.we had a very boring celebration lar. But i know that we love it, as long as both of us are together.

april of 2006.we kinda in exam mood cuz SA1 coming. Everyone was like mugging and having lots of fun at the same time. Me? still the same. quarrelwith teachers, miss all my homeworks and hack care every single thing. yar. that all of april. Kinda a fast pasting month..

May of 2006.What can i say. lol! it was my birthday month. Didnt had any celebrations at all.Cuz of kinda lazt to organise. No one help me .. =((.. i still remember it is also a exams month but the exam stop at my birhtday. Finish, i mean. i still remember she bought me a $3.50 wallet and teast me. arg!!! bleaH!!. but her whole present was a really nice one =). sweet and nice. (heee. not going say. hee. imprinted in my heart forever) but also with a condition, i remember- i need to go school on my birthday!! arg!! :PP went to kbox with my mcd friends and sing like nobody business. =)) her birthday also held on may. i still remember i worked hard that month to earn as much as possible only hope to bring her the best.

June 2006 Os level mood was suspose to be there. But we failed to.LOLX we were still playing like nobody business. Went for group camp. It was really fun and i really love it to core. get closer to dongs and chenghao. especially the few night in camp as a 24/7 first aider.loLX!! okok. then june holiday past fast..

july 2006 again, we wemt into exam mood for our CAs. study. and not forgetting palying!!lolx! months past fast as well.

Aug 2006 Honestly, with the stress by our teachers, we started to study hard for our Os.Nevertheless lar, we play till we dropped. It was a month for national day.we went to swissotel to view the fireworks with her family. I still rmember that that is the sweetest moment we ever had =)) Aug month was also kinda fast lar.

sept 2006 + oct 2006 tHIs two month is the most diff month in all our life. WE study and study and study. NO!! we didnt play much.. ' jia you' 'weil weil! go study!!! gogog!' msg like this was always senting to each other.. for the susport. me n her? maybe of the stress, we kept on quarreling and quarreling over small little thigns. imprinted in my heart as well. =) me n my friends, quarreled. we broke friendships. we scold each otehrs.get to know more about weekeng and wei liang. nice guys. not forgettting WU HUI MAN!! that lamer as well!!

Nov 2006 ths month is our BIG MONTHS. MORE SMS GOING AROUND!! we keep telling each other to jia you!!. from ther i started to know more about sabrina and cherly. goodd=)))!!! lol! OS took away half of the month!! arg!! finally after Os. BUT WE DID NOT CELEBRATE LIKE WE PLANED!! ARG!! lol!!

yar. that my months..=)) i would like to end here without any reply to tags.cuz im too tired le!!! arg!!! loL!! muacks to all!! nite nite. i work 14 hours today!! lol!! going to work tml again!! loL!!

Damn internet connection is slowing down again. =(

actually wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired to do anything plus slow internet connection. reasons. lol!

okok. had being working for the past 2 days. It is kinda tiring but i working hard to clear my bill.=p. Anyway, i have nothing much to blog about. I missed christmas celebration, missed new year countdown. So it was kinda no life for me =(

i decided to miss new year countdown reason being i was kinda tired + i hate to squess with the people. Yes, last year i went i think you people know the reason for me to go. yea?

during the few hours working, some of the time i am selling my smiles. So was kinda bored. When i'm bored so many thing started to set me thinking.

hais ok. the raining season started to stop. Day starting with rain already no longer seen. yar. im starting to tok cock.so.. yar.. wanna catch some rest before tmr's work. yea?

today, i threw away the toothbrush u used to use in my home. i falshed back alot alot of thing. i really miss you. you won't understand. Yes, maybe i am craving for this kinda life all this while but life without u is so much that i cant say nor do anything. I dun ask for more. JJust hope you to be happy. But when u are leading your life happily, i am still holding on to u. I dun have any other choice but to hug on to those you gave me. Sleep with the same position we used to always sleep. Where you go, I miss you so.

ok. msg to some.=) to angel, :P:P!! you dun noe. come, kor kor teach u.!!
to MAn, okok.. we will gather more!!!!!
to keng. lol! i was too when i come back. whahah!! thx for your first tage!! loL! =)

ANYWAY, I KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE VIEWING MY BLOG HERE. I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT IF YOU REALLY WISH ME WELL AND HOPE ME WELL, IDENTIFY YOURSELF AFTER EACH VISIT =) THX.